Winds and Whispers (The Gifted #1)
Chapter 1 A Princess’s Greatest Weapon Is Her Composure
A Princess's Greatest Weapon Is Her Composure
Daybreak slipped between the gossamer curtains, painting Alina’s chamber in lazy stripes of gold and periwinkle blue.
The hush of the royal apartment was absolute, save for the thin song of city bells in the valley and the soft tick of the ornate clock nestled above her fireplace.
It was a room designed for awe: a canopy of carved crystal overhead, linens so fine they felt woven from morning mist, marble floors polished to a mirror, and delicate bouquets in every corner, refreshed before the first petal could dare to droop.
She never grew used to the beauty of it. Or the quiet, which carried a weight of its own.
Alina stretched in bed, catlike, bones unfolding.
The silk sheet slid from her bare shoulder, exposing skin that had never seen harsher sun than the pale morning rays.
She watched the particles of dust glitter and swirl in the wedge of sunlight above her, thinking—again—how even her dreams were too tidy for comfort.
No trace of wildness. No sign of the world beyond this suite, at once her sanctuary and her cage.
She sat up, flexing her toes against the cold, hard edge of the marble step beside the mattress.
Her hair, unruly by palace standards, fell in thick, chestnut tangles down her back.
It was a small act of rebellion, letting it go unbraided at night.
She doubted anyone noticed, but the thought pleased her.
On the side table, a trio of vanilla candles had burned down to molten puddles. The scent, syrupy and warm, mingled with the perfume of hyacinth in the air, just faint enough to be bearable. The room still felt like last night—safe, suspended, untouched.
She padded to the washbasin and dipped her hands into the cool water, letting the small shock anchor her in the moment.
In the reflection of the silvered glass, she studied her own face, always searching for evidence: was she becoming more like her mother or her father?
The features were a mix: the sharpness of jaw, unmistakably her father's; her lips, soft and full, unmistakably not.
But the eyes—green, expressive—those were her own. Or so she desperately hoped.
She reached for the amulet around her neck, the old habit guiding her fingers before she’d fully decided to move.
The chain was always warm to the touch, the charm resting at the hollow of her throat.
It was a small, fluted crystal, the color of winter rain, rimmed in gold.
Her mother had given it to her on her seventh birthday.
She remembered the moment with a precision that felt like a curse: Queen Isabella’s hands steady and warm, the clasp fastened with ceremony, her words clear and terrifying.
“Never remove it. Not for anyone.” And then, her mother’s face had changed.
Not a softening, but a tightening, as if a secret had been layered beneath the warning.
The palace dressers said it was a family heirloom. Alina knew better. It was the one token of love ever received from her mother.
She thumbed the crystal and breathed in.
If she closed her eyes, she could almost recall the pressure of her mother’s arms around her, the scent of rosewater and ink, the rarest comfort of a day spent alone together in the palace greenhouse.
The memory was both pain and pleasure, a splinter she could never work free.
A faint knock at her chamber doors. Not sharp—never sharp, not at this hour. Three knocks, exactly spaced. The morning handmaidens. Alina’s shoulders tensed, then she released the breath, carefully schooling her face into composure.
“Enter,” she called, the single word echoing too crisply in the suite’s hush.
The maids glided in, three of them: one with hair the color of sand, one pale as milk, the last always nervous, eyes darting.
They moved like a single organism, each knowing her part, each careful not to speak unless spoken to.
Today’s routine would be like every other, but Alina still felt her heart quicken.
It always did, as if she were a young child about to be quizzed on some impossible etiquette.
While the maids prepared her clothes—blue today, with silver embroidery at the collar—Alina retreated to her dressing table, the mirror now a stage for the day’s first performance.
As deft fingers worked through the tangles in her hair, she watched herself not just for errors but for any sign of rebellion her mother or father might notice.
A stray thought, a slouch, the temptation to look anywhere but the mirror—all were tiny admissions of defeat.
They had trained her for perfection, but the thought of error was always there, gnawing, a shadow that made her strive harder even when she wanted to just walk out of the palace and leave.
