Chapter Sixteen
MY GRANDFATHER’S NOT at home when I get there, but there’s a note scratched in pen on the back of a receipt and stuck to the fridge with an I ? CHIHUAHUAS magnet.
Gone to Carney for a few days.
Call me when you get in.
I stare at the note, trying to decipher what it means, but I can’t quite think beyond the fact that there won’t be a car for me to borrow tomorrow.
I stumble upstairs, set the alarm on my phone, push a chair up against the door, and chew up another handful of aspirin.
I don’t even bother kicking off my shoes or getting under the covers; I just smother my face in the pillow and drop down into sleep like a dead man finally returning to his grave.
For a moment after my alarm goes off and I’m jolted awake, I don’t know where I am. I look around the bedroom that I slept in when I was a kid and it seems that it must have belonged to someone else.
I lean over and switch off my phone, blink a few times.
My head feels clearer than it has in days.
The pain has abated some—maybe because I finally got some sleep—but the reality of what’s happened and what’s about to happen seems to finally be sinking in. I don’t have a lot of time—three days—to plan.
And I need to stay away from my brothers long enough to do it.
Wallingford will be good for that. They don’t know I’ve been let back in, and even if they figure it out, at least being at school isn’t obviously hiding.
At least I can continue to act like I’m a killer robot waiting for them to utter a command word.
I fumble in my closet for my scratchy shirt and uniform pants. I didn’t bring my jacket or shoes with me when I packed up the stuff in my dorm, but I have a bigger problem than that. I don’t have a ride to school.
I put on sneakers and call Sam.
“Do you have any idea what time it is?” he says groggily.
“I need you to pick me up,” I tell him.
“Dude, where are you?”
I give him the address and he hangs up. I hope he doesn’t just roll over and go back to sleep.
In the bathroom, as I brush my teeth, I see that my cheek is purpled with bruising above the thin beard that’s grown in. My hair was getting too long before and it’s even shaggier now, but I wet it down and try to comb it into shape.
I don’t shave, even though it’s against the rules to be anything but as smooth as a baby’s bottom, because I can just guess how bad that bruise would look if they could see the rest of it.
Downstairs, as I brew the coffee and watch the black liquid drip down, I think of Lila looking out at the sea. I think of her with her back to me as I’m walking out the door.
Mom says that when you’re scamming someone, there needs to be something at stake, something so big that they’re not going to walk away, even if things get sketchy. They have to go all in. Once they’re all in, you win.
Lila’s at stake. She’s not walking away, which means I can’t walk away either.
I’m all in.
They’re winning.
All the teachers are really nice to me. They mostly—with the exception of Dr. Stewart, who gives me a whole bunch of zeros, enunciating the numbers carefully as he puts each one in the grade book—understand that I failed to keep up with the homework, even though they emailed me assignments daily.
They tell me they’re happy I’m back. Ms. Noyes even hugs me.
My fellow students look at me like I’m a dangerous lunatic with two heads and a nasty communicable disease. I keep my head down, eat my Tater Tots at lunch, and try to look interested in my classes.
All the while I’m daydreaming schemes.
Daneca sits down next to me in the lunchroom and pushes her civics notebook in my direction. “You want to copy my notes?”
“Copy your notes?” I say slowly, looking at the book.
She rolls her eyes. Her hair is in two braids, each one tied with rough string. “You don’t have to if you don’t want to.”
“No,” I say. “I do. I definitely do.” I look at the notebook in front of me, flipping the pages, seeing her looping handwriting. I outline the marks with my gloved finger, an idea starting to form in my mind.
I start to grin.
Sam sets down a tray on the other side. It’s piled with a gooey lump of delicious-smelling mac-n-cheese.
“Hey,” he says. “Prepare to be very happy.”
That’s the last thing I expect him to say. “What?” I ask. My fingers are tracing new words in the margin of Daneca’s notebook. Plans. I’m writing in a familiar style, but not my own.
“Nobody thought you were coming back. Nobody. Noooooobody.”
“Thanks. Yeah, I can see how you’d think I’d find that thrilling.”
“Dude,” he says. “A lot of people just lost a lot of money. We made up for that bad bet. We’re kings of finance!”
I shake my head in amazement. “I always said you were a genius.”
We punch each other in the shoulder and punch fists and just keep smiling like morons.
Daneca wrinkles her brow, and Sam stops. “Uh,” Sam says. “There were some other things we wanted to talk to you about.”
“Less fun things, I’m guessing,” I say.
“I’m sorry about losing your cat,” she says to me after a few moments.
“Oh,” I say, looking up. “No. The cat’s fine. The cat’s back where she belongs.”
“What do you mean?”
