The Screams of Dragons #5
“I have friends in Cainsville,” he said. “Little girls who like playing with me. They’re very nice girls.”
“Hannah and Rose,” his mother said. “I like Hannah. Rose is…”
“Different,” he said. “Like me. But she’s not mean and she doesn’t misbehave. She hardly ever gets in trouble. Even less than Hannah.”
“Rose is a very serious girl,” she said. “Like you. I can see why you’d like her.”
“I do. I miss them. I promise if we go to Cainsville, I’ll be better than ever.” He clipped off a piece of ribbon. “And your family is there. You want to see them. Gran never liked Cainsville, so she’s happy if we don’t go.”
“That’s true,” his mother murmured, and with that, he knew he’d won an ally in his fight to return to Cainsville.
But as he soon learned, it hardly mattered at all.
His mother had a job, just like a man, but she didn’t make a lot of money, and his father always joked that it was more a hobby than an occupation, which made his mother angry.
That meant, though, that his father was the head of the house.
As it should be, Gran would say, and she could, because there was only one person his father always listened to—his own mother, Gran.
If Bobby’s grandmother said no to Cainsville, then they would not be going to Cainsville and that was that.
Gran said no to Cainsville.
No to Cainsville for the holidays. No to Cainsville for Candlemas. No to Cainsville for May Day.
It was the last that broke him. May Day was his favorite holiday, with the gargoyle hunt contest, which he was almost certain to win this year, according to Mrs. Yates.
He would go to Cainsville for May Day. All he had to do was eliminate the obstacle.
Everyone always told him how smart he was.
Part of that was his memory. He heard things, and if he thought they might be important, he filed the information away as neatly as his father filed papers in his basement office.
A year ago, his grandmother had admitted to feeding him one of her heart medicine pills.
Father Joseph had been horrified—digitalis was foxglove, which was poison.
Bobby had mentally filed those details and now, when he needed it, he tugged them out and set off for the library, where he read everything he found on the subject.
Then he began stealing pills from Gran’s bottle, one every third day.
After two weeks, he had enough pills. He ground them up and put them in her dinner.
And she died. There were a few steps in between—the heart attack, the ambulance, the hospital bed, his parents and the Gnat sobbing and praying—but in the end, he got what he wanted.
Gran died and the obstacle was removed, and with it, he got an unexpected gift, one that made him wish he’d taken this step months ago, because as his grandmother breathed her last and he stood beside her bed, watching, he finally heard the screams of dragons.
It started slow, quiet even. Like a humming deep in his skull.
Then it grew and the humming became a strange vibrating cry, somewhere between a roar and a scream.
Finally, when it crescendoed, he couldn’t even have said what it sounded like.
It was all sounds at once, so loud that he burst out in a sob, hands going to his ears as he doubled over.
His mother caught him and held him and rubbed his back and said it would be okay, it would all be okay, Gran was in a better place now.
Yet the dragons kept screaming until he pushed her aside and ran from the hospital room.
He ran and he ran until he was out some back door, in a tiny yard.
Then he collapsed, hugging his knees as he listened to the dragons.
That’s what he did—he listened. He didn’t try to block them, to stop them.
This was what he’d dreamed of and now he had it, and it was horrible and terrible and incredible all at once.
He hunkered down there, committing them to memory as methodically as he had the dreams of golden palaces and endless meadows.
Finally, when the screams faded, he went back inside, snuffling and gasping for breath, his face streaked with tears.
His parents found him like that, grieving they thought, and it was what they wanted to see, proof that he was just a normal little boy, and they were, in their own grief, happy.
He waited until three days after the funeral to broach the subject of Cainsville. He would have liked to have waited longer, but it was already April 27, and he’d given great thought to the exact timing—how late could he wait before it was too late to plan a May Day trip? April 27 seemed right.
After he’d gone to bed, he slipped back out and found his parents in the living room, reading. He stood between them and cleared his throat.
“Yes, Bobby?” his mother said, lowering her book.
“I’ve been thinking,” he said. “Natalie’s so upset about Gran. We all are, of course, but Natalie most of all.”
His mother sighed. “I know.”
“So I was thinking of ways to cheer her up.”
As he expected, this was about the best thing he could have said. His mother’s eyes lit up and his father lowered his newspaper.
