Chapter 26 – Lana
W hile Kai and Liam are working the last five hours of their shift, I increasingly become more and more anxious. Kai ambushed me outside of his trailer and he told me to choose between him or Liam.
I was hoping I wouldn’t have to decide right away. They both make me feel things. Which isn’t good. Kai represents my old life. The one I tried to have after Blake passed away. Liam represents the now. My life I am trying to move forward with.
I lay down on Kai’s bed just staring at the ceiling. I’m not remotely prepared for any of this. My mind is a war zone. How do you choose between two versions of yourself? I don’t know if I can. It took me so long to become Blake’s girlfriend when it came down to it.
Now, I’m in the same boat with two guys this time. And no idea where to go. Or even, who to choose.
Kai came back after his shift like he promised. I ended up having a panic attack. All of my feelings bubbling up to the surface causing me to panic. After my panic attack, I fell asleep in his bed. A few hours later I woke up and Kai was gone.
Instead of waiting for him to possibly come back, I did what any rationalized person would do. I cowardly left. I called Liam, he had already left for the night but he was willing to come back to get me.
I grabbed a piece of paper laying around in Kai’s trailer. I wrote down how I was feeling and then I left. I left my choker from Blake in here too. I don’t want it anymore. I don’t want a reminder of what I used to have.
Liam got here in about twenty minutes. I didn’t realize he lived that close to Midnight Mayhem. No wonder he doesn’t sleep in his trailer. Before I leave Kai’s trailer, I take one last look. I know I said I would talk to him in a few days, but I honestly don’t know.
I walk out of the trailer, shut the door, and get in Liam’s car. “I thought you went home. I’m sorry I didn’t think to check before I just left you here.” He apologizes.
“It’s okay. I should’ve looked for you. It’s my fault.” He kisses me. “Don’t apologize. At least now you get to go to my house for the first time.” I smile.
He puts his car into reverse and backs out of the drive. I look at the dark trailers one last time as we leave. Liam puts his hand on my thigh. I sigh. He looks at me for a second.
I lean my head towards the window. Liam inches his hand closer. I don’t stop him. Maybe a finger bang will help take my mind off everything that transpired with Kai tonight. I unbutton my pants for Liam.
“Eager?” He asks as he slips his hand down my pants. I let out a little moan as he cups my pussy. He rubs my clit. I close my eyes. He rubs it faster. I bite my lip, trying not to let any moans escape.
“Moan for me. Don’t bite your lip.” He says. He sticks a finger in. I gasp and a moan escapes me as he pumps his finger quickly in and out. “Mmmmm, such a beautiful sound.” I open my eyes and look over towards him.
His penis is tenting in his sweatpants. I moan at the sight. He inserts a second finger and begins to curl them inside me. I close my eyes and I start to see stars.
I spread my legs more. “Mmmmm, so wet for me, Lana.” He moans out. He curls his fingers inside me and then starts flicking my clit with his thumb.
My breathing becomes staggered as I moan from the sensation. I open my eyes to look at him. He pulls over. As soon as he puts the car in park, he pulls his hand out of my pants. He sucks his fingers and then climbs over to my side of the car.
He moves my seat back as fast as it will go. He wedges himself between me and the dashboard. He tugs my pants and thong down in one quick movement. Before I can ask what he’s doing, my clit is in his mouth.
He’s flicking his tongue against my sensitive clit quickly. I squirm. He holds my thighs down and pulls me even closer to his mouth if that’s even possible. I shamelessly rub my pussy on his face. He pulls away for a second.
“Come for me, Lana.” He moans against my clit before sucking it back into his mouth. The vibrations feel so fucking good. I look down and watch him as he stares at me. The intensity of this moment has me cumming in less than a minute after he says that.
I gasp out as he laps up my juices. He licks my clit again. I shudder as I come off the high. He pulls back. There’s a wet spot on his sweatpants.
