Chapter 18 #2
“Mommy didn’t fix daddy anything baby girl. Ask her why she’s being so mean,” she turned immediately in my direction to do what he told her.
“Mommy why you mean? Daddy eat-eat.”
I didn’t even bother to respond to that. Instead, I removed Lae from my breast to burp her and smiled at my baby.
“How about you hurry and finish your food pumpkin, then mommy will let you go out to swim. How’s that sound?”
She threw me a thumbs up and focused on finishing her food. I let my eyes meet their fathers again and rolled them for the millionth time today. He was going to feed himself then get his baby so I could swim with Rae. In that order.
After me and Rae spent countless hours outside in the pool, she finally tired herself out enough for us to head inside so I could bathe her and put her down for a nap.
The pool had drained every bit of energy that I had, so all I wanted to do was sleep the rest of the afternoon away.
As much junk as I talked, I was going to cook dinner for my family tonight.
I’m no fool, I would never send my man anywhere hungry.
While I was showering, I felt Jawan step in behind me. Rolling my eyes, I looked back over my shoulder even though I didn’t want to.
“I’m not fucking you Grim, so you can move around.”
Snatching the loofah out of my hand, he pushed me forward a little.
“Girl shut the fuck up. If I wanted to fuck, you would do it. I don’t need permission to fuck my wife. You getting out of your body Tio, but I’d find some sense if I was you.”
He applied the body wash to my loofah and started to wash my body. His gentleness had my body going against what I just said to him. He was paying special attention to my lady parts, while he looked me in my eyes.
“I missed you and I’m sorry I ghosted y’all. I just can’t afford to be off my square when I’m out for blood, so I went MIA. I see that wasn’t the move and I won’t do that again because I don’t want you and the girls feeling abandoned.”
I said nothing because I had no words for him.
I just allowed him to continue to wash my body because even though I was mad at him, I couldn’t deny the fact that I missed him.
My body enjoyed his touch, and it was betraying me in the worst way right now.
I wasn’t trying to be turned on, but it was damn near impossible when it came to my husband.
“I can smell your arousal, Tio,” he whispered in my ear as he eased his hand up the front of my body and gently grabbed my neck. I let out a moan when I felt his cold lips touch my exposed shoulder. “But you not fucking me, remember?” he whispered again followed by him laughing.
I didn’t see shit funny though. That’s exactly why I didn’t want him to get in the shower with me, I knew he was going to play games.
“Grim.”
The grip on my neck got tighter and he ran his free hand down the front of my body until his fingers found my already swollen clit.
“Who?”
“D-Da-Daddy,” I struggled to let out.
“That’s right. You want Daddy to make that pussy cum, don’t you?”
I nodded.
“Use your words, Tiomi,” he demanded as the motion of his fingers got faster.
“Y-Yes Daddy.” I was almost there. As soon as I felt my body about to explode, he stopped. My eyes popped open and I turned to look in the face of a smiling Jawan before he let me go and stepped out of the shower.
“What the fuck, Jawan? Get back here and finish! I was almost there!”
“Naw I can’t get a nut, so you can’t either baby. Get dressed though, I wanna take you and the girls to dinner.”
He’s serious, I thought to myself. This nigga really got out of the shower without finishing what he started.
“Jawan.”
“Get dressed, Tiomi, you know I can’t get Lae lil’ bitty ass ready.”
I was so pissed, but one thing I know about my husband is that he can’t go too long without getting pussy, so the game is definitely on. I gave him a light smirk and did as I was told. Tonight will be fun after the girls are asleep, but I was going to put on a show of my own in the meantime.
When I walked out of the bathroom, Jawan was in the closet which was perfect. I propped myself up on the middle of the bed with my legs spread, giving him the perfect view. I allowed my hand to fall between my legs and used my middle and index finger to circle my clit.
My soft moans were loud enough for Jawan to hear because he peeked his head out of the closet. He stepped out of the closet fully and folded one arm across his chest and tugged at the end of one of his braid with his other as he enjoyed the visual.
My head fell back lazily, and my eyes rolled into the back of my head as my body attempted to reach its climax. It came quicker than expected because I was turned on by just the sight of Jawan watching me. The bed dipped in beneath my legs, so I knew he had joined me.
“Don’t stop until I tell you to either,” he demanded, but he didn’t have to tell me twice because I was going to get this nut by any means necessary.
“Damn baby,” I moaned out when my eyes reconnected with Jawan’s.
He was watching me intensively with low, hooded eyes and for that reason alone my body exploded.
At the same time, I felt my cum running down the crack of my ass, I felt Jawan’s tongue attach to my clit and he sucked up every bit of juice my body had produced.
After I came down off my high, I looked him in the eyes.
“You almost taste as good as you look baby, you still not getting no dick though so come on,” he smirked and climbed back off the bed pulling me with him.
“You’re really going to deny me?” I pouted.
“Naw I’ma fuck the shit outta you later, I just wanna feed you first. Trust me, you’re going to need the energy.” He kissed my nose, then stepped into the closet. I was kind of in my feelings because he has never told me no, but I had no choice but to settle for later.
We were seated at Mignonette Downtown it seems like as soon as we arrived, and I was now admiring my family.