The dress was pulled over her head, then fanned and buttoned into place. Stockings, slippers. Her mother insisted she wear gloves for lessons, but Alina always waited until the very last minute, as if the thin barrier between her and the world was something she could control, even for a moment.
At last, the hair. “You may make the part higher,” she told the head maid, voice clipped but polite. Her hand twitched on the amulet, stroking it like a worry stone. “I prefer it so.”
“Of course, Your Highness,” the maid murmured. The brush strokes slowed, growing gentler. Was that empathy, or just fear of correction? Alina could never tell.
As the maids finished, she surveyed herself in the mirror. A perfect princess—at least on the surface. Gown unwrinkled, hair shining, posture regal. Only her eyes betrayed her, shifting between hope and dread.
“Will that be all, Your Highness?” the sand-haired maid asked, voice impersonal, perfectly subservient.
Alina’s mouth formed the expected answer—yes, thank you—but what she wanted to say was: Please, stay. Please, talk to me as if I am not a glass doll in a museum case.
She swallowed the urge.
“Yes,” she said, finally, her voice softer than she’d intended. “Thank you.”
The maids curtsied and vanished, doors closing with a click.
Alina lingered before the mirror, alone with her reflection.
She pressed her fingers to the amulet, half in prayer, half in habit.
Her day would be filled, as always, with expectations: lessons with Lord Rowan, posture drills with her mother, endless “preparations” for events she never wanted to attend.
She was the heir, the symbol, the thing her parents had shaped from their own ambition.
But some kernel of herself, deep in her chest, refused to yield.
She would get through the day. She always did.
She straightened, drew on her gloves, and crossed to the door.
One last look at her room, the flowers and candles, the sunlight now stronger and almost brash.
Then she slipped out, steps measured and precise, ready to face whatever fresh perfection the day required.
The corridors outside Alina’s apartment were silent, already scrubbed and aired for the day.
She passed the floral arrangements standing at precise intervals along the marble, each more extravagant than the last. The hush was so absolute that her own footsteps sounded too loud, even with her satin slippers.
She resisted the urge to pause and adjust the gloves she still disliked, refusing to give the patrolling guard (stone-faced, helmet tucked beneath his arm) any hint of uncertainty.
As she walked, Alina let her mind slip into old pathways, the memories carved deep by years of repetition.
The palace was a monument to order. Its every surface gleamed, its every hallway mapped and measured.
For most of her childhood, the staff had greeted her with the perfect level of warmth: neither too close nor too cold, always careful not to presume.
There were hugs, sometimes, but only the ones she initiated; no one wanted to overstep.
It was a palace of smiles and silences, rules and routines.
And beneath all that, the lesson that she was not really a person, not even to her parents, but a vessel.
First for their hopes, then their ambitions, and now, as she approached adulthood, for the future of the entire Realm.
It was a lonely lesson. The loneliness was its own kind of tutor: constant, methodical, never failing to appear at the end of every ceremony and every lesson, even now.
She turned down the long east gallery, where the morning sun made the painted ancestors along the wall seem almost alive.
Some had eyes as green as hers; some wore expressions of such sternness that Alina felt herself unconsciously standing straighter as she passed.
At the end, double doors waited, their carved handles shaped like intertwined serpents in a design her father favored, though she had never dared ask him why.
Inside, the study was both intimidating and oddly comforting.
Leather-bound volumes crowded the shelves; scrolls and ledgers were stacked with architectural precision.
Lord Rowan Ashford, her primary tutor since the age of eight, was already seated at the massive oak desk, pen poised over a spread of parchment.
He did not look up immediately. That, too, was part of the ritual.
“Your Highness,” he said at last, without turning. “You are two minutes early. A promising start.”
Alina felt her shoulders relax a fraction. With Lord Rowan, precision was praise.
She slid into the high-backed chair across from him. The seat was always cold, but the discomfort helped her focus. On the desk before her, a map of the northern provinces was spread flat, with various settlements and trade routes marked by tiny colored pins.
Rowan capped his pen, folded his hands, and fixed her with his famous gray stare. His hair, short and peppered with silver, was as meticulously groomed as his speech.
“Let us begin,” he said. “What is the chief export of the Sable Coast?”