“It’s May Day this weekend,” Bobby said. “I know Natalie thinks Cainsville is boring, but she always liked May Day.”
“That’s true.” His mother snuck a glance at his father. “Last year, she asked if we were going before Bobby did.”
“I thought we might go,” he said. “For Natalie.”
His father smiled and reached to rumple Bobby’s hair. “That’s a fine idea, son. I believe we will.”
Rose knew what he’d done. He saw it in her eyes as he walked over to her and Hannah, cutting flowers before the May Day festivities began.
Rose saw him coming and straightened fast, fixing him with those pale blue eyes.
Then she laid her hand on Hannah’s shoulder, as if ready to tug her friend away.
Hannah looked up at Rose’s touch. She saw him and grinned, a bright sunshine grin, as she rose and brushed off the bare knees under her short, flowered dress. Rose kept hold of her friend’s shoulder, though, and squeezed. Hannah hesitated.
He stopped short. Then he glanced to the side, pretending he’d heard someone call his name, an excuse to walk away. He headed toward one of the elders, setting out pies. The pie table was close enough for him to hear the girls.
Rose spoke first. “I had a dream about Bobby,” she whispered.
Hannah giggled. “He is kind of cute.”
“Not like that.”
Hannah went serious. “You mean one of those dreams?”
“I don’t know. There were dragons.”
He stiffened and stood there, blueberry pie in hand, straining to listen to the girls behind him.
“Dragons?” Hannah said.
“He was hunting them.”
“I bet they were gargoyles. He’s really good at finding them. He has twice as many as I do, and he doesn’t even live here.”
“He killed one,” Rose said.
“A gargoyle?”
“A dragon. An old one. She was blocking his way, and he fed her foxglove flowers, and she started to scream.”
His stomach twisted so suddenly that he doubled over, the elder grabbing his arm to steady him, asking if he was all right, and he said yes, quickly, pushing her off as politely as he could and taking another pie from the box as he struggled to listen.
“That’s one freaky dream, Rosie,” Hannah was saying.
“I know.”
“I think it just means he’s going to win the gargoyle contest.”
“Probably, but it felt like…” Rose drifted off. “No, I’m being dumb.”
“You’re never dumb. You just think too much sometimes.”
Rose chuckled. “My mom says the same thing.”
“Because she’s smart, like you. Now, let’s go ask if Bobby wants to come see Mattie.”
The tap-tap of fancy shoes. Then a finger poked his back.
“Bobby?”
He turned to Hannah, smiling at him.
“We’re glad you came,” she said. “We missed you.”
He nodded.
“It’s not time for the festival yet. Do you want to come see Mattie?”
“That’s what she named the kitten,” Rose said, walking up behind her friend. “Short for matagot.”
“No, short for Matthew.”
Rose rolled her eyes. “Whatever you say.”
Hannah pretended to swat her, then put her arm through Bobby’s.
As she did, Rose tensed and rocked forward, like she wanted to pull Hannah away.
She stopped herself, but fixed him with that strange look.
Like she knew what he’d done. With that look, he knew Rose had a power, like Hannah.
And him? He had nothing except taunting dreams of castles and meadows, and the screams of dragons, fading so fast he could barely remember the sound at all.
“Smile, Bobby,” Hannah said, squeezing his arm. “It’s May Day, and we’re going to have fun.” She grinned. “We’ll always have fun together.”
He won the gargoyle hunt that year. The next year, too.
They went to Cainsville for all the festivals and sometimes he and his mother just went to visit.
Life was good, and not just because Gran was dead and he’d gotten Cainsville back, but because he’d learned a valuable lesson.
He did not have magic powers. He would likely never have them.
But he did have a power inside him—the screams of dragons.
He would admit that when he killed his grandmother, he thought he’d suffer for it.
He’d be caught and even if he wasn’t, it would be as Father Joseph preached—he would be forever damned in the prison of his own mind, tormented by his sins.
Father Joseph had lied. Or, more likely, he simply didn’t understand boys like Bobby.
No one ever suspected Gran died of anything but a natural death, and his life turned for the better after that.
He learned how to win his parents’ sympathy if not their love.
To turn them, just a little, to his side, away from the Gnat.
He learned, too, how to deal with his sister.
That took longer and started at school, with other children, the ones who bullied and taunted him.