Chapter 18
Nix
Ishake my head.
That was…
My eyes must be playing tricks on me.
It was just a shadow.
His dick is not that big.
Volik keeps himself situated between the person who just barged in and me as he walks to the door. And I keep my attention focused on his back.
On the muscles. And more muscles.
I reach up and press my hands to my cheeks. But my fingers aren’t cold like they usually are, so it doesn’t help.
My entire being feels like it’s on fire right now.
I feel hot, but… good.
My insides are warm, like I just drank a glass of mulled wine.
And my brain feels… fuzzy. Like I just drank several glasses of mulled wine.
I lower my hands from my cheeks to my stomach.
The room wobbles around me.
We were about to have sex.
His finger was there. Touching me.
He was touching me where no one has ever touched me before.
And I wanted more.
I want more.
If we hadn’t gotten interrupted, I would’ve let him. No. I would’ve begged him to take that monster dick out of his torn pants and fuck me.
I would’ve let this stranger, this vampire, who I’ve never so much as laid eyes on before, take my virginity.
In my own classroom.
On my first day of work.
Mortification creeps up my throat.
What am I doing?
I swallow, the scent of mint still in my nose.
How does he smell like that?
Would his blood taste like mint?
I swallow again.
What is wrong with me?
Something strums inside my chest as I remember the way he sucked my tongue into his mouth. As I remember offering my blood to him.
What do I taste like to him?
It has to be good. The way he moaned…
My thighs shake.
This isn’t normal.
I can’t… I can’t just be okay with this.
It has to be drugs.
Someone definitely drugged me.
Volik stops when he reaches the door, his growl breaking as he looks back at me.
This can’t be real.
But…
Eyes on his, I lift my hand and settle it over my heart.
My heart that stopped. Then started in time with his.
This cannot be real.
Volik’s chest expands as he inhales.
His shoulders are as wide as the doorframe. His head… his horns…
He’s all I can see.
Then Volik places his hand over his heart, feeling the matched rhythm beneath his palm.
It’s the first time I notice his nails. They’re black, same as the horns jutting out of his head.
My fingers tingle with the urge to wrap around his horns again.
Did I really do that?
I cannot believe I did that.
Volik lowers his hand to his side, and my eyes follow the movement.
To his waist.
To his shredded pants.
To his…
My mouth opens.
Volik turns around, ducking and exiting the room. But it doesn’t erase what I saw. What I thought I saw before.
His dick is as humongous as he is.
It’s…
I wet my lips.
No. Nope. Not possible.
I swallow as he disappears into the hall.
I can’t stay here.
I cannot.
Because if I do, I’ll let whatever is happening to me take over.
And if he…
I take a step back.
If Volik tries to put that… arm… inside me… I’ll die.
My body will split in two.
I will perish.
I take another step, bumping into my desk.
Shakily, I turn and hurry to grab my things.
I pull my bag out of the bottom drawer, grab my laptop off the desk, and leave my thermos and mug where they are. I say a silent apology to the custodial staff as I step around my ruined cupcake.
I have to go.
I have to get distance between myself and the sexual temptation of that vampire.