Chapter 3
NADIA.
Ididn’t know where I got the courage to grab him and do what I just did. I had never done anything like this before, but it felt like tonight, it was the right thing to do.
My core was throbbing. As much as I loved the look on his face while I pleasured him, I knew I wanted more. I wanted my mate inside me.
His eyes swirled in black as he grabbed me and placed me on his lap. I straddled him before locking our lips. My fingers moved and explored his bare skin, and I reveled in the sparks traveling between our bodies.
I was still lost in his touch, and I didn’t notice that he had moved us until I felt my back being pressed against the rough and cold walls of the cave. My feet were planted on a sturdy rock, making our heights almost parallel to each other.
He yanked my thigh up before curling it around his hips, leaving my other leg on the ground.
He licked my cheek before running his breath against my ear, sending me pleasurable chills.
“Can I enter you, my little nymph?” His voice was so deep and sexy, making me feel sexier than I’d ever felt.
I nodded too eagerly before I was able to speak, “Yes, please…”
Excitement was brewing inside of me. I wanted him. All of him.
All these years, I had never desired anyone. I’d dated and kissed a few males before, but none had piqued my interest the way this man had. He was perfect—too perfect! My wolf, Arrow, and I were in awe of him.
I knew he was not an ordinary male. His aura was too strong, like an Alpha. But he couldn’t be one. Why would an Alpha be mated to someone like me? I also knew he wasn’t from our pack because I couldn’t reach his and his wolf’s mind.
As much as I wanted to know his name, I shrugged away any thoughts at the moment. I wanted to focus only on him. I could ask questions later.
“Aah…” I whimpered and dropped my head into the crook of his neck as his thick fingers slammed inside me. He was doing it so well that it took all of me not to collapse. He made my knees so weak.
“Look at me… I want to see you while my fingers fuck you.” The way he said it made me want to do anything he wanted.
“Yes…” I tilted my head back, leaning it against the rough wall as I stared back at him. His eyes bore deep into mine as if he were reading my soul.
My mouth opened as ecstasy coursed throughout my body while he continuously assaulted me in a harsh but pleasurable way. Sparks, tingles, goosebumps—everything was exploding, and I could no longer control the wanton moans escaping my throat.
He crushed his lips into mine, kissing me bruisingly hard, and I kept kissing him back with the same intensity. Our mouths were fighting for dominance.
My release was building up when he abruptly withdrew his fingers, making me let out a growl, annoyed and disappointed with his action.
A smile crept onto his face, and I felt my heart skip a beat. He was so handsome.
My lips curled into a smile, and my hands flew to cup his cheeks. I wanted the memory of his smile to linger in my mind.
“You’re so handsome…” I told him before I gasped for air when I felt his erection prodding into my wet entrance.
“Am I? Does it mean you like what you’re seeing?”
“Yes…” I answered while panting.
“And this one?” He nudged his front forward, the tip brushing against my folds.
“Aah…” I moaned and bit my lower lip to stop myself from moaning more.
He smiled wider, and his deep dimples showed up. I couldn’t stop my arousal. He was teasing me, and I was struggling to keep myself and my wolf under control.
“You’re too big… Don’t break me.” My hands were still on his cheeks, one thumb brushing against the corner of his lips.
“I won’t… I’ll take care of you…” He said it so gently that I believed him, and it felt like it meant more than just tonight.
I wished I was right. I wanted him to take care of me. I was so tired of being alone and always looking after myself.
He tilted his head to the side and captured my thumb, sucking it sexily without taking his gaze off of me. And then, he slipped himself inside of me, slowly and gently.
My eyes rounded as they began to water. He let out a groan as he pushed one more time, breaking my barrier before he rested his forehead on mine.
“You’re so tight. Am I hurting you?” His voice was painful, and he was gritting his teeth again. “Tell me to stop… If I push one more time, I don’t think I can stop…”
I felt myself stretching to accommodate his girth, and from what he said, it meant he was not fully in and it would hurt more, but I was ready for it. I was ready for him.
“Don’t stop, take me. All of me…”
I wasn’t even done talking when he slammed one more time, eliciting a loud gasp from me and then he began rocking his hips back and forth.
My body jolted with his every stroke, my back slamming against the rough wall, but I didn’t mind. I loved it.
The heat from his body was warming all of me, and the intensity of his action was sending me into overwhelming oblivion.
“Oh, Goddess!” I cried in pleasure as my hands gripped his shoulders tightly, scraping and scratching them. He kept pounding into me like I was his saving grace. He kept grunting and groaning in the process, and they were like music to my ears. He was enjoying this. He was enjoying me.
