Chapter 29 #2
It was the simplest of questions, but the answer I gave him would hold so many repercussions.
And they would come, of that I’m certain.
I’ve learned the hard way that relationships, love…
they are conditional. I refuse to think about a future, not now.
Enzo said that is a discussion for another time.
I don’t think I am capable of being in another relationship, not after Matt, not after what he did to me, how he hurt me.
I’m not thinking about the cheating either.
When he attacked me, I was blind sighted, never saw it coming, didn’t think him capable of such violence.
What if I did or said something to Enzo and he had the same reaction?
Would he hurt me? He’s so much bigger than Matt, I wouldn’t stand a chance against him.
Enzo isn’t like that though, he’s kind and strong, if anything he’s possessive. A protector.
“You’re over thinking this.”
I’m brought out of my despairing thoughts by Enzo’s voice.
“I am.” I admit.
“Don’t, I don’t know what that asshole did to you Elena, but I’m not him. I’ll never hurt you.”
He offers me his hand then and I stare at it. I want him. I’ve been drawn to the man like a moth to a flame. There’s no denying that. Tonight, it’s just us. I can give him that. As for the rest? We’ll see.
I take his hand and he leads me back into the bedroom. I watch him as he closes the sliding doors as well as the blinds. The room is mostly dark, save for the soft glow from the lamp at my bedside.
Enzo turns to face me, loosening his tie as he approaches, eyes smoldering with hunger.
“Tonight, I’m going to make you forget you ever had a fiancé.
I’m going to worship every inch of that gorgeous body, I want my name seared into your mind, you’re going to scream my name so hard, it’s the only one you’ll remember.
I’m going to fuck you in all the positions I’ve imagined while lying alone in my bed.
I’m going to leave you sore, but even then, you’ll be begging for more. ”
I say nothing, just stare at him in disbelief. It’s almost as if I don’t know who he is. Is this the part of him that’s been hidden? Is this how he was with his wife? He said they were very vanilla. The picture he just painted for me is anything but vanilla.
My thoughts are interrupted once again.
“Now, take it off!” He gestures to my dress.
I slowly drag the fabric off my shoulders, down past my waist, over my ass then it drops to the floor. The chains landing with a heavy thud.
Enzo says nothing, just watches with his intense panty melting gaze. I’m only wearing my underwear and my boots. Enzo dips his chin, encouraging me to proceed with my impromptu strip show. I bend and start to pull the zipper of my boots.
“Stop!” I stop dead in my tracks.
“You can leave your boots on.” I can’t help but smile as I straighten up, loop my thumbs in the band of my panties then slowly ease them off me, letting them pool at my ankles.
I keep eye contact with Enzo the whole time as I step out of my underwear and wait.
He wastes no time approaching me, holding his hand to my face, cupping my jaw before letting his hand descend to my neck, the base of my throat, along my chest and the swell of my breasts.
His hand still on me he drags it across my chest and circles me.
Just like he did at the club; a predator circling its prey.
He’s behind me now, his hand travelling along the curves of my body, stopping to cup my breasts.
He’s using both hands now, both cupping my breasts, kneading and squeezing, while flicking my nipples with the pads of his thumb.
A low moan escapes my lips and without warning Enzo tugs me hard so that I’m flush against his body, my back to his chest. His hands continue their slow torture as he dips his head in the crook of my neck.
He bites me softly just above my collar bone then licks the spot to ease the sting.
“Mmmmm, you smell so good.” He nips at my earlobe, whispering sweet nothings in my ear then he starts to kiss me, below my ear, my neck, my shoulder.
His breathing gets heavier, his words strangled, laced with lust and I can feel his heart thumping in his chest, the beats reverberating into my body.
Warmth floods me and my core turns slick.
This man is turning me on, his touch, his words, his body.
My head is reeling, drunk on desire. I want more.
As if reading my mind, he spins me around to face him, holding my gaze for a moment before his mouth crashes on mine.
His kiss is hot, hungry, greedy. His tongue pushes through the seem of my lips, forcing his way through, seeking my own.
Enzo’s hands are in my hair, cradling my head, angling me to the position he wants, giving him maximum access.
Eagerly, I snake my arms around his neck, pulling him into me.
He shifts a bit so that our bodies are not so close but his lips never leave mine.
He shuffles, removing his tie and pulling off his shirt all while never breaking the kiss.
Finally, he pulls away, allowing me to take in a lung full off air.
“Get on the bed, arms above your head, cross your wrists!” Yes sir. I do as I’m told, lying flat on my back, arms raised above my head, I place one hand over the other as instructed.
Enzo crawls up on the bed, still in his pants but shirtless.
He crawls over me and reaches for my hands with one of his.
Then he reaches for the discarded tie with the other and slowly brings it to my crossed hands.
He ties them together then secures my bound hands to the headboard.
Leaning back on his heels… he takes his time appraising me. My body heating under his gaze.
“You are a sight to behold. A Siren in every sense of the word. I am drawn to your call. A sailor lost at sea. And now… now I’m going to drown in your depths.”
“Now, knees up and legs apart! Show me that pretty little pussy.”
Holy mother of God. This man’s mouth is sinful.
Again, I oblige. Enzo lets out a staggered breath when I part my knees, giving him an unobstructed view.
“Fucking incredible.”
He crawls over me again until he’s looking down into my eyes.
“So beautiful. I want to devour you.”
His mouth finds mine and I let out a moan as his weight envelopes me. The heat of him filtering through my body. He feels so good. I try to hold him but then I remember my bound arms. Enzo leaves my mouth to explore my body. Peppering kisses all over, biting, nipping and licking as he goes.
I groan in pleasure, pure bliss spiking through my body as he latches on to my nipple, pulling with his teeth then sucking the bud into his hot mouth, causing tingles of electricity to course through my body from my nipples directly to my clit.