Chapter Twenty – Ensley
Ensley
I took the last bite of my stromboli and closed my eyes. I was so sad my meal was over. “Oh my gosh, that was amazing!
“I told you it was good.”
When I looked at Colt, I smiled. “I don’t know why I ever doubted you.”
“Do you want me to look into renting a movie?” he asked as he reached for my plate.
Glancing toward the bathroom, my lower stomach pulled with desire…and it wasn’t for a bath, but that would serve my ultimate goal.
I stood. “I have a better idea.”
Wiping his hands with a paper towel, he focused back on me. “Oh yeah? What are you thinking?”
“A hot bath.”
A wide grin appeared on his handsome face. “Want me to start the water for you? We should have thought about getting you some bubbles.”
My chest fluttered as I followed him through the bedroom and into the beautiful en suite. It looked like it should be in a spa magazine; it was that beautiful.
As he started the water, I quickly got undressed. When I leaned back against the marble sink, I drew in a quick gasp. I hadn’t expected it to be that cold. Biting my lip, I let myself get used to the chilly surface as Colt got the temperature right for the bath.
He stood, turned—and froze. His eyes slowly perused my body, turning dark with desire, and he licked his lips. My lower stomach pooled with heat as his hungry gaze pierced mine.
He whispered my name. “Ensley.”
“Have I changed much in the last ten years?” I asked, twirling a blonde curl with my finger.
Colt took a step closer and started to reach out his hand…then balled it into a fist. “You are breathtaking. And you have changed. You’re even more stunning now than ever before.”
My cheeks heated while my heart felt like it was going to hammer right out of my chest.
Nodding my head toward his balled fists, I said, “But not stunning enough to want to touch me?”
He swallowed hard. “You said no sex on the second first date.”
Smiling, I pushed off the counter and took one step toward him. “I changed my mind. I think we’ve waited long enough…don’t you?”
Colt nodded his head as he held out his hand. I placed mine in it, and he drew me closer. Then his mouth was on mine with such fiery passion, I nearly melted into a puddle. The feel of his rough hands on my skin sent ripples of excitement through my entire body.
Pulling back, I drew in deep breaths. “I want you, Colt. Now.”
Without even giving him time to answer, I frantically started pulling his shirt up and over his head, as he worked on getting his jeans undone while attempting to kick off his boots at the same time.
Once his shirt was off, my hands roamed over his chest and down to his insanely perfect abs. The man was in good shape ten years ago; now he was built like a Greek god.
“My God, how many sit-ups do you do each day?”
Laughing, Colt hopped on one foot as he tried to take off his jeans. “It’s called manual labor.”
I chewed on my lower lip as I waited to see him fully naked.
“You’re going to fall and end up in that tub, Colt.”
He finally got the jeans off and stood before me in nothing but his boxer briefs. I ran my fingernail down the hard length of him and smiled when he let out a moan.
“Would you be upset if we held off on that bath?” I asked, cupping his hard length in my hand.
He responded by giving me a wicked smile before bending and scooping me up into his arms. I let out a small scream before throwing my head back and laughing.
Before I knew it, he was placing me on the bed, spreading my legs, and kissing up my thigh.
A soft gasp slipped from my lips as I grabbed at the bed cover. “Yes. Colt, please.”
“Tell me what you want, Ensley.”
I squeezed my eyes shut. I’d missed this intimacy.
Colt had always brought out a side of me that no one else ever had.
Sex with other guys had been just that—sex.
I’d never allowed anyone else to give me oral, and I never, ever talked during sex.
It was a transaction between me and the guy, mutual satisfaction.
Nothing more. I couldn’t let it be more because the only man I’d ever wanted to have that connection with was Colt.
“Ensley,” he growled.
“I want you to…” My words faded. I suddenly felt shy for some reason.
When he lightly bit the inside of my thigh, I nearly came on the spot.
“Tell me.”
When I opened my eyes and lifted my head, he was staring at me.
“Tell me exactly what you want me to do, sweetheart.”
I swallowed and felt a rush of wetness between my legs. “Fuck me with your mouth.”
His eyes turned dark as the corner of his mouth lifted into a smile. Then he was there. Licking and sucking as I squirmed on the bed. My fingers sliced through his hair, and I pulled him closer as I rocked my hips into his movements.
He slipped two fingers inside of me, and I knew it wouldn’t take much more.
“Yes! Oh God, yes—Colt! I’m going to come!”
My back arched off the bed as one of the strongest orgasms of my life ripped through my body in a pleasure so intense, I thought for sure I was going to black out.