Jawan had ordered a bottle of wine and we had already placed our order.
Jalae hated sitting in her car seat so she was sitting in her father’s lap while Jarae sat right up under him coloring on the menu that they provided for her.
“What’s the occasion?” I asked after the waiter walked away.
He never looked up from Rae’s artwork. “What you mean?”
“I mean we’re at dinner,” I motioned around the restaurant.
“I wanted to bring my family out. I haven’t saw or spent time with y’all in a few days, this is me trying to make up for lost time, the fuck you mean?”
“I was just asking, Jawan, chill.”
“Naw you chill with the stupid ass questions like I don’t always take y’all out.”
“Alright, I’m sorry I asked. I did miss you though. Me and the kids, I’m just glad you’re back,” I admitted.
“Yeah, me, too. You know that business that I had with Ramirez before he passed?” he asked, and I nodded. “We gone have to go down there soon so I can get everything rolling. Shit is kind of just up in limbo right now, but they’ve been hittin’ me up to get the ball rolling.”
“I’m sure by we you don’t mean me, so you and Shad?”
He lifted his eyes from what Rae was doing to meet my gaze. “And Darren’s scary ass might come, he too fuckin’ soft to be in my face all the time,” he griped. “You know I’m not taking y’all down there right now though. Not with this shit going on, Tiomi.”
The waiter had returned with our food so I helped Jawan get the girls settled so we could eat. I knew this wasn’t a fight I was going to win so I didn’t even care to continue the conversation.
“Just be careful and come back to us, Jawan.”
“Always.”
That was the only response he offered so I went ahead and began to eat. Dinner was going smoothly, and it felt good not to have any chaos going on for a change. Simply enjoying dinner with my family.
“Did you look over the books for the shop? I mean I can’t understand how we spent that much money for barbershop supplies.”
“Yeah, that’s because we didn’t. I’ma look at that shit the next time I’m there. Shit been so busy there lately that I ain’t been having the time.”
I nodded my head and peaked over at my baby. She had finally tired herself out enough that her dad was able to lay her in the seat to enjoy his food. For a minute no words were spoken between us, but Jawan spoke again after a few bites.
“Star’s hoe ass husband hit me up today and said Romeo is suing for custody for Rae,” he nonchalantly told me, still stuffing his face.
I dropped my fork. “Excuse me?”
“Yeah, baby, but you know I’m not letting no shit like that happen though.”
“But I thought he signed over his rights, he can’t do this right? I mean it’s illegal right?” I fired off question after question.
“I don’t know if he can do it or not. Honestly it doesn’t matter, you know I’m not going for that.”
“How can you stop him? His mother probably put him up to this, they never gave a fuck about my baby.” The walls in the room felt like they were closing in on me.
In the two and a half years that Jarae had been on earth, this nigga never gave a fuck about my daughter or her wellbeing and now he wants custody?
Over my dead body. “I’ll kill him and his bitch ass mother before I let them take her from us. ”
“And spoil my fun? Naw baby, let daddy handle it, you just keep sitting pretty.”
My nerves were shot, and my appetite was ruined, so I excused myself from the table.
“You got the girls baby? I’m going to run to the ladies room.”
“We can go with you if you want. You know I don’t want you moving around alone.”
“Jawan, with the security you’ve got at every corner of this establishment I should be good.”
“Aight but if you take too long, I’m coming in there. Three minutes tops.”
Nodding my head, I stood to my feet to literally run into the bathroom. Three minutes wasn’t a lot of time to do much of anything. After I was done using the bathroom, I went out to wash my hands. I went to grab a paper towel, a hand clothed in a black glove covered my mouth.
“Yell and I’ll kill you right now.” I nodded my head quickly as tears started to cascade down my face.
“I just need you to deliver a message for me.” Again, I nodded.
“Tell Grim to step down or I’ll kill his entire bloodline, starting with that pretty little girl y’all just had.
Both of your girls are beautiful, and it would be a shame if an …
” he paused for a second, “accident were to take place,” I started to sob harder.
He was threatening my kids. This was the first time that I had ever met him, me and my kids had nothing to do with this street shit.
“Why are you doing this?”
“Simple. He thinks he’s God. That him and his people are untouchable, and we see that that’s not the case, now is it beautiful?” he ran the tip of the knife that I didn’t even know he had down my cheek. “Times ticking and I’m sure he’s coming so you better go.”
Just like that he was gone as quick as he came.
I stood over the sink still crying and hyperventilating, trying to get my mind and my appearance together.
Jawan’s pounding on the door and calling my name brought me out my head and made me put some pep in my step.
I grabbed some paper towels and cleaned my hands and face, then went to open the door before he knocked it off the hinges.
“The fuck is you in here doing?” an irate Jawan asked as soon as I opened the door. I tried to avoid eye contact with him, so I looked down at my feet when I answered.
“My stomach was a little upset, let’s just go. I’m not really feeling too good.”
“Aye, Tiomi,” he reached for me, but I moved out of his reach.
“I said I’m ready to go, Jawan.”
This time I didn’t wait for him to respond. I made my way to the table to take my baby from Dirk and head to the car to wait on Jawan.