Chapter 14
14
ALEX
T his is love. Lust. Longing.
It’s also confirmation, even though we haven’t said it out loud yet.
Jasmine is the one. She’s my person.
I’ve never laughed with anyone like this. Never unclenched and de-stressed with anyone like this. I genuinely feel like a better version of myself. Jasmine has upgraded me to Alex 2.0, but I can’t tell her that right now or I might laugh, and don’t want her to think that I’m not totally focused on this incredible moment.
Knowing that Jasmine wants me fills me with more pride than any of my company’s technical awards. Any of my other accomplishments. She has transformed me from a bundle of stress to a man with a purpose.
Her soft, curvy body moves underneath mine as I kiss her with my entire soul. Our lips feel overheated, but I can’t slow down. Not when this surge of raw need is overtaking us both.
Jasmine’s always filled with life and color, but now her deep blue eyes and pink flushed cheeks make her look like one of those centuries-old paintings of an Earth goddess.
My cock is so hard I can feel my pulse thumping in it as I drag it against her wet skin. She’s not just damp from the shower. She’s wet again, every brush against her clit making her a bit readier.
My palm caresses her breast as she adjusts slightly under me, her knees bending so she can wrap her legs around my hips. I love how excited she is. How eager. But I need to hear her say it one more time.
My thumb brushes firmly across her nipple, making her shudder. My other hand skims down her stomach, caressing gently until I fist my length, dragging the head across her sensitive wet skin.
“What was it you wanted again?”
“For such a technical genius guy, you have a really crappy memory right now, buddy.”
“I just want to hear you say it. Maybe a million times.”
Her hands cup my face. “ I want you ,” Jasmine whispers, squeezing me gently with her thighs to illustrate her point. “If you want me to beg?—”
“Never.”
Her skin is silky soft under my palms as I trace her breasts, her sides, up her throat and into the back of her hair. “I’m the one who serves you, gorgeous. Never forget that.”
Although I’m desperate to plunge inside her, I force myself to move slowly. She smiles as I draw the blunt tip of my shaft slowly around her inner lips. Her soft moan and quick inhale send a brutal hunger flooding through my veins.
I lift my weight slightly, then sink barely a half inch inside. “You want me? Come and get me.”
Her eyes dance. “I wouldn’t have pegged you for a tease. I thought an ambitious perfectionist like you would just take what he wanted.”
Moving this slowly makes me feel like time has stopped. Jasmine smiles, probably having no idea how freaking seductive she is right now. She uncrosses her ankles from behind me, dropping her legs to dig her heels into the bed, lifting her hips and slowly pushing our bodies together.
I can’t help analyzing her eyes, her expression, the way her lips part in surprise when she pushes herself upward onto me.
“That’s it, baby.” I scoop a hand under her ass, rocking us gently together, letting her set the pace.
She grins with delight at the deep shudder that runs through me. “Does that feel as good for you as it does for me?” she whispers.
“It feels incredible.”
“Then why do you look like you’re doing calculus in your head at the moment?”
I barely choke back a growl. “Because I’m trying to be gentle when all I want to do is plunge into your soft tight pussy and make you shriek. Feel you squeezing me. Hear every little cry as you demand more.”
I love that she’s giggling during this passionate moment. “Since you say I’m allowed to demand things…” Her hands slide down my back to grip my ass. “I want you to do all the work. Don’t be afraid of hurting me. I want to feel everything. Now .” Jasmine’s bright eyes are dead serious.
“Baby, I’m always going to give you everything you want. Hell – you have no idea how much I’m going to spoil you. But right now, I need to make sure I don’t hurt you.”
We roll our hips together, my hot, pulsing shaft sinking deeper until I hear a breathy gasp. Still I take my time, easing my way into her soft, glove-tight pussy. Her eyes fall closed, her breath ragged, as her fingernails make pinprick marks along the sides of my ass. I don’t think she realizes how tightly she’s squeezing me, lost as she is in the moment.
Finally, my entire length is inside her as I grip the back of her hair with one hand and her hip with the other, moving slowly as I stroke in and out. “Do you think of me as an enlightened man?”
She blinks in surprise. “Yes. Why?”
“So I’m permitted a few seconds of being a wild, savage beast?”
“Anything you want.”
I kiss along her cheekbone, bringing my lips to her ear. “Mine,” I growl deeply. “You’re mine. We belong together. I want you, need you…need this to be real, gorgeous.”
Her mouth falls open with a gasped moan as she half-nods. Then we both pick up the pace, grinding together, panting and squirming. Every place we touch creates an electric spark. Every breath, every movement brings us both closer. Her hips slam up against me, trying to take me even deeper.
I love that she reacts like this when I’m raw and honest. Love that… Oh, hell, I love Jasmine . I really do.
We find a perfect rhythm, our ragged breath barely keeping up. Filling her completely is heaven. Another world. We lose ourselves in each other for what feels like forever – breathing hard, moving steadily faster.
“That’s it, baby.” My fingers thread into her soft, wavy hair, turning her lips to mine. Our kiss is ragged and clumsy, as messy as our movements as we thrust together. I can feel her soaked channel tensing around me.
My fingers slide around, finding her clit to brush against it lightly and quickly. Her uneven breathing sputters, then her back arches on a silent cry. It feels like her entire body flushes with heat as she trembles, a few broken, desperate moans falling from her luscious lips.
Feeling Jasmine come so hard around my cock launches my own climax into the stratosphere. Thrusting harder and deeper through her twitching, I join her – heat erupting as I come deep in her trembling pussy, long bursts spurting deep.
She mutters something that might have been, “Oh, wow.” Then her head falls back as she grips my hair, pulling me into a soft, dreamy kiss.
This intimate experience that started off slowly and sensually returns to the beginning as I roll to the side and snuggle her into my arms, caressing her gently.
After a moment, Jasmine whispers, “Back in a second.”
She rushes to the bathroom, then returns in a few moments with a saucy grin on her face. “I didn’t want to drip onto your sheets.”
Her eyes widen at how loudly I laugh. “I’m not that much of a germaphobe, I swear.”
She returns to my arms and winks. “I also didn’t want to sleep in a wet spot.”
I kiss the top of her hair, then wrap the blankets around us. “Baby, that was…” She laughs again at my loud sigh. “Apparently I’ve lost the ability to make words. How about amazing ?”
She nods against my shoulder. “Amazing. Awesome. Intense.”
“Yeah.” I dip my chin and kiss the tip of her nose. “That’s because you are amazing and awesome. I like that you’re not intense.”
“I like that you are willing to become slightly less stressed,” she says softly.
“Who wouldn’t, with the world’s best woman right here?” My arms tighten around her for a soft squish, then we relax into each other, our breath softening.
Then I fall asleep, knowing without a doubt that Jasmine and I belong together.