“I can’t! Stop! It’s too much,” I cried, as I finally attempted to move away from him.
He pulled me back to his mouth and licked again, causing another round of shudders to move through my body. At this rate, I was positive I was going to die from orgasm overdose.
When he drew back, I opened my eyes. He took off his boxers, and I licked my lips as his impressive length stood at attention, bobbing against his perfectly toned stomach.
“I need to grab a condom, Pip.”
Forcing my stare away from his dick, I looked at him. “I want to feel you, Colt. No barriers.”
“Are you on the pill?”
I slowly shook my head. “I stopped taking it because I was going to do IVF.”
Colt crawled over my body and took my mouth in a kiss that was so tender, I felt tears sting the back of my eyes. I closed them to keep the tears at bay.
“Do you want a baby, Ensley?”
My eyes were still closed, but I nodded.
“Do you want a baby…with me?” he whispered.
When I finally opened my eyes, I felt the tears fall. “I’ve only ever loved you, Colt. I can’t imagine ever loving another man.”
He placed his hands on both sides of my head and looked into my eyes. “I love you, too, Ensley. Are you sure?”
My fingers moved lightly down his back. “It’s probably the most selfish thing I’ve ever wanted, but yes. I’m sure. If you’re—”
He positioned himself and pushed inside of me in one quick movement, before I even finished speaking. “I want to spend the rest of my life with you, Ensley. I want every moment with you. Every memory. Everything—I want it.”
“And if it happens?”
Smiling, he kissed the tip of my nose. “Then I’ll be the happiest man alive. I don’t want to waste one more minute waiting on us. On our future.”
I ran a finger down the side of his face and smiled. “Then you better get busy.”
Laughing, he slowly pulled halfway out of me, then plunged back in.
“I don’t want slow and tender, Colt. I need you. All of you. Fast and hard.”
“Anything for you, my love. Anything.”
True to his word, Colt gave me exactly what I asked for. He moved fast and hard, and soon our bodies were covered in sweat. The sounds of our lovemaking filled the room, and for the first time in what felt like forever, I felt whole again.
The missing part of me was finally home.
“God, Ensley! I’ve missed you so much. I’ve missed this,” he managed to say, as he moved even faster inside of me.
“Don’t stop. Please, don’t stop!”
He rose to his knees, gripping my hips. The different angle was just what we both needed.
“I’m close, baby. Fuck, I’m so close, Pip!”
I grasped for something to hold on to as the buildup began.
“Colt! Oh—I’m going to come!”
“I’m coming, Ensley. Fucking hell! It feels so damn good.”
When Colt thrust one final time and stopped moving, he fell forward and we embraced tightly, our breaths deep and fast.
“We…came…together,” Colt gasped, before he peppered kisses along my jaw. “I love you, Ensley.”
I ran my fingers through his hair when he lifted his head to look at me. “I love you, too…and that was…”
We both laughed.
“I don’t have words to describe how good that felt,” I finally said.
Colt moved off of me and I instantly missed his warmth. “Stay right there.”
Throwing my arms over my head, I stretched and said, “I couldn’t move if I wanted to!”
I heard the shower turn on and, moments later, heard Colt. “Let’s take a shower.”
My head fell to the side. “I’m limp. I’m so relaxed, I don’t think I can stand.”
Laughing, he walked back into the bedroom, naked as the day he was born, picked me up, and carried me to the bathroom.
“No bath?” I giggled.
“Shower sex sounds much better.”
I arched my brows. “I don’t think you’re going to be able to perform that quickly.”
With a wicked gleam in his eyes, he stepped into the large shower. “Give me five minutes.”
I opened my eyes to find sunlight streaming into the room. My body ached in the most delicious of ways as I stretched. I turned to the side and saw I was alone. I sat up, stretched once more, and climbed out of bed. Picking up my phone, I gasped when I saw the time was a few minutes after nine.
With a quick look around, I saw one of Colt’s button-down shirts and quickly slipped it on before making my way out of the bedroom.
Colt was standing at the large window, looking out, holding a cup of coffee in his hand.
“Why didn’t you wake me up?” I asked, wrapping my arms around his waist.
“I thought you might like to sleep in, since I kept you up half the night making love to you.”
I smiled and leaned my forehead against his back. “I rather enjoyed it. All four times.”
He turned and smiled at me. “I did, as well.”
“So, what’s on the agenda for today?”
“First, coffee and breakfast.”
I closed my eyes. “That sounds like heaven. I’m starved!”