VELVETEEN vs. The Thaw #4
Persephone didn’t return. Velveteen lowered her hands, realizing that there was no point in covering herself if there was no one there to see her.
“Fucked-up times five million,” she said, almost philosophically. Then she closed her eyes, and reached.
If anyone had been there to watch her—a living incarnation of the Carnival season, for example, or a flock of peevish, god-touched geese—they would have seen the moss that Velveteen was sitting on flow up her body like a green shroud, wrapping itself around her until it had formed the outline of a dress.
Then it burst into flower, growing white and pink and yellow blossoms that covered her as completely as any gown.
Vines reached up to twine in her hair, pulling it back from her face and twisting it upward until it looked like it had been styled, and not simply given over to the whims of nature.
Panting slightly, Velveteen opened her eyes and looked down at herself. A lone wildflower was poking out of the skin at the inside of her elbow. She looked at it. The flower remained.
“So this is how it’s going to be here, huh?
First I get to be snow, and now I’m made of flowers?
You people never know when to leave well enough alone.
” But at least her hands were the color of skin, and she could feel the steady beating of her heart inside her chest. That wasn’t much.
It was so much more than she’d had in so long.
Barefoot and shaky, Velveteen stood. There was something different about moving now that she was made of soft, bendable things, and not unyielding snow.
When she was sure that she wasn’t going to fall she walked to the green wall and raised her hand.
The vines parted, revealing Persephone standing on the other side, waiting. She smiled when she saw Velveteen.
“You look lovely,” she said. “That dress suits you.”
“Flowers are growing out of my body and it feels like someone hollowed me out when I wasn’t looking,” said Velveteen. She walked toward Persephone. “What did you do to me?”
“Winter cut you off from yourself because it wanted you to be all power and no pain. You missed out on a lot of life in that time. I’ve connected you to everything in this season, and walled off the access to what little of your original self you have left.
You’ll need to learn how to use your powers if you want to survive your time here without doing any major damage. I’ll teach you how.”
Velveteen scowled at her. “Why? So I’ll choose Spring and stay here and, I don’t fucking know, bring all the baby bunnies back from the dead?”
“We believe in rebirth, not starting the zombie apocalypse for Easter,” said Persephone.
“I would love it if you chose Spring. Believe it or not, I get tired, and it would be nice to go home to Hades and tell him that I didn’t have to leave for a few hundred years.
We could catch up on our reading. Maybe finally take a vacation.
But if you leave here with a better grasp of what you’re capable of, that’s going to be enough for me.
You’re a weapon that walks like a woman right now, Velveteen, and I need that to stop.
For the sake of the world, you need to be brought under control. ”
“We’re going to need to agree on a few ground rules if I’m going to do this,” said Velveteen.
“First is no lying to me. If you lie to me, even once, even through omission, I’m gone.
You got that? I may not be able to get out of your season without you unlocking the door, but that doesn’t mean I have to go along with any of your wacky schemes or do you any favors. ”
“Understood,” said Persephone. “Continue.”
“Second, if I ask you a question, you actually answer it. No looking mysterious and walking away. I don’t care if you’re a goddess, that’s no excuse to be rude.”
Persephone smiled. “Again, understood. I’m honestly not here to hurt you.”
“Then why didn’t you tell me?” Velveteen sounded suddenly lost. “I mean, I’ve known for years that Spring had a claim on me.
I’ve met the Easter Bunny before. I always figured my tenure here would be about dancing eggs and fake grass, not…
not harvest goddesses and the need for renewal.
You knew about Supermodel. You knew she was killing all the other animus.
You could have said something. You could have stopped her. ”
“No, I couldn’t have,” said Persephone gently.
“My reach is limited in the modern world. There’s only so much I’m allowed to do, so much I’m allowed to interfere.
Spring had no claim on Supermodel once she turned her back on the cycle of things, and so Spring wasn’t permitted to get in her way when she started doing wrong.
I couldn’t warn you. All I can do is help you now, if you’ll let me. ”
Velveteen was silent for a long while. Finally, she nodded. “All right,” she said. “What do we do first?”
“Come,” said Persephone. “I’ll take you to meet the others.” She held out her hand. Velveteen took it, and they walked away together, into the springtime that never ends.