He kept holding one leg up, and the angle he stroked me hit my walls perfectly. I reveled in the pain and the pleasure. The heat continued to rise up from my stomach as my toes curled while my core clenched around him.
My release was building up and the only thing I could hear was the synchronized beating of our hearts and the slapping of our skins.
I opened my eyes to see my mate staring at me. Pleasure and adoration were written on his face as he took in all of my emotions. And the satisfied look on his face made way for an unfamiliar emotion to rise from my chest—I felt special. Like I was really wanted and adored.
My eyes darted to his lips as he parted them, and then, I saw his fangs erupting as his eyes dilated into full black.
The idea of him marking me made my heart and core wild.
I tilted my head to the side and closed my eyes, exposing my neck to him in submission as I bucked my hips to the rhythm of his movement. I felt him lower his head, and not long after, his lips grazed over the skin at the crook of my neck before it was replaced by his fangs.
I moaned at the contact before it turned into a cry of pleasure when his fangs pierced through my skin, as a rush of sparks and tingles exploded everywhere in my body.
I shuddered and convulsed as the wave of pleasure made way for an explosive release. He sunk his fangs deeper, and I couldn’t stop myself from shuddering. The pleasure was too much.
My mate didn’t stop moving in and out of me while he continued to lap and suck the mark he created in my neck as I rode out my release.
His warmth washed all over me as his grip tightened on my body. I never felt this complete and satisfied, as if I didn’t want this moment to end.
It didn’t take long before my body melted into his arms, and my mate let out a groan of satisfaction as he let out his own release and spent himself inside of me.
Last night was too perfect. I didn’t know my heat would end up making me too wild.
I lost count of how many times my mate took me. It seemed like I couldn’t get enough of him, and all the time, he never refused my advances. He was rough and gentle at the same time. Either way, I enjoyed all of it and was looking forward to having more with him.
I must have tired him out. No wonder he was still asleep, snoring loudly while I soaked in his perfect features.
I couldn’t believe my luck. After all that I went through growing up, I had already lost faith that something as good as this would find its way into my life. But he did. He found me. It was too good to be true, but I would gladly welcome him into my life.
I giggled softly when I remembered that I was so lost in tasting every bit of him that I didn’t even get his name. But soon, I would.
I ran my fingers along his cheek, letting his rough stubble tickle me before I pecked his nose.
I sat up from lying down, and my eyes widened at my condition. My body was almost covered with mud. Did we roll on the cave ground while we satiated my heat?
I needed to clean myself before he woke up. Or he would see me looking like a piece of shit—literally!
I took one last glance at him before I grabbed my bag, pulling out a pen and a small piece of paper.
Good morning, mate!
Hi! I’m going to the stream nearby to wash. I’ll be back.
Yours, Nadia
Satisfied with what I had written, I laid it down beside him and placed a rock on top of it before I stood up and headed out of the small cave. I didn’t bother to look for my clothes since he ripped them apart, so I was sure I would not be able to use them.
I threaded my way to the stream, but it seemed further than I had remembered.
I placed my backpack in front of my body to cover my private parts as I ran and walked. I just wanted to rinse off because of the mud drying up everywhere.
But the pain in my hips and in my thighs wasn’t helping.
I smiled as I let the memory of last night come flooding back into my head. I couldn’t wait to see him again and maybe have another round before we headed off somewhere.
I skipped and ran when I saw the stream ahead, and at the same time, rain poured down from the sky.
I jumped into the water right away and brushed off the mud covering my body and my face.
My private part felt tender as I washed it gently, but I didn’t mind.
It was the result of a good night, so I shouldn’t be complaining.
After I was done washing, the rain poured harder. So I decided not to put clothes on, as they would only get wet. I just decided to run naked.
I was still in high spirits, running and skipping in the puddles of water along the way. Happiness was overflowing in my soul.
I was so excited to see him—only to be crushed the moment I stepped inside the cave.
He was nowhere.
I dropped my bag to the ground and hurriedly went to the place where I left him sleeping.
It was empty. I spun around and around, eyes welling with tears while my heart shattered into a thousand pieces.
He left. He didn’t want me.
My eyes darted to the note that I left for him lying somewhere in the middle of the cave, dirty and stomped over.
With my heart breaking, I fell down on my knees before I crumbled against the cold, dirty cave floor as I coiled my shaking body, letting out the sobs that I was trying my hardest to control. I thought he would come and save me. But he was like all the others. He just used me.
And once again, I felt like I was just a piece of trash, that I was nothing special. Not even my own fated mate wanted me.