Chapter 13 Orla
ORLA
Irun.
The pavement is slick and my Louboutins were not designed for sprinting, but I pump my arms like I'm gunning for Olympic gold, lungs burning, thighs screaming.
My hair whips free from its architectural precision, bobby pins flying loose like shrapnel.
Tomorrow I'll have frizz. Tomorrow I'll look like I stuck my finger in an electrical socket.
Don't care.
The bus stop glows ahead, fluorescent and sickly yellow in the rain. Thraka stands beneath it, shoulders hunched, staring at the route map like it contains the secrets of the universe. His metal box sits at his feet, already rusting at the corners.
"Thraka!"
He turns. Water streams down his face, plastering his wild hair flat. Without the volume, I can see the elegant bone structure underneath, the strong jaw, the surprising delicacy of his pointed ears.
"Stop!" I skid to a halt under the shelter, gasping. My blazer is soaked through. My blouse clings transparent to my skin. Professional Orla would be mortified. Current Orla has bigger priorities. "Just stop."
"Little Manager." His voice is careful, controlled. Like he's trying not to hope. "You should go back inside. You will catch a cold."
"Who cares about colds. Nor do I care about my quarterly performance review or my promotion track or the fact that Janet from Accounting is definitely watching from the third-floor window.
" I advance on him, jabbing my finger into his chest. It's like poking granite.
"You don't get to make this decision alone. "
"There was no decision." He catches my wrist gently, thumb pressing against my racing pulse. "The CEO said—"
"The CEO is a spineless corporate drone who's been stealing from the pension fund. I have proof. Seventeen separate violations documented across six years." I yank my hand free. "But that's not the point. The point is you were going to walk away."
"To protect your career."
"I don't want a career that makes me choose between being successful and being happy!" The words tear out of me, raw and true. "Do you know what my life was like before you? Do you have any idea?"
He says nothing. Rain drums on the shelter roof.
"I woke up at five. Reviewed projections until six.
Gym from six to seven. Shower, blow dry, makeup.
Power suit rotation, A through E. Arrive at office by eight-fifteen.
Never eight-thirty, never eight. Eight-fifteen exactly.
" My voice cracks. "Lunch at my desk. Protein shake, no flavor, maximum efficiency.
Stay until seven. Go home. Review tomorrow's agenda. Sleep six hours. Repeat."
"Orla—"
"And I was fine with it! I thought I was fine.
I thought that's what success looked like.
Empty and precise and utterly joyless." I'm crying now, hot tears mixing with cold rain.
"Then you showed up and broke my table and ate Steve's sandwich and tried to challenge the printer to a duel, and you were so alive, so real, and I realized I'd been dead inside for years. "
"You are not dead." His hands cup my face, thumbs brushing away tears. "You are fire wearing a blazer."
"You make me feel like fire. Like I can burn everything down and build something better in the ashes.
" I grip his wrists. "You make me laugh.
You make me scream in supply closets. You make me forget about optimization and efficiency and five-year plans because all I can think about is whether you'll pin me against something and growl in Orcish again. "
His pupils dilate, black swallowing green.
"I love you." The confession explodes out of me.
"I love that you brought me a dead rat. I love that you can't type without destroying keyboards.
I love that you think HR is a food service department and that you painted your face for paintball and that you carried me through a storm to a shed and made me forget my own name.
" I'm shaking now, adrenaline and terror and desperate hope.
"And I’m not concerned if loving you ruins my career, because you are the only thing that's made me feel human in years, and I am not letting you walk away. "
The bus pulls up with a hydraulic wheeze, brakes squealing against wet pavement. The accordion doors fold open with that familiar pressurized hiss, revealing the tired driver hunched over his steering wheel like he's piloted this route a thousand times before, because he probably has.
Thraka doesn't move. Doesn't even glance at the open doors, at his escape route, at his ticket back to whatever life he thought he was supposed to live without me.
"Sir?" The driver's voice carries that special blend of impatience and apathy perfected by public transit employees everywhere. He drums his fingers on the wheel. "You getting on or what? I'm already behind schedule."