I shake my head. “Too complicated.”
“Are you in some kind of trouble?” Sam asks. “Because if you were in some kind of trouble, maybe you could tell us. Dude, no offense, but you seem like you’re losing it.”
Daneca clears her throat. “He told me what you told him when he found you in bed with that girl. About being a—”
I look around the cafeteria, but no one seems close enough to hear. “You told her I was a worker?”
Sam looks down quickly. “We’ve been hanging out a lot, what with the play and all. I’m sorry. Sorry. I know that wasn’t cool.”
Of course. Normal people gossip. Normal people tell each other things, especially when they’re trying to impress each other. I guess I should feel betrayed, but all I feel is relief.
I’m tired of pretending.
“Are you guys a thing?” I ask. “A boyfriendly-girlfriendly thing?”
“Yeah,” Daneca says, her expression some combination of pleasure and embarrassment.
Sam looks like he’s going to pass out.
“That’s great,” I say. “I didn’t mean to lie to your mother, Daneca. I didn’t know.” But I know I wouldn’t have told her. I would have lied; I just didn’t get a chance.
“Are you going out with that girl?” she asks. “The one you were sleeping with?”
That startles a laugh out of me. “No.”
“So, what, you were just—”
“We weren’t,” I say quickly. “Believe me, we weren’t. For one thing, she’s probably insane. And for another, she hates me.”
“Okay, so who is she?” Daneca asks.
“I thought you’d want to know what I am.”
“I want you to believe you can trust me. And Sam. You can trust us.” She pauses. “You have to trust somebody.”
I bow my head. She’s right that if I want any plan to succeed, I’ll need help. “Her name is Lila Zacharov.”
Daneca gapes at me. “The girl that disappeared back, like, when we were in middle school?”
“You heard of her?”
“Sure,” Daneca says, picking up one of my Tater Tots.
Oil soaks her glove. “Everyone heard about it. A crime family princess. Her case was on the news a lot. My mom got weird about letting me go anywhere by myself after it happened.” She puts the tot into her mouth. “So, what really happened to her?”
I hesitate, but it’s all or nothing now. “She was turned into a cat,” I say. I can feel my face twisting into an awkward grimace. It feels so unnatural to tell the truth.
Daneca chokes, spitting the food into her hand.
“A transformation worker?” Daneca says. Then, after a moment, she whispers. “The cat?”
“That’s crazy,” says Sam.
“I know you think that I’m making this up,” I say, rubbing my face.
“We don’t,” she says, and she shifts a little.
Sam winces. I think she kicked him under the table. “I didn’t mean crazy like ‘You’re crazy,’” he says. “I meant it like ‘Whoa.’”
“Sure. Okay.” I’m not sure if they believe me, but I feel a dizzy sense of hope.
It occurs to me that I’ve done exactly what I need to in order to set up Daneca and Sam for a con job. They’re already invested. They trust me. They’ve seen me pull a scam before. This is bigger stakes; I just have to promise them a bigger score.
My phone buzzes and I look down. It’s a number I don’t know. I flip it open and bring it to my ear.
“Hello?”
“This is what I want you to do,” says Lila. “You’re going to go to the party on Wednesday and pretend to work my dad—the same way you were supposed to. I’m trusting you to fake it. I think Dad’s smart enough to go along with you.”
“That’s the plan?”
“That’s your part. I can’t talk for long, so you have to listen. A few minutes later I’m going to come through the door with a gun, shoot Anton and save Dad. My part. Simple.”
There is so much that can go wrong with that plan that I don’t even know where to start. “Lila—”
“I even got your brother Philip out of it—just like you wanted,” she says.
“How?” I ask, startled.
“I told my bodyguard he was poking around the penthouse and saw me. They let me lock him up here. That means we just have Barron and Anton to worry about.”
Just Barron and Anton. I rub the bridge of my nose. “You said you were going to keep both my brothers out of it.”
“Our arrangement has changed,” she says. “There’s just one problem.”
“What’s that?”
“No one here is supposed to carry a gun at the party. They won’t let me have one.”
“I don’t have a—” I stop myself. Really not a good idea to talk about me and guns in school—especially not in the same sentence. “I don’t have one.”
“There’s going to be a metal detector,” she says. “Get one and think of a way to get it in.”
“That’s impossible,” I say.
“You owe me,” says Lila. Her voice is as soft as ash.
“I know,” I say, defeated. “I know that.”
The line goes dead.
I am left staring at the cafeteria wall, trying to convince myself that she isn’t setting me up.
“Did something happen?” Sam asks.
“I’ve got to go,” I say. “Class is going to start.”
“We’ll skip class,” says Daneca.
I shake my head. “Not on my first day back.”