Chapter 26 #6
“Do you want forgiveness, Dimitri?”
He nods as he slowly begins crawling toward me. “I want it, but I don’t deserve it.”
“You’re right, you don’t.” I grin as he growls. “You don’t deserve my forgiveness after what you did to me, and do you know why?”
“I betrayed you. I betrayed our bond.”
“Yes you fucking did. You let someone else dictate what you did with both of those things, and you chose to throw them away.”
Dimitri prowls toward me at an agonizing pace, anger and hope both rolling off of him in waves with every inch he eliminates between us. “I didn’t, I—”
“No excuses, Volkov. You want to make this right, you own what the fuck you did to me regardless of why you did it.”
“I betrayed you.” Dimitri stops as he lines his hands up with my ankles, pausing there while he waits for permission to come closer.
“I hurt you, physically and emotionally. I made you think you weren’t enough for me, made you think our bond meant nothing to me.
I made you think I didn’t ever really love you, and I broke your heart when I did it. ”
Well, this is new.
I didn’t think reliving trauma could make my dick hard but apparently it can.
At least it can in this situation.
My alpha confessing his sins on his hands and knees, seconds away from begging me to forgive him and take him back into my heart and into our pack. My omega giving me silent encouragement and support while her hands move all over my body, my other alpha silently keeping watch the entire time.
I had no idea it was going to be such a turn-on to hash out my baggage this way but it is, and I’m very torn between putting a stop to it, or dragging it out a little longer.
“Beg me,” I grunt, opting for the latter. “Beg me to take you back.”
Dimitri growls, loud and deep as his fingers curl against the carpet. The alpha in him is refusing, fighting the way our bond is slowly overriding those instincts.
That’s going to make this even sweeter.
“Beg. Me.” I give Liv a subtle cue, lightly squeezing her calves as I settle back between her knees, spreading my legs wide as she opens my towel then sits up behind me. “Now, Volkov.”
His nostrils flare and his pupil dilates as he zeros in on my cock, licking his lips as he sees the slick dripping down my shaft.
“Please,” he whispers as he starts to crawl again at a snail’s pace. “Please, mylak. Take me back.”
“Why should I?” My chest heaves as he gets closer, making eye contact as his shoulders line up with my knees.
“I love you.” Dimitri places a hand on each of my thighs before he slides them up to my hips.
“I love you with my entire fucking heart. Please, Nikolai.” His fingers flex against my muscles, his blunt nails biting into my skin, and just when he drops his stare to my erection, looking at it like he might devour it, Liv reminds me why I fell in love with her well before I knew she was supposed to be mine.
“Not yet, Volkov,” she says as she lifts her bare foot and shoves it against his chest. His gaze snaps toward her over my shoulder and despite the way he looks like he might commit another felony here in this living room, Dimitri gently grabs her ankle before he begins sliding his hand up and down her calf. “You aren’t done.”
He keeps rubbing her leg as he looks at me.
“I’m sorry, Nikolai. For every fucking thing I did, and every goddamn thing I didn’t do.
I’m sorry I left you, I’m sorry I hurt you.
I’m sorry I haven’t been the alpha you deserved since day one.
” Dimitri presses a kiss to Liv’s shin then slowly lowers her foot as he kneels before me with his head bowed.
“I am begging you, with every fiber of my being, to forgive me, to take me back, and to still love me despite how unworthy I am of all three of those things. Please, Nikolai, mylak. Please let me spend the rest of my life making this up to you, proving to you and our pack that your love and forgiveness isn’t wasted on me. Please.”
“I love you,” I whisper seconds before Dimitri kisses me.
Hard, demanding. Brutal like him.
He buries his fingers in my hair and yanks my head back so he can kiss his way down my throat, licking his bite mark before he drags his tongue down my body until it’s circling the head of my cock and he’s taking me to the back of his throat.
“Fuck,” I hiss as my head falls back into Liv’s lap. She smiles down at me then kisses me almost as hard as Dimitri did and I reach up to take her towel off then toss it to the side.
Dimitri continues sucking my soul from my body through the head of my dick, hollowing his cheeks and using his teeth as he brings me right to the edge.
The way I’m sitting, the way my head is tossed back, I’m able to watch Leon reach around our girl’s body and cup her breasts, pinching her nipples hard as she lifts her hips then slides down on his cock.
Everyone moans at that point, the four of us giving in to the connections between us as we start chasing that intense high together.
Dimitri gives my dick one final, painful suck before he gets up and quickly pulls me to my knees. He spins me around so I’m facing our alpha and omega, so we can watch together as they fuck and warmth floods my belly as we do.
“Goddamnit,” I groan as Dimitri slams himself inside my ass, fucking me hard and fast as Leon matches his pace.
Liv throws her head back as she cries out, as Leon starts thrusting from underneath her, and I swear to god watching them is going to make me come faster than I’d like.
“Wait,” our girl gasps as her hand shoots out and she braces herself on my shoulder. “Wait, wait. Wait.”
Leon slows his pace as D does the same, and I look up to make sure she’s ok.
“I’m great,” she says with a nod. “I just, hold on.”
Liv lifts off of Leon’s cock, pulling a deep growl out of him, but she reaches behind her as she leans forward, then lowers herself slowly as she takes him in her ass.
“Holy god,” he purrs as his knot slips inside. “Jesus Christ and all the fucking angels.”
“You.” Liv points at me, then my dick, then her pussy. “Here. That’s what I need right now.”
She doesn’t have to tell me twice.
Leon leans back and repositions them as Dimitri and I get to our feet, his dick still buried inside me as I plant my foot on the couch and line up with my omega’s slick-soaked cunt.
“Yes,” I hiss as I sink inside, completely seated in one stroke. “Fuck yes.”
Then all hell breaks loose, in the best possible way.
Dimitri and Leon both start pounding into us, their hips pistoning so fast and hard I don’t even have to move in order to fuck Liv.
Their movements, their pace and force, they have her pussy sliding up and down on my cock as I meet her thrust for thrust and within seconds, I can feel everyone else’s orgasm exploding through them right along with mine.
Dimitri pushes his knot in my ass and it instantly swells as he comes, his final pump shoving me forward so I’m buried to the hilt inside Liv as the first rope of my cum explodes from my body.
I can actually feel Leon knot her ass, feel him harden even more as his knot thickens.
Liv cries out, her head thrown back against Leon’s shoulder as her walls clench around me, her pussy milking me while he basically roars out his release.
“Holy fuck,” I say as my chest heaves, as I drop my forehead right between Liv’s tits and nearly collapse.
I feel her kiss the top of my head as she giggles, but all she can do is hum in agreement.
“I love you, mylak,” Dimitri whispers as he kisses my spine. “I love you, and I am truly sorry.”
“I know, and I love you, too.”
“Now that that’s settled,” Leon says rather cheerfully for a guy who was roaring just seconds ago. “I say we wait a few minutes then switch things up. I’ll fuck Niko, you fuck Liv, and she can suck you off in the process. Sound good?”
All I can do is smile.
I have my bonded alpha back. He’s still on my shit list, but at least he’s mine. He’s mine, and he’s ours, and there’s nothing in the fucking world that’s going to separate any of us again.