Chapter 149
“Don’t ever get up ‘round this muthafucka. On a Saturday morning, and think that you finna leave this house without me. You aint going to see that nigga—”
“But that wasn’t my intentions—”
“Yeah, that’s what ya mouth say, but you heard what the fuck I said.”
Allowing my head to fall back, I accepted that this was a debate that I wasn’t going to win. “Okay, daddy. I hear you.” I reached down, gripping the back of his head. “Now, finish what you started.”
I think that I was experiencing imposter syndrome, because I was really struggling to grasp that this was my life.
From the beginning, Too Low was supposed to be the one. I never thought that I’d be doing anything differently, and I definitely didn’t think that I’d ever fall in love with another man, nor have his baby. But this was now my life.
Honestly, deciding to completely live in my truth had been freeing. I had been moving weirdly to preserve my relationship with Too Low, and now there were no more restrictions. After, I’d