Chapter 8
8
KREBS
I sucked in a breath as the beautiful, incredible, innocent woman in front of me wrapped her hands around my cock. It was just about my undoing.
If I lived to be a hundred, I’d never forget that feeling. But I wouldn’t have to remember because I’d have her there with me every day for the rest of my life. I’d do everything I could to make sure that happened.
“Am I doing it right?”
I opened my eyes at those words. My jeans and underwear were around my thighs, and her expression when she’d seen my cock for the first time was another one for the memory book.
She looked surprised, then impressed, and then she took on an expression of wonder as she explored with her hands. She was a virgin. She’d never done any of this before. I was guessing that meant a man had never even seen her naked until now.
Knowing that filled me with pride. She was mine. Her virginity was a gift, and I’d do everything I could to take care of her from here on out.
“Fuck,” I said.
I regretted the profanity as soon as it came out of my mouth. But that was ridiculous. She might be a virgin, but she wasn’t completely innocent. She’d lived twenty-something years on this planet. No doubt she’d heard profanity before.
Still, I did my best to keep my profanity in check as she wrapped her hand around my cock, stroking me. She looked up at me as she leaned forward to take me in her mouth.
I sucked in a breath but managed to keep quiet, closing my eyes as she went deep—deeper than I would have imagined she could go. She began giving me the most incredible blowjob of my life, using her tongue and her mouth, until finally I had to put my hand on her head to stop her.
She pulled away, looking up at me. “I’m sorry. I’m new to this. Did I?—?”
My headshake stopped her, mid-question. “It’s not that. You’re actually too good at it. I don’t want to come that way.”
I winced at my use of the “c” word. I’d lasted about thirty seconds in my goal to keep my words clean. But at the same time, I watched her carefully. If she minded, I’d definitely back off of that kind of talk in the future.
But when a smile spread over her face, it became clear she didn’t mind at all. Not one bit.
“Then get over here and fuck me,” she said.
Oh, shit. Those words did more to me than her mouth had, and that was saying a lot. I already knew I was going to like it when my girl talked dirty.
“Spread wider for me, baby,” I said as I grabbed my erection and moved between her legs.
She did exactly that, scooting forward on the table to be more accessible to me. I wanted to see those tits, but that would have to wait until next time. As distracted as I was right now from the temperature around us, it was still too damn cold to take off more clothes.
I positioned my tip at her entrance and held it there, enjoying the feel of her slick pussy against my cock. But I kept my eyes on her as I gently eased my way inside her, not going too far. I barely made it a few centimeters before her grimaces stopped me short.
Her eyes had suddenly slammed shut, and she sucked in a breath. I waited until her expression relaxed a little to even think about moving.
“Deeper,” she said.
I shook my head, even though she couldn’t see it because her eyes were closed. “I can’t. I don’t want to hurt you.”
She opened her eyes. “I can take it. I’ll just think of it like childbirth. A whole hell of a lot of pain for a huge reward in the end.”
My eyes widened, and that changed her expression immediately. “I…I didn’t mean this was going to make a baby or anything. I’m on birth control. I was just making a comparison.”
I shook my head. “No, it’s all good. You’re not going to scare me off with talk of having babies. It’s all I’ve thought about all day—since I saw you tear up over your crushed candy.”
She stared at me a long moment after that statement, and I couldn’t blame her. It was a little weird. I was falling in love over some smashed candy? But that was exactly what had happened. I was falling in love with this woman.
“The reward will be that I’ll no longer be a virgin,” she said. “And next time we do this, it won’t hurt as bad. Maybe it won’t even hurt at all.”
I wasn’t so sure about that, but I lit up at the mention of doing this again. She saw a future with me. Okay, maybe that second time would be tonight, but I would let myself believe, at least for a few minutes, that she was thinking forever with me, just like I was with her.
It took a few minutes and a whole lot of restraint on my part, but eventually I was deep enough for it to truly qualify as being inside her. It wasn’t as deep as I’d go once this wasn’t as painful for her, but it felt damn good anyway, just having her around me.
It was like coming home.
She was tense. I could tell that much by looking at her. It killed me to hurt her, even though she’d pretty much ordered me to.
To distract her from the pain and me from the intense pleasure, I moved my hand between us to begin stroking that swollen clit, my fingers sliding easily across it, it was so slick.
Her eyes widened at first, as though she was surprised by what I was doing, but soon, her lids began growing heavy. Although her jaw was still clenched, I could see her gradually relaxing, her shoulders lowering slightly and her chest rising and falling with her quick breaths.
“Does that feel good?” I asked.
Stupid question. But I was experimenting with talking during sex. Was she into it? Did it help? Or would she rather I stay quiet?
She took a deep breath, closed her eyes, and nodded before opening them again. “Feels awesome. Don’t stop. Keep talking.”
By “don’t stop,” I at first thought she meant don’t stop touching her. But she liked the dirty talk? That I could do.
“You feel so good, baby,” I said. “So tight around my hard cock. I can’t wait to watch you come again.”
“Oh.” She let that out on a gasp, eyes still closed. “Yes, oh, fuck, yes.”
Now she was cussing, and I was battling a smile. I definitely liked this side of her.
“I’m going to, I’m going to, I’m going to…”
She started saying those words, and I knew she was getting closer. I focused heavily on my efforts, not changing a thing I was doing, but watching the way her hips thrust and gyrated in response to my touch. She threw her head back and cried out, and I knew this was it. She was coming again.
That gave me permission to let loose, and I stopped holding back, not even bothering to remove my hand from her clit as I closed my eyes and thrust into her, making sure to not go any deeper than I already had. And then my orgasm took over my entire body, bringing noises out of me that I’d never heard before. Something close to a growl. If someone was outside, they’d probably assume a wild animal had gotten in here.
And then we both stilled, the only sound in the air around us our own breathing as silence stretched between us. Finally, I dared to open my eyes and look down at her. I was terrified of what I’d see there, and I didn’t realize it until she smiled at me and all the tension in my body relaxed.
She was happy. She didn’t regret this. She wasn’t horrified by what we’d done.
“Let’s go back to the lodge and do this again,” she said. “I want to make love to you all night.”