Chapter 29
CHAPTER
TWENTY-NINE
ASPEN
Ifeel like a teen again, but in a totally different way. Asher makes me feel giddy every time he looks at me. It’s like butterflies swarm my stomach every time he turns his attention on me.
Giggling, I grab his hand and pull him away from his own party and down the hall. We will go back, but right now, I need him. I want to show him how much it means to me that he wants to make me his old lady.
I never thought my life would be as full as it is right now.
I have Asher filling my heart with so much love, it feels like it will burst. I have my brother welcoming me with open arms. All the walls from before dropped.
My best friend and old friends, who have become more like sisters to me, are here by my side.
I cannot imagine my life being any better.
If I could take a snapshot of my life, I would want to do it right now. I always want to remember how I feel in this moment. I feel like my life is complete. Like the world has taken all the struggles I have dealt with my entire life and decided enough was enough.
It is my time to be happy.
“If you don’t hurry, I am going to fuck you in the hall,” Asher growls into my ear.
“Ooh, you are starting to sound more and more like a wolf. I think Calloway got your name right.”
As we turn the corner to the hall where all the brothers’ rooms are, we hear yelling. I slow down, recognizing Rain’s voice. I put my finger to my lips as I inch closer.
“You don’t understand how I feel. I know you want to help, but I don’t need it. It is my job to take care of my dad. He is going to die. I know that. I want to be the one to spend every last minute I can with him. Stop taking that from me,” she yells.
“I’m not trying to take anything from you. He doesn’t want you to see him like this. He doesn’t want you changing his shitty diapers or struggling to bathe him. He wants you to remember him as the man he used to be,” Ridge tells her.
“He lost that right when he decided to stop chemo. I am going to lose him, Ridge. He will be gone.” She sucks in a breath, her voice coming out strangled.
It hurts my heart hearing her like this. I don’t want her to suffer, and I know there is nothing anyone can do about it.
“Rain, he loves you.”
“Well, I wish he loved me enough to fight.”
“We should go,” I whisper to Asher, pushing him back away from the corner.
I hear Rain curse. “You can come in. You don’t have to hide. I’m done here anyway.”
I wince, turning the corner. “Sorry. We weren’t trying to eavesdrop.”
“It’s fine. Ridge needs to learn to mind his business. Congratulations, Asher. Or maybe I should call you Wolf. I’m going to head out. I don’t want Dad being home alone for too long.”
She brushes past us, but I turn and call out her name.
“Rain.”
She turns and looks at me.
“I’m here if you need me. Anytime,” I tell her.
“I know. I need to do this for myself. I wish everyone would understand that.”
She takes off, leaving Ridge behind, standing in his doorway. He looks so lost.
He doesn’t say a word as he steps inside and slams his door.
I turn around and press a kiss to Asher. “Thank you for not giving up on me.”
He smiles. “Never, my little songbird.”
Slowly, I start to back down the hall, pushing his arms away from me.
“What are you doing, Aspen?” he asks.
I give him a coy smile. “Running. Are you going to chase me?”
His eyes flash right before I lunge away, running all the way to his room. He catches me as I fling the door open. As soon as he steps over the threshold, the door is slammed shut, and my back is against the wall.
“I caught you. Does that mean you are my prey?” He hums.
“It does. Is the big, bad wolf going to eat me?” I ask.
“Fuck yeah. You have three seconds to strip before I rip the clothes from your body,” he growls.
“Only if you strip too. Leave the cut on, though. I want to be fucked by Wolf, not Asher,” I tell him.
His nostrils flare as he says, “One.”
I strip out of my clothes in record time before I make my way to the bed. When I turn, I find Asher naked as well, all except the cut that I know he is so proud of. I love seeing him in it. It means he is officially here to stay.
“I can’t wait to be your old lady,” I tell him.
“You already are in all the ways that matter, but I will make it official. Lie on the bed, hands on the headboard.”
I do as he asks, my hands stretching to the headboard.
When he crawls onto the bed in between my legs, I see the predator in him.
I love the change in him. Gone is the Asher from before, but the one who replaced him is the new and improved version.
The one no longer held back by not knowing where his place was.
Now he knows. It is by my side.
He kisses each of my knees before he bites and nips his way up between my legs. My breathing becomes labored at the anticipation. I cannot wait for him to get to my pussy. I am desperate for it.
When he finally does, he smirks up at me. I smile back.
He doesn’t know it, but I have a present for him tonight.
So if he wants to pleasure me first, I will let him because tonight will be one he will never forget.
ASHER
There is an energy humming in the air tonight. I felt it the moment I walked into the clubhouse, but it seems louder in here with Aspen at my mercy.
She joked that I might eat her, but the truth is, it is one of my favorite things to do. I know it has to be her. I never liked it this much before.
Yet every time I get the chance to lose myself between her legs, I find myself taking it.
It’s not just that, though. She trusts me. So much so that we have been experimenting the last two weeks. It started with more breath play. She really enjoys the high she gets from it.
Then it was the ass play. She liked it so much that she started wearing anal plugs to train her ass. I hope one day she will be ready for me, but even if she’s not, the sight of her ass taking anything inside of it is so erotic to me.
Slowly, we are also testing out restraints. This is one of the things she is unsure about, but really wants to try.
So instead of actually tying her up, I make her hold her hands above her head while I eat her out. If she moves them, I stop. It has been exhilarating for the both of us.
If she never moves past this level, I won’t care. As long as I have her, I don’t need all the bells and whistles.
I only need her.
Licking her pussy, I look up and watch as her hands clench against the headboard.
I love watching how I affect her. I continue to lick her, pressing a finger inside of her.
I press a second one in, getting them nice and wet before I press into her back entrance.
She arches her back, pressing down against me.
I look up, making sure her hands are still in place before I pick up the pace. She holds on, riding my hands the best she can with what little movement she has.
I let her as I do everything I can to get her to that orgasm quickly. Later, I will take my time, but right now, I need to be buried inside of her. My cock is aching for her.
She screams out my name as she drenches my face with her release. I pull back, loving when she does it. I can’t believe she had never done it before. I find it very easy to get her to do it.
I guess that’s what it means when you find the one you are meant to be with. Everything is better.
Pulling away from her, I start to line myself up with her pussy, but she pushes me back.
“What’s wrong?” I ask her.
She shakes her head. “Nothing. I want you to take my ass.”
I swear I