“Did you ejaculate?” I ask, in disbelief. He smirks. “Oh, the things you do to me, Lana Voss.” I get goosebumps just from the thought of him cumming in his sweatpants for me.
He wipes his face off and climbs back over me to get back in the driver’s seat. I pull my thong and pants back up. I button them back up as Liam gets buckled back in and pulls back onto the road.
We were only five minutes from his house, but I guess he couldn’t wait to eat me out. We pull into his driveway. He quickly gets out of the car to open my car door.
He holds his hand out. I grab it, a sense of deja vu that won’t leave me. I shake my head and Liam walks me to his front door. He pulls me into him, kissing me. I kiss him back. A little gasp coming out. He slips his tongue inside my mouth.
I moan against him. He sucks my bottom lip into his mouth. It feels so good. He pulls away from me and grabs my hand again. He unlocks his door and brings me inside.
His house is massive. I look around it. It almost looks like Kari’s parent’s house. Not an exact replica but definitely close. I take it all in. He pulls me into his bedroom. “Make yourself comfortable. I have to clean up my mess, but I’ll be with you shortly.”
I giggle. He kisses me again and lets go of my hand. He pulls back and heads into his bathroom. I lie in his bed, taking in how comfortable it is. I hear Liam turn the shower on.
I get up because I know if I lie here long enough, I will get too comfortable. I start looking around the room. It’s so clean and pristine in here. Almost like it’s not lived in. I’m honestly shocked. I try not to think too much of it.
Liam must be a clean freak. I smile. I wonder if he takes every girl who likes him here. I bite my lip. What if he’s got sex toys? I’m used to them. Not until recently. I take my shoes off.
I hear the water shut off. I sit back down on the bed. A few minutes later, Liam comes back in, wearing nothing. I gawk. “Like what you see?” He asks. I look him up and down.
He comes up to me and leans close to my ear. “Want to go for round two?” I turn my head and he kisses me. He pushes me back onto the bed. His hands make fast work as I feel his hands unbutton my pants. He tugs them off leaving my thong on.
None of the guys I’ve been with have left my panties or thong on. We continue kissing, as he throws my jeans to the side. He feels up my body and pulls my shirt up. He leaves my bra on. This is unusual for me.
He tosses my shirt by my pants. He slides his hands back down my body. He starts kissing my jaw, down my neck, and down my body. Each little kiss pulling a gasp from me. He gets up and goes to his dresser.
He pulls out a few items. I start to sit up. “Lay back down.” I do as I’m told. I like where this is going. He walks back over to me. In his hands is a blindfold, handcuffs and a vibrator.
I bite my lip. He pulls me closer to his headboard. I gasp. He grabs my left wrist, attaching the handcuff onto it, then he pulls it through the bars of the headboard. He does the same to my right hand. Once I’m secure, he tugs on it.
I can barely move. He puts the blindfold over my eyes and ties it. I lay my head back down. I can’t see anything but darkness. I feel his hands touching my body, which feels amazing.
I feel his hands get to my hips and he pulls my thong down. I lift my legs to let him pull it the rest of the way. I’m waiting in anticipation. What is he going to do?
I pull my legs up and spread them. I bite my lip. I feel him grab my ass, as he begins to lick my pussy. I shudder. He spits on it and rubs the spit all over my pussy. He pulls away. I’m confused at the sudden disappearance.
I feel something cold on top of my clit. Before I can ask what that is, I feel vibrations. I scream out and squirm. He holds my legs down. “Stop moving.” He grits out. I relax a little bit after I get used to the sensation.
I moan. He inserts two fingers inside of me. He pumps them in and out, and pushes the vibrator harder on my clit. I feel my legs begin to tighten. “Liam, I’m going to-” He pumps faster. “I know, baby.” He flicks my clit with his thumb and rubs the vibrator on it as well.
I scream Liam’s name as the wave of my orgasm crashes down on me. He doesn’t let up. He pulls his fingers out but leaves the vibrator. I gasp as I feel another orgasm chasing the first. He pushes hard on the vibrator.