"No." Thraka's voice is low, rumbling, absolutely certain. His eyes never leave mine, green and intense beneath that stuttering fluorescent light. "Not today."
Not ever, those eyes say. Not when you're standing here soaking wet and falling apart and finally, finally telling me the truth.
The driver mutters something that sounds like "lovers' quarrel" and hits the door button.
The bus pulls away with a diesel growl, taillights bleeding red across the wet street, leaving us completely alone beneath the flickering, buzzing fluorescent light that can't decide whether to stay lit or give up entirely.
Just like I couldn't decide, until now.
"I have a three-inch binder in my bag," I say, my voice steady despite the rain still dripping down my face, despite everything inside me trembling with the magnitude of what I'm about to do.
"Employee Code of Conduct. All two hundred and forty-seven pages of it.
Every rule I've been following my entire professional life, every protocol I've memorized, every guideline I've used to build myself into something acceptable, something promotable, something safe. "
I reach into my Kate Spade, the one that cost more than most people's monthly rent, and extract the binder with deliberate precision.
It's pristine under normal circumstances, its leather binding unmarred, its pages crisp and organized with color-coded tabs and cross-referenced sections.
The very embodiment of corporate perfection.
But the rain has already begun its assault, and the leather is already blooming with water stains, the edges of the pages starting to warp and curl like they're alive, like they're dying right before my eyes.
I hold it up between us like a trophy, like a declaration of war against everything it represents. The fluorescent light catches its wet surface, casting fractured shadows across my palm.
"Want to know what I think of it now?" I ask.
Then, without waiting for an answer, without giving myself time to rationalize or second-guess or calculate the professional consequences, I open my hand and let it fall.
It lands with a spectacular splash into the puddle at our feet.
It lands with a spectacular splash, water soaking through carefully laminated sections. Corporate Conduct. Professional Standards. Fraternization Policy. All of it drowning in muddy rainwater and city grime.
Thraka stares at the ruined binder for a long moment, watching the water seep deeper into its laminated pages, watching the careful organization of my entire professional identity dissolve into pulp and soggy cardboard.
Then his gaze lifts slowly to find mine, green eyes wide with something that looks almost like awe mixed with concern.
"That was your bible," he says, his voice softer than I've ever heard it—reverent, almost. Like he's witnessing something sacred being destroyed. "Your entire world. Everything you believed in."
"It was my prison." I kick it for good measure. "And I'm done. I'm done optimizing. I'm done with efficiency metrics and quarterly projections and pretending I don't want to climb you like a corporate ladder during budget meetings."
"Orla Peace." He says my name like a prayer, like a war cry. "You are insane."
"Completely." I grab his jacket, yank him down to my level. Not easy when he's built like a mountain. "Now are you going to stand here analyzing my mental state, or are you going to kiss me?"
He kisses me.
Not gentle. Not careful. He kisses me like I'm air and he's been drowning. Like I'm victory and he's been at war. His hands span my waist, lifting me clean off the ground, and I wrap my legs around him right there at the bus stop, in full view of anyone walking past.
I taste rain and coffee and him. His growl rumbles through his chest into mine. One hand fists in my ruined hair. The other grips my thigh hard enough to bruise.
"Does this mean I am rehired?" He breaks away just long enough to ask, forehead pressed to mine.
"No. You quit, remember?" I nip his bottom lip, satisfaction blazing through me when he groans. "But I quit too. So we're both unemployed."
"Orla has become a rebel."
"She has become your problem." I slide down but he doesn't let go, keeps me caged against his chest. "Hope you're ready for it."
"I have been ready since you threw that compliance manual at my head on day two." The memory of that moment flashes through me, his genuine confusion at my fury, the way he'd caught it mid-air and studied it like an artifact from an alien civilization.
"You called our sexual harassment training 'mating rituals for cowards.'" I can't help the accusation that creeps into my voice, even though I'm pressed against him like I might fuse with his chest if I try hard enough.
"I stand by that assessment." His grin is wicked, all sharp tusks and sharper intent, the kind of grin that makes my professionalism crumble like a poorly engineered bridge. "The rituals in that shed were much more effective. Far less PowerPoint presentation. Much more... hands-on instruction."