Chapter 8 #2
He pulls back to stand and take off his jeans.
As he pulls down his boxers and reveals his erection, my eyes widen, and I wonder how I’m going to fit him.
I should maybe tell him I’m a virgin, that I don’t know what I’m doing.
But I’m scared he won’t want me, that it will make him want to stop, and the words get stuck in my throat.
“Are you on birth control?” he asks me.
Shit. No I’m not. I can’t believe such a stupid thing is going to stop this. But I can’t lie about that. “No,” I admit.
He doesn’t seem concerned, though. “That’s okay,” he says, opening the nightstand drawer and producing a condom that he expertly puts on in seconds.
I feel equally relieved, nervous, and excited as he comes back over and kisses me. He strokes my slit, making sure I’m still wet and ready for him, and I am. I grip his shoulders, pulling him closer. “Please, Hunter,” I moan. I want him so badly I can’t take it anymore.
This is all he needs to hear, and he places his tip at my entrance before pushing inside. There’s some pain as he pushes in, my tightness gripping him before slowly expanding to accommodate him. I cry out, a little bit in pain.
“Are you okay?” he asks, brow furrowed with concern.
I nod, biting my lip. “Yes, keep going.”
He moves slowly, giving my body time to get used to his size, and soon it becomes pleasurable, and the pain melts away.
“Fuck, Tori, you’re so fucking tight and wet. You feel so good, baby,” he groans. “You’re so fucking perfect.”
This turns me on even more, knowing he’s enjoying it. He fucks me harder and faster, and I can feel the same familiar building of my climax coming again. My pussy gushes as he lifts one of my legs higher, driving in deeper, filling me.
“Oh, I think I’m gonna…” I moan, unable to finish my sentence.
“Yes, baby, cum for me, you look so fucking sexy when you cum,” Hunter growls. “Cum on my cock for me.”
I didn’t think I’d like dirty talk, but the way Hunter says it, the way he fucks me, is so primal, so animalistic that it turns me on and sends me tumbling over the edge.
My pussy tightens and spasms on his dick as I cum hard and suddenly like a tidal wave before the aftershocks lap over me like gentle rippling waves.
“Fuck, baby, I can’t hold back,” Hunter admits with a groan as he too cums, thrusting hard and deep inside me one last time as he reaches his climax.
We’re sweaty and out of breath, panting as we grin at each other. Hunter kisses me tenderly before pulling out and getting up. “I’ll grab a washcloth.”
He strolls over to the bathroom, and I admire the rearview of his firm ass and strong back.
The light flicks on, and I hear him make a strange, surprised-sounding noise.
When he returns, washcloth in hand, he looks a little awkward.
“Hey, it’s no big deal, but I think maybe you came on your period during that,” he says.
“No, I’m not due for a couple of weeks,” I reply automatically.
My cheeks flush scarlet as I realize the real reason for the blood.
Of course, he wouldn’t think I was on my period to start with, as there was no blood when he went down on me.
I’d heard that some women bleed during their first time, but I’d naively assumed that because I was so wet and enjoying it that it wouldn’t happen to me.
Hunter frowns in puzzlement before it slowly dawns on him. “Wait, Tori… Was this your first time?”
I nod, embarrassed.
“Why didn’t you tell me?” he says gently. “I would have been more careful… or we wouldn’t have…”
“I didn’t want you to change your mind because of it, to treat me differently or think I was just some naive, inexperienced kid. I’m sorry I didn’t tell you. And I’m sorry if I got blood on your sheets,” I say, the words coming out in a rush.
“Don’t worry about the sheets,” he says, pulling me into a hug. “I just, I dunno, your first time should be special.”
“This was special, perfect,” I insist.
He nods, satisfied, kissing me softly.
“Was it good for you?” I ask shyly.
“Wasn’t it obvious?” he says. “Yes, Tori, it was incredible. You’re so fucking sexy, your curves drive me insane. I thought I was gonna blow my load the second I was inside you. I’m sorry, I usually last much longer. Next time will be better, I promise.”
I want to giggle at Hunter being less than his usual self-confident self, seeming a little insecure, but I appreciate his honesty. Plus, the fact that he’s mentioned doing it again distracts me and holds all of my attention. “You want to do it again?” I ask, hardly believing it.
“Of course I do. That is, if you want to?”
I nod, not trusting myself to speak as a lump forms in my throat, my emotions threatening to overwhelm me. Tears spring at the corners of my eyes.
“Hey, baby,” he says with concern, wiping away a tear with his thumb. “What’s wrong? I won’t be mad if you don’t want to.”
He’s so sweet that it only makes me cry more. “No, it’s not that. I want to. This was amazing. It’s just that no one’s ever treated me like this before. Just… I wanted to say thank you.”
“You don’t need to thank me, I wanted this too.”
I shake my head, trying to find the words to explain to him how I feel. “No, I mean, thank you for treating me like a human being. Like someone worthy of affection.”
“You're worthy of so much more. You deserve so much more. And I want to give it to you. You’re mine now, Tori. You understand?” he says kissing me deeply.
I kiss him back and he holds me close. I fall asleep in his arms, feeling safe and loved for the first time ever.