FIFTEEN
Nyx
Well, fuck.
This is not what I had planned when I came to her room.
Although her ass was looking very tempting when she was asleep, I was proud of myself for not doing what I wanted to do.
I wanted to wake her as I slid my cock deep inside her.
Sex with Saraya was never supposed to happen unless we were married.
Now, I don't know if I can stay away from her.
I press my forehead against hers as I catch my breath. I haven't come that hard in a very long time. Raya's cunt fits me like a fucking glove, wrapping around my girth like it was made just for me.
"Let me go, Nyx."
Her voice brings me back, and I stare at her, trying to get my bearings.
My cock is still deep inside her while my hand continues to hold her knee against my hip.
I can feel our mixed fluids seeping out around me.
Her face doesn't hold that blissful look like most women have after I've fucked them.
If anything, she looks panicked—almost scared.
Saraya's eyes bounce back and forth between me and somewhere behind me, and I'm now reminded that we have an audience. I want to know what Raya is thinking. Is she pissed? She egged me on—practically dared me to do it.
"Leave us, Cray," I order my friend without taking my eyes off Raya.
"Man, that was hot as hell. Fucking your stepsister like a starved man…" His voice trails off as he heads toward his wing.
"Let me go, Nyx—please," Raya chokes out.
I notice her eyes glisten, and instead of being the caring man I should be, I harden my resolve because I don't want my little lamb to weaken. I want to see the fight inside her. It's the only way she will survive Nyx Beckam.
Letting go of her wrist, I grip her neck while keeping her knee at my hip. I smirk wickedly, licking my lips before biting the bottom one. I push deeper into her sweet cunt as I dip my head and take in the scent of her.
"I didn't say I was through with you."
She pushes at my chest with little effort while my name dances on her lips, "Nyx…"
"I've fucked this cunt, so it's mine now, Raya. You should know that I never fuck a woman more than once, but you, my little lamb—you will be the first."
"This was a mistake…"she says with a moan.
I squeeze her throat more, reminding her, "You came to me; remember that."
I bite her earlobe and start fucking her hard once more. Releasing her throat, I grab her other leg and lift her until she locks her feet together at my lower back.
"Say it, Raya. Say this cunt is mine now."
"No…"
I growl and then turn us around. Without pulling out, I take us back to her room, not bothering to shut the door. When we get to her bed, I reluctantly pull out and rip her shorts off her before thrusting back into her.
"You will see that you need me, Raya—make no mistake."
"You don't even like me,"she says as she meets me thrust for thrust.
"Who says we have to like each other?"I ask, then spread her legs wider so I can watch my cock own her gorgeous cunt.
"Oh fuck—you're so deep!"Raya grunts.
I chuckle. "And you're taking it like a good little slut, aren't you? You fucking love it—admit it."
"Fuck you…"
"You already are honey."
I pull out, flip her over, and yank her hips up before plunging into her heat once again. With one hand on her hip and the other on her shoulder, I hold her in place and just fuck her hard. I'm going to come again, and I'm taking her with me .
My little lamb fists the bedding as she cries out each time I sink into her. My hand squeezes her hip even harder as I get closer, and just knowing that I'm going to leave my mark upon her body sends me over.
"Fucking come with me, Raya!"I order through a clenched jaw.
Like a good fucking girl, her cunt constricts around my cock and gives me what I want. We come together once more, and I'm left leaning over her with my forehead pressed against her back as I catch my breath.
I need to get the fuck out of here.
I hiss when I pull out of her, already missing the warmth that her cunt provides, but this isn't a fucking Hallmark movie. I'm not going to turn into a sap and cuddle with her. Instead, I tuck myself back into my pants while I watch her still positioned with her ass in the air.
I see the marks I've left already and smirk before I slap her ass. "Thanks, Raya, it's been fun, but I've got a party to return to. I'll be expecting your answer by the end of the week."
Yeah, it's a dick move, but I figured it'd be best if I keep it this way. I don't need her catching feelings for me. Even if we marry, it will be one of convenience; there can never be any love between us.
My little lamb has been hiding from me all weekend.
Aside from the surveillance footage not showing her leaving, the only telltale sign that she's still here is that coffee is made every morning.
I had got rid of my personal staff a few months back.
It was ridiculous to have a staff when it was only me living in this wing. I suppose I should bring them back.
Raya is pissed at me, and I don't blame her one bit, but it's how it needs to be, for me anyway.
I can't let her sink her claws into me again; I don't think I would survive it a second time, no matter how tough I am.
I shouldn't say I wouldn't survive, but anybody within ten feet of me probably wouldn't survive.
I would lose the rest of my humanity for sure.
Lil' Sis has grown up to be a gorgeous dark-haired beauty, and now that I've been inside of her, I need to possess her in every way. The other night, I said I didn't want her catching feelings, but that's a lie. I want every little piece of her, including her heart, but it will not be returned.
I received two more messages over the weekend, threatening they would make Raya pay if she didn't turn herself in.
My men are working around the clock trying to figure out who this fucker is.
Whoever it is, they are fucking with the wrong woman.
Conniving bitch or not, Raya is mine, and no one will threaten her.
"Hey, do you happen to have the files on that project for the new housing units?"Zilas comes strolling into my office.
