Chapter 12
Kayden
My world rocked.
She lets out a sexy little moan, and I know I’ve won.
I thought for a moment, my dick would be tossed out into the frigid cold, but she’s finally relented.
And God, does she feel good. Her inner walls are like smooth silk, grabbing onto my shaft and hugging me tight.
It’s better than I fucking remember. Tighter than when we were first together.
I slide my dick back out and push in slowly, letting out a groan as her muscles constrict around me again.
All the lonely nights, all the times I fisted myself to the memories of my sweet girl never compared to the real thing. Her pussy feels like I’ve died and gone to heaven.
My eyes open when she lets out a low moan.
She’s rising up onto her knees, giving me better access, showing that she’s right here with me now.
She’s on the same fucking page, and hell, am I so fucking thankful.
Her hips thrust back, taking control of the speed, demanding more.
I catch her hint and thrust faster and harder.
Every pump she meets head on. Her ass smacking into me, jolting my cock deeper inside her tight core.
She keeps up her pace, and I sit back and watch.
Enjoying the fucking view of her plump rear as she pumps it back into me.
Taking me in so well. Slickening up my shaft and making me shine with her need.
She shifts beneath me, rising up against my chest and wrapping her arm around my neck.
I grab onto her chin and turn her head, then I meet her mouth, kissing her like my life depends on it.
And it does. My heart depends on winning her love in order to keep it beating.
My lungs depend on her happiness in order to keep breathing.
And it’s now my life’s mission to earn her sweet smile again.
Whatever I have to do, I will. And I won’t stop until that light’s shining back in her eyes.
Her mouth slips away from me, and she shifts in my arms again.
This time, pulling off my dick. I’m about to grab onto her ass and lock her back down when she turns, tugging me forward and demanding I lie back on the bed.
I do as she orders, groaning when she climbs up, straddling my waist. Her hands press to my chest as she aligns herself with my body.
Her slick pussy hovering above my cockhead, and then…
she slowly slides down, swallowing inch by inch.
I almost lose consciousness as the pleasure takes hold.
My balls tighten, and a groan rumbles from my chest. This girl…
Damn, she drives me crazy. When her curvy little hips get to rocking, riding me like a bull, I nearly spill my seed.
“Fuck, baby. You almost there? Need to come inside this little cunt. Feels so damn good.” It’s been years, and I’m too strung out to last.
My words set her on fire, and she takes off for the finish line.
Thrusting faster and grinding her pussy down to get the friction she needs on her clit.
When I give her a reach-around and rub against her rear little entrance, pressing in slightly just to give her a bit of added pressure, she hits her peak.
My name comes screaming from her lips and she gives my cock a nice juicy ride, taking me right into the fray of her orgasm.
I come so hard, I’m not sure where the pleasure ends and reality begins.
It’s so fucking good. More intense than it’s ever been, and I know it’s not just because I’ve gone without for so long.
It’s her. Us. Having her in my arms, feeling the safety of her acceptance.
She’s why it’s so incredible. She’s the reason it’s so powerful.
When she starts to climb off, my eyes pop open.
I’m not done with her just yet. I could use another round, maybe even a few more.
I’ve been deprived for so long and my dick doesn’t seem to want to settle.
He’s not even trying to deflate. “Where’s your little pussy runnin’ to, baby. I’m not done with you yet.”
She reaches over to the nightstand, and then I’m suddenly staring down the end of her gun again. Her eyes are giving me one hell of a glare. The fuck? Thought the orgasm was supposed to cool her off.
“We’re done, Kayden. Now, get dressed and get the fuck out of my life. If you don’t leave, I’ll be calling Sheriff Lewis and will let him know I have an intruder. You’ll be serving more time in the state pen.”
I don’t know what the fuck just happened. One minute she’s riding my dick like she’s going for gold in the rodeo, and the next, she’s as cold as dry ice, smoke practically fuming from her ears. She clicks the safety back on the gun before she reaches for her cell phone. The hell?
“You mind putting that thing down and explaining what the hell just happened to set you off?” If I hurt her, I’ll grovel for forgiveness, but I need to understand what just flipped her switch.
She narrows her eyes further and locks her finger tighter on the trigger.
“You want me to explain what happened, Kayden? Let’s start with the fact that you figured a simple explanation as to why you broke my heart would be enough to win me back.
What happened is you showed up with the fucking audacity, thinking that I’d happily forget about all the fucking pain I’ve lived through.
You thought I’d just put a smile on my face because you’re back.
” Her jaw clenches tighter. “You never once stopped to think that I’ve woken up in tears every day for the last five years.
That I spent my days wondering why I wasn’t enough, wondering how I could’ve been so blinded to the truth.
I could barely think past the pain. Could barely breathe past the misery.
If it weren’t for my grandmother, and the good people of this town, I wouldn’t still be here.
” Shit, that fucking hurts. “Now, I want you to get in that car of yours and drive the fuck away from me. I don’t want you to ever come back, Kayden.
You hurt me once, but I sure as hell won’t let it happen again. ”
A tear slips down her cheek, and it hits me right in the chest. I thought the hardest moment of my life was having to walk away from her in that courtroom.
Seeing her crushed with sadness nearly broke me.
But the pain I see now, the pain she felt these last five years, that was all my doing.
I ripped out her heart and took all her hopes and dreams along with it.
If I could go back in time, I never would’ve written that letter.
I would’ve sent her my truth instead. I would’ve poured out my heart and told her how I was so fucking in love with her it consumed me.
That her letters were the only thing keeping me alive in there.
But I can’t take back my mistake, and I sure as hell don’t know how to fix it.
But I do know that if I don’t leave now, I’m going to be finding my ass back in jail, and that’s certainly not going to help me win back my girl. The only thing I can do right now is walk away. As much as it fucking kills me to have to walk out that door, it’s my only choice.