Chapter 22
Enzo
MIND BLOWING. THAT’S WHAT IT WAS. I HAVE NEVER IN ALL MY LIFE experienced anything like that.
I couldn’t get enough of her. I’ve never wanted a woman so much in my life.
Elena was right when she suggested we get it out of our system.
I feel lighter now but I want more. Now that I’ve had a taste, I want so much more.
I don’t want a relationship, it’s too soon.
I may never venture into those waters again but a chance at having sex with Elena again? Hell yes, sign me up.
It's the first time that I was so aggressive during sex. She brought that out in me. I wanted to own her, to worship her, to possess her.
I can still hear her sexy voice whispering those words.
That’s what set me off. Elena submitting to me, saying that she’s mine was the biggest turn on.
But it can never happen again. We made a deal.
This was a one-time thing. Maybe now that we’ve actually had sex and the mystery is gone, we’ll be able to move on with our daily lives never having to worry about the what ifs.
The next few weeks are busy at the office and more often than not, I get home late, long after Elena and Angelo are gone to bed.
I took Thursday off to stay in with Angelo.
Elena and I chat often and she insisted that I take time off to spend with my son.
I know she’s right and I feel terrible at having to be reminded to spend time with Angelo, but I also know I am pushing to build a successful empire to secure his future.
Never the less, I do still need to make more of an effort. I text Elena to let her know I’ll be home tomorrow. Her response is almost immediate.
Me: Hey Elena, just FYI, I’ve taken the day off tomorrow so I can spend some time with Angelo.
Elena: Fantastic! He’s going to be so excited.
I look at the time and its almost eleven at night. Why is she still up?
Me: Everything okay?
Elena: Everything is perfect… why?
Me: It’s late. I didn’t expect you to be up.
Elena: I’m in my office working on my book. Had an idea that I couldn’t wait to write.
Me: Sounds great. Happy writing.
Elena: Thanks.
Elena: Dinner is in the fridge.
Me: You’re a star. Thank you.
Elena:
I make my way to the kitchen. I open the fridge to find a plate wrapped in cling film.
She made roast chicken with steamed veg, creamed spinach, mashed potatoes and I found a salad in the fridge.
She’s a great cook. I warm my food and sit at the island to eat.
My mind wonders back to that night. I can’t seem to get her out of my head.
I even dreamed about her last night. We were together, as a couple and Angelo called her mamma.
The dream left a pang of guilt in my heart but at the same time I longed for it to be true.
I may not ever love another woman again but if by some twist of fate, I did…
it would be with Elena. An unwelcome thought comes to mind, something I hadn’t considered in the heat of the moment and immediately I text her.
Me: Hey, sensitive topic but that night, we didn’t use protection and I only just now thought about it. I’m so sorry it was incredibly negligent of me. Do I need to be worried?
Elena: On the pill. Tested as well after I left Matt. I’m clean.
Me: Thank God. I’m clean too. I mean I haven’t been with anyone since Vic.
Elena: All good big guy. Get some rest. Good night, Enzo.
Me: Good night, Beauty.
Sunshine is already streaming in through my bedroom windows by the time I shower and change.
The weather seems to be in our favour today so I hurry downstairs to ask Elena what she had in mind for the day.
It dawns on me now that she’d probably take the day off, which she is entitled to since I am home today. The thought is disappointing.
I make my way to the kitchen where I can already hear a very loud Angelo squealing and giggling at something. As I enter the kitchen, I see Angelo in his high chair and Elena is dancing around the kitchen with a mixing bowl in her hand, whisking away.
“Paaaapa!’
Elena’s head snaps up and her eyes lock on mine. Praying there’s no discomfort or awkwardness in them.
To my relief she smiles a big bright smile at me.
“Good morning. Did you sleep well?”
Actually no, I slept like crap because your gorgeous face keeps invading my dreams.
“Si, I slept well. And you?”
“Not really if I’m being honest but that’s only because I went to sleep at around 2am so I’m a bit loopy today.”
I frown at her as I go to kiss Angelo on the top of his head.
“You know you can take the day off today? I can take care of Angelo and maybe you can catchup on some sleep.”
“Thanks boss, but not necessary. The weather is great today; I thought we could take the little guy to the park after breakfast. I’m making pancakes. The coffee is already made if you’d like some and there’s a bowl of fresh fruit on the counter; the cream is in the fridge.”
“Wow you’re on a roll today huh?”
“What are you talking about? This is our normal routine every day.”
I hadn’t known that. This woman is a wonder.
I’ve heard everything she’s said but the way she called me boss doesn’t sit well with me. I mean I am her boss, but I’m also more than that. Aren’t I? No, no, I’m not. We discussed it. She doesn’t trust men and I can’t have a relationship with another woman. I can’t betray Victoria.
Yet, still, it bothers me that Elena is not more affected after what happened between us. She seems perfectly at ease, happy and jovial as if we never had sex at all. As if it meant nothing. True it wasn’t supposed to mean anything. Then why does it bother me?