"Yeah,"I reply and get up to grab them from the filing cabinet. "You know, I looked these over, and it really isn't a bad deal."
My friend sighs, "I know, but it's too close to the east side where we have yet to clean up the drug houses. I'm not sure anyone will want to live in that area. I have a different location in mind, but we may have to try and buy a portion of the land from the Kappels."
I scoff, "Do you honestly think they will sell to us when we're trying to run their drugs out of town?"
Shrugging, Zilas says, "It's a piece of land that they aren't using, and it's useless to them. They wouldn't be very smart to deny us the sale."
"Well, good luck with that."
Zilas scrutinizes me, then crosses his arms before saying, "Cray told us what happened the night of the party. You've been pretty quiet since that night. Do you want to talk about it?"
"There's nothing to talk about. I fucked her, claimed her, and will marry her as soon as she gets her head out of her ass."
My friend chuckles and shakes his head. "I hope that isn't how you explained it to Raya."
"Not in so many words…"
"Jesus, Nyx."
"What? I'm not going to forget her betrayal just because I finally fucked her. This marriage is one of convenience and that's all. I don't know why my father was so hard-headed over us being together. Saraya has always proven to be a good partner in this life."
"Your father was an asshole, Nyx. That doesn't mean you have to follow in his footsteps."
I glare at my friend.
Another knock on my doorframe draws our attention from the topic at hand. Amara stands just outside the door, smirking.
"I don't mean to interrupt your lover's spat…"
I roll my eyes. "What do you want, Mara?"
Zilas and I watch as she sashays into my office in one of her skintight suits. She drags her finger across my friend's midsection and winks at him before coming over and placing her palms on my desk .
"Little birdie told me you got your dick wet in Lil' Sis. Is that true? Did I miss it? I heard it was a fun time—right in the hallway for all to see."Mara licks her lips as her eyes go to my crotch before dragging them back up to meet my eyes with a cocked brow.
"Cray needs to mind his own fucking business. I fuck where I want, and I fuck who I want, and he knows this. He's just pissed because he wanted to join, and I wouldn't let him,"I explain, bored of having to do so.
"Will you ever let us join? It could be fun. It's been a while since the five of us have been together, and having a new toy to play with, well…"
I glare at Amara but try to keep the anger out of my tone when I reply, "Raya is not a new toy. She will be my wife, and all of you will respect her as that. I will not share her with anyone."
Zilas's grin annoys me, and Mara's stunned look makes me feel bad. After all, she was there to help pick up the pieces of my broken heart, along with the guys. Pinching the bridge of my nose, I take a deep breath and exhale.
"I'm sorry, Mara. I know what she did to me, and I won't forget it, but I need a wife and even you can't deny that she would fit the description best."I stare at her, hoping she sees the struggle I'm going through with all this myself.
This is a struggle for me. I keep telling myself that I hate the bitch, but at the same time, I'm drawn to her, and now—I'm addicted.
I've been cursing myself out for taking Saraya like I did.
I should have waited, but she was like a siren calling to me.
I just hope she doesn't steal my soul because she's already taken my heart.
"No, it's fine. I get it. Just remember that I'm not afraid to gut her now that we are older. I hope she knows that."Mara examines her nails like she's bored with the conversation, and I smile.
"I know this, and I'm sure she does, too. But honestly, she's refusing at the moment."
"Wait. What?"my feisty little friend gasps.
I shrug as I relay to them what Raya told me, "She says that she doesn't want anyone telling her how to live her life anymore. It doesn't matter if I'm trying to keep her safe."
I don't know why I even care. If Raya doesn't want my protection, why am I even pushing it?
Because she's back in your grasp, and your father is not in your way this time.
I keep telling myself this, but I honestly don't know if it was just my father who kept us apart.
Would she have given herself to another had we stayed together?
After we were caught, it hadn't taken her long to jump into bed with someone.
Something nags at me, but I can't figure out what it is. Amara clearing her throat reminds me that I'm not alone, and I give her and Zilas my attention once again. I hadn't realized that Mara had come around and now stood between me and the desk. I was too far into my thoughts to notice her move.
"So, does this mean there will be no more Mara sandwiches with Nyx?"she asks, but before I can answer, Zilas steps up to her.
"You don't need him, little devil. Adrik and I have got you. We will get you taken care of like we always do."
Amara smirks and turns toward Zilas, lifting her knee and letting him hold it. "But it's so much fun when all four of my guys fuck me into a coma."
"Okay, you two can go fuck somewhere else. I've got work to do."I shove them to the side and out of my way, grinning.
"Come on Zi… I've got a new toy that I want to try out, and since Nyx is being a pansy ass, I guess you're the lucky one who gets to try it out with me."
"Mm, count me in, as long as it's you that it's going inside—not me."My friend licks his lips and carries Mara out the door, grabbing the folder he came for as he walks away.
"Don't forget to look into that land, Zilas,"I call out to him. "You're supposed to break ground in a month!"
I chuckle as I hear them snickering, and then Mara squeal.
That's how it's always been between us. We always had fun, but now that Raya is here, it's time to get serious and think about the future.
I always knew I was meant to have a future with her, only now, it's going to be much different than the two of us dreamt up all those years ago.