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Lillian

I play a fragment of my newest song on the ukulele and hum the melody. Sasha catches it and hums along for a bar or two before the music playing from the other room interferes.

They recognize it even though they’ve only heard it once. Last night, lying in my bed.

Put your heart on my hand

Some kind of promise

I’m nonsense at those

But I’m proud

What I know as honor

Is being willing to die

For what not everyone

Will believe in

What I know as honor

Is loving the fight

Whether or not

You can win

I keep my fists up

For what makes me

Drop my guard

For the mosh pits

For the protest forests

For the aging punk bands

For all the brave plans

And for your heart on my hand

It’s all for your heart on my hand

I keep my fists up

For what makes me

Drop my guard

“I liked that.”

Sasha’s voice was sleepy and warm like their skin.

“What was it?”

“New words,”

I said.

“Just some words.”

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