Chapter 15 #2
Okay, I don’t know what the fuck that is.
Breathing on each other? Like blowing on their nipple, maybe?
That seems wrong, so I open yet another tab and search for breath play.
Holy shit, I read the words “consensual restriction of a partner’s airflow” followed by extreme risks.
Uh, yeah, no thanks to those extreme risks.
But I guess John’s big hand on my throat would be hot… Hmm, I’ll go with:
as long as I can breathe enough to do it again.
Toys:
only when you use them on me.
John said he was a fan of toys, so I can’t wait to find out more there.
Slave/Master:
The titles make me flinch. But the idea of John telling me what to do, ordering me around… that’s hot.
maybe? Title is weird but the idea is hot? Just tell me what to do and I’ll green or red it.
Cockwarming:
sounds fun! I’ll warm your cock. ?
I snort; for some reason I keep thinking of the stupid chickens being cold.
Water sports:
Fuck, there are so many kinky things I don’t know!
Is this like water polo but a sex version somehow?
Oh, maybe it’s fucking in the water! I’m very athletic so I should have no problem with this…
that is until I search it. Because, yeah, no, I was wrong and this is definitely about urine.
I cross that right off. Not to yuck anyone’s yum, but I think I can safely say that’s not for me.
X
Hot wax:
ouch? But maybe?
I liked the spanking and the nipple pinching. This feels like it’s in that same realm, so why not.
There’s so much more, and so many things I’ve never heard of until right now.
My browser history absolutely needs to be deleted after this.
Just kidding; I have no shame. My finished list is a chaotic mess of circles, underlines, exclamation points, question marks, and endless notes I hope John finds endearing.
We’re going to have so much fun exploring all of this together! I can’t wait to give this to him. I planned to do it today because we can’t have sex per his rules, so that way he has time to review my list and fill out his copy, then we can compare tomorrow.
The thought makes my heart race. I’m so excited!
It’s after five now, so he should be getting home from work any minute, and since I don’t want to be alone for much longer, I head over there. Even if he’s not home, I’ll just hang out and wait. Or I could use the back door with the broken lock, but I guess I’ll save that for an emergency.
Luckily, I only have to wait for a few minutes before he pulls into the driveway in his work truck.
“What the fuck are you doing here, Chad?” he demands as soon as we’re both out of our cars.
“Well, hello to you too, Hubby.” I grin, not letting his grumpiness sour my mood. “I have something for you I think you’re really going to like.” My dick is starting to thicken again at the thought of giving him my list, and I’m eager to get inside so I can give it to him.
He unlocks the house without responding, and I follow him into his kitchen where he drops his work stuff. “How long have you been here waiting for me?”
“Oh, only like five minutes or so. I did something really exciting, then decided I’d come show you.”
“Alright, what is it?” John asks, turning to face me expectantly.
I hand him the stack of papers, and he looks confused as he reaches out to grab them from me. His brows furrow and then his eyes go wide as he realizes what it is. He skims down the first sheet before flipping through the rest.
“Jesus, Chad, what is this?”
“A kink sheet! I filled it out for you with what I think I’ll like and then printed off a blank copy for you. If you could fill that out and give it back to me, I’d appreciate it.”
But instead of rushing to fill it out like I’d hoped, he looks at me as though I have three heads.
“I don’t know if it’s fully comprehensive,” I explain.
“I found it online, and there are soooo many categories there. I tried to leave specific notes on each of them too. I didn’t use the circles because I didn’t want to confuse you since it printed in black and white, but I did circle things I was really excited about. ”
John rubs a hand over his beard and lets out a deep sigh. “I have never met anyone like you in my entire life.”
“Is that a good thing?” I ask hopefully.
He stares at me for a long moment with a blank expression, then huffs a laugh. “Sure, Princess.”
“I love when you call me that,” I remind him.
John can pretend to not care, but I know he does.
I leave his blank copy on the kitchen table for him, next to where he put mine down, and make sure to separate mine from the blank one.
I even leave the pen on his so he can’t use that as an excuse.
“So, should I wait for you to fill this out now, or would you prefer I come back later?”
“I’m not filling it out,” he scoffs as he takes a seat at the table away from the forms. “But you need to go.”
“What? Why? I only just got here.”
“Because,” he says firmly, and I give him a questioning look. Then I smile as I realize why.
“Did I make you hard again?” I ask in a knowing tone. I love that he can’t help himself around me. “Wait. Does what you said apply to both of us? Can you touch yourself without me?”
He clenches his jaw and huffs out a big breath before answering me slowly. “I can do what I want unless you make a rule.”
Do I want him to touch himself when I’m not there? Not really, but if he does it while thinking about me? I like that idea. How could I possibly deny him? “Okay, but you can only do it to thoughts of me.”
He grunts and nods, shifting in an attempt to adjust himself.
“Well, I guess I’ll be on my way now. I’ll see you tomorrow when it’s my turn to touch that big, beautiful, pierced dick of yours. Don’t forget to fill out my form! This is very important stuff, John,” I remind him, throwing a wink over my shoulder as I walk out the door.
Now to head back home with only the image of John, stroking himself to the words I just wrote on that page.