I pant as it comes crashing down again. He moans. “Fuck, baby, you just squirted on me.” I moan with him. The image in my head is enough to push me over the edge a third time but I hold off.
He pulls the vibrator away. He laps up my juices and the sensitivity of it all makes me shudder. “You taste so good, baby.” He sucks on my clit. I wrap my leg around the back of his head gently and push him into me.
“Mmmmmm.” I gasp as he shoves his tongue inside and starts licking in circles. I grind on his face and he grips my hips harder and pulls me even closer.
I feel the orgasm build up and I fall over the edge again. My body starts to shake from the intensity of it. I pant. Definitely feeling spent. Liam pulls away again, letting go of my hips.
“I’ll give you a break before I pull another one out of you.” I nod. I don’t even have energy to talk right now. I let my legs drop. I’m lying as flat as I can at the moment. I hear him turn the vibrator off.
I feel him get close to me again. He kisses from my pussy up to my breasts. He slides his hand underneath me and unclasps my bra. He takes off the handcuffs one at a time to take my bra off and then he handcuffs me back to the headboard.
I hear my bra hit the floor. “One more orgasm, Lana. Are you ready?” He whispers in my ear. His warm breath on my ear makes me shudder. “Yes.” I let out a breathy moan.
He sucks one of my nipples into his mouth. He licks around the nipple and takes turns sucking and licking. He tugs on my nipple before letting go and then does the same to the other one.
I gasp. He nips both of my tits and he presses his body into me. I feel his erection press on my clit. I moan and spread my legs. He chuckles into my ear. He grinds on me, making the tip of his penis flick my clit.
With each pass, it drives me wild. It feels too good. Then without warning he shoves his penis inside me to the hilt. I groan out. He pumps into me at a steady pace. He grabs my throat with one hand and rubs my clit with the other.
I begin to pant. “Faster.” He tightens his hold on my throat. I feel myself start to get lightheaded. He pumps in and out faster. The sensation is a lot for me. He lets up on my throat. I take in a deep breath.
He tightens his hold again and starts to pound me and rub my clit harder. The orgasm is building at a fast pace. I put my legs around Liam’s waist. I start to grind to meet him in the middle. The light headedness comes back. I feel like I’m swimming.
He lets up one more time and we both fall over the edge. “FUCK!” he yells out as his cum coats my walls. I scream his name. He pulls out and lies next to me. “Fuck, Lana that was amazing.” I lie there for a few minutes, trying to catch my breath.
He unhand-cuffs me. I rub my wrists. He hovers over me and takes the blindfold off. “That was really good.” I let out a shaky breath. I haven’t experienced anything like that before.
He tucks a strand of hair behind my ear before he kisses me. I kiss him back. He pulls back. “You want to take a shower?” He asks. “I’m tired but I probably should.” He gets off the bed and comes around to the other side to pick me up.
He scoops me up and takes me to the bathroom. He sits me down on the shower floor, and turns on the water. He takes down the shower head and faces it away from me as the water warms up.
Once the water warmed up, he rinses my hair and my body. He kisses my cheek and turns off the water. He puts the shower head back up and then leaves to grab me a towel.
He brings me the towel. He motions for me to stand up. I stand up and he begins to dry me off. With each pass of the towel I shudder. “Cold?” He asks. I shake my head. He kisses my neck. “I don’t want you to over exert yourself.”
I turn my head and capture his lips in mine. He pulls back. “Four times wasn’t enough? I’m surprised.” I smile at him. He hands me the towel, so I can dry my hair. I squeeze my hair with the towel. He watches me intently.
I finish drying my hair and I step out of the shower. I step off the shower mat to hang my towel up when I slip. Liam catches me. “You’re so clumsy.” He says with a chuckle. He scoops up my legs and carries me to the bedroom.
He pulls the covers back and lays me down on the bed. He covers me up and kisses my forehead. I didn’t realize how worn out I am. Not much longer and I let the darkness consume me.