Epilogue Dragon
I fucked up and I fucked up in a major way.
I have never regretted something so much in my life as walking away from the woman I love because I thought that was the only way to keep her safe.
Turns out that is a load of shit and now I might miss out on something so big that there would be no coming back from.
When I bumped into Liza a few weeks back at the grocery store and saw her big pregnant belly, I knew without a shadow of a doubt that woman was carrying my baby.
I tried to talk to her, begged even, she wouldn’t have it at the store.
The boys were with her and I know that I’ve missed them like crazy in the months since I pushed away the best thing that has ever happened to me.
She wouldn’t even let me talk to them. It broke my heart and from the looks on their faces it broke theirs too.
They were confused and sad and didn’t understand why they weren’t seeing me anymore or why they couldn’t talk to me.
I’ve made several attempts to talk to her since, I know she has to be due soon. She hasn’t told me anything other than yes this baby is mine and she was going to tell me at some point, but everything I said and did that night broke her to the point that she didn’t know when.
So I decided after watching Whip drop that limp dick of a brother to the ground, I needed to finally just show up at Liza’s home to get some answers.
There are so many questions I need an answers to, like is there just one baby?
Do we know what she is having? Are the boys excited?
What is the plan? And the question I am so fucking desperate to get an answer to is, is there any chance she can ever forgive me for being such a fucking dumbass that I thought pushing her away the way I did would keep her safe.
She finally answered her door after I felt like I knocked for ten minutes. She was breathtaking, even heavily pregnant, which I noticed she still was.
“What the hell are you doing here?”
“Well I thought we could talk about everything and of course the baby.”
She rolled her eyes, “Yeah and there really isn’t much to talk about. I’ll let you know after it’s born and you can come meet them at the hospital. Then after that we can set up some sort of parenting visits, if you can tear yourself away from all the easy pussy you have on demand.”
I go to reach for her and she steps back.
So I put my hand back down to my side and clench my fist, “Listen when I said that I thought I was doing the right thing. My mom’s death fucked me up and I really didn’t want anything to happen to you. If anything happened to you like what has happened to now two women in my life would end me.
It is not something I can even imagine. It would be heartbreaking. These months without you were so hard and I planned on coming back for you, I’m sorry it took me so long. I’m so sorry I’ve missed all of this. I want this with you, I want the boys and I want this baby with you.”
“Yeah, well I knew better than to get involved with more bikers. I should’ve listened to my gut, but because you were Peyton and Parker’s brother I thought, hey you have to be better than who I knew before. But it looks like you all are the same. Cheaters,
users and basically whatever fucking bitch is there to get in your bed is fine with you. This conversation is over. I’ll be in touch when the baby is born, but as for everything else. I'm done. I don’t trust you.
You made me feel like I meant something to you and come to find out everything I knew was a lie. I walked in your home to find you with another fucking girl, Dragon.”
I flinch at her use of my road name.
“A home you told me you don’t bring women to and you gave me access to. To come and tell someone your pregnant only to be called the most horrendous names, be talked to the way I was, I’ve been there and done that. I don’t feel like doing it again.”
“Wait, what does that mean you’ve done it before? I did all this to protect you.”
“Newsflash Dragon, I have all the protection I need. I don’t need anymore and everything else is none of your business.”
With that she slams the door in my face and I’m left with more questions than answers. I pick up my phone as I head to my bike.
Me: I need to meet. I need your help.
I know what I did was fucked up, but Liza is everything I ever dreamed of and more. So I’m going to do everything in my power to get my girl.