Chapter 19 #2
His gaze came back to mine. “Don’t make me put your hand on my cock and show you that I’m hard.” He nodded when I swallowed loudly. “I want to do everything to your tits. I want to—you have no idea how fucking amazing they are. I swear it to you.”
“You have odd tastes,” I mumbled.
That sadness came back. “They lied to you. Whoever they are—they lied to you.” He nodded when I frowned. “Kole didn’t want other men to see you had—”
“No, he never told me to cover them up,” I argued. “I did. He had trouble with—he complained they were too big and the way they moved during—the positions for—”
He moved his fingers over my mouth and looked away. “I’ll fucking kill him if you tell me more. I will.” He squatted down in front of me and then shook his head, grabbing me under the ass and easily lifting me up. He moved me to the dresser and stood between my legs and kissed my cheek.
Then he stepped away and paced a bit.
And I covered back up, confusion and ten other emotions all swirling behind me.
“How experienced are you, baby girl?” he asked quietly as he moved back to me. “Has it only been Kole?”
“That’s not your business,” I snapped, crossing my arms over my chest.
“No, it’s not,” he accepted as he put his hands on my knees and spread them to make room for his large frame. “Did you never tell your friends what the boys said to you?”
I snorted. “What friends? You mean people who wanted to use me? I didn’t have a friend until Treena.”
He kissed my forehead and held me to his strong chest. “Did you ever have sex with any lover letting him mount you?” He kissed my hair when I flinched. “That was his goal, baby girl. It wasn’t—I promise he loved your fabulous breasts. He was trying to manipulate you to submit.”
I was so stunned I didn’t realize what he was doing until my robe was open again and he was staring at my chest.
“They lied to you,” he said again. “The women were jealous you were so pretty and with these curves. The men wanting you and knowing they couldn’t have you. I swear it.” He shook his head when I tried to argue. “Please, please believe me. Ask Treena. She will tell you.”
“It’s too embarrassing,” I whispered. “I’m already too different than other dragons.”
“You’re not. People are just jealous.”
Except he didn’t know the truth and I had two dragons. I was different from everyone.
“Sagan, hear me on this. Please, just wear something normal and don’t hide them at the next Alpha meeting after the coronation.
Let Treena and your aide Myriam scent how the men there really feel.
Just once. Do it just once and get the truth.
See what he did to you and—please? Trust me and—I swear I’m telling you the truth. ”
I searched his eyes and I believed he believed that, but… I thought he was wrong.
Still, I ended up nodding.
“Good girl,” he murmured, and that did something to me that I would never admit.
But he seemed to know it, licking his lips as heat filled his eyes.
“What else did he do to you? How else did he put you down?” He pushed when I wouldn’t answer, cupping my face and practically begging me to be honest with him so he could help.
“He hated that we had to use oil,” I heard myself whisper, trying to pull away and hide. “He said things like he didn’t like me for my body and he wasn’t shallow, but it hurt him that I wasn’t attracted to him enough to get wet for him.”
Onyx shocked me by chuckling darkly and rubbing his nose along my cheek before flicking my earlobe with his tongue. “You have no idea how fucking happy that makes me, baby girl. Seriously, that thrills me in a way that—gods, that’s the best thing I’ve heard in so long.”
I whimpered when he sucked on my ear. “Why?”
“Because you were with him because he was easy. The bet was true and he was easy and you didn’t really like him.
” He chuckled when I flinched. “You aren’t broken or whatever shit he said.
This I can easily prove and that Kole was abusing you—lying to you and he knew it.
He was breaking you down so he felt bigger. ”
“I don’t—” I gasped as his hands slid in my robe and settled on my hips as he kissed along my neck. I had been about to say that I didn’t understand… But I did. I knew what people were capable of. I was raised to expect snakes and how to spot them.
Then it hit me.
“I never gave him enough credit to be smart enough to manipulate me.”
“You caught it the moment you were really around him and his mask slipped.” Onyx’s big hands moved over my naked back and I angled my head so he had more access to my neck.
“You’re not ready for the full conversation, but I thought of you so many times over the years.
You were so gorgeous that day that you’ve haunted me. ”
“I thought of you too,” I admitted as he undid the robe and pushed it off me the rest of the way. “I-I can’t.”
“I know. I’m just proving that it was him, not you.
Never you.” He leaned back and licked his lips.
“Besides, when I have you, it won’t be some quickie.
You’re a full fucking meal that I want to lead up to.
I want lots of snack servings to whet my appetite, but then it’s going to be an eight-course meal like you’ll never forget. ”
I was squirming and wet when he leaned back in and ran his tongue along my neck.
“Dammit. I didn’t even get to cup your lush ass yet,” he grumbled. “Did you get wet for me already, baby girl? So fucking responsive and sexy. See, it was always him.” He growled when I nodded. “What else? What else did that piece of shit try to say was your fault?”
I swallowed loudly. “That I was too cold and basically broken. That I was lucky he really liked me because others wouldn’t put up with my taking so long or sometimes not being able to finish.”
He slowly lifted his head and was actually shaking with rage. “He said that? That it was your fault that you didn’t orgasm with him?” He chuffed several times when I nodded. “Tell me to show you he was wrong. Tell me, baby girl. Give me permission.”
I wasn’t sure if I agreed because he was so hot, I was turned on, or I was worried he might go murder Kole in my castle if I didn’t.
Either way, I did. I wasn’t sure if I said it or nodded—but I agreed.
My eyes went wide as he dropped to his knees and pulled me to the edge of the dresser. “He wouldn’t do this.”
“What? Why the fuck not?” Onyx’s nostrils flared.
“Because I wouldn’t do it for him,” I said with a frown, thinking that was actually fair.
He cursed and adjusted his neck before meeting my gaze. “You gave him your body, Sagan. This is how a man treats a woman who gives him such a gift. Every time. Several times. Of course you don’t just blow guys when you were born to be fucking queen.”
“Oh.” I wasn’t sure what to say, my mind reeling with all of this.
But he knew what was next and it was fucking amazing. Onyx licked me like I was everything he’d ever wanted to taste.
I cried out his name as I finished, fisting his hair as my thighs squeezed his head. I wasn’t sure if I was pulling him in for more or trying to tell him I couldn’t take any more.
Both? No, I wanted more.
I definitely wanted more.
And he gave it to me with a chuckle.
After the second orgasm, Onyx stood and licked his lips with a sexy smirk that made me shiver. No, those were aftershocks of my orgasm.
Maybe both again?
Then concern filled his eyes and he cupped my face. “Don’t feel bad. This was my fault. Blame me—I pressured you, okay?”
It took me too long to put the pieces together and I wouldn’t blame the wine but the amazing orgasms. I flinched and sat up. “I ended it with him. I told him it’s over in front of all of his friends. I’m not cheating.”
He slowly blinked at me. “You ended it.”
I nodded. “He denies it and says he won’t let me end it.
He refuses to leave the castle and says it’s against the manners of the royal family to kick a guest out—is using that against us and says he’ll make an issue of it unless I forgive him and talk with him.
Darren tried to talk to Vex, but he won’t discuss it because he’s pissed at me about the interview. ”
He licked his lips again. “Say it again, baby girl. Say you ended it with him.”
“I ended it with Kole. I swear I did, Onyx. I said the words in front of like a dozen people.” I frowned, not sure why he was so focused on this.
I didn’t really care when he gave me the best kiss of my life. It was soft but intense and set my whole body on fire. I moaned and leaned into it, my hands sliding up his chest to his shoulders.
“You ended it. That’s the best thing I’ve heard in a long time,” he panted against my lips. “There’s a problem now though.” He chuckled darkly when I flinched. “You’re mine.” Onyx nodded when I pulled away. “You’re mine, Sagan De la Rosa.”
I opened my mouth to say something, but he ran his thumb over my lower lip. My tongue hit it and his eyes filled with desire as he pushed it in my mouth.
And for some reason, I sucked on it.
He chuffed as he moved my hand to his groin.
“You’re mine now, baby girl. I won’t ever let you go after hearing my name on your lips while you climaxed.
Not after tasting you. I’ll handle this.
You don’t ever have to deal with his abuse.
I’ll—you’re mine.” He groaned when I sucked harder.
“Good girl.” He moaned when I massaged his groin. “Fuck, I want you.”
I wanted that too. I really, really did.
Instead, he tucked me in bed and made sure I didn’t need anything.
Huh?
“Is that how the fob works now?” I teased as my eyes felt heavy.
His deep chuckle filled my ears. “Yeah, it is. That’s what it’s for now instead of my worry Kole would try to lay his hands on you again.”
My eyes flew open. “That’s what it was? You heard he went to hit me?”
He blinked at me and then shook his head.
He didn’t respond and instead leaned over and kissed me softly.
“I’d kill any man who dared strike you. Even my own blood.
Now sleep. I’m going to go talk to Darren and handle this.
” He stood up and glanced around the room.
And why you’re not in a suite or something with better fucking security. ”
Okay then. Wow.
Onyx was… Intense didn’t seem like a strong enough word anymore.
Was it wrong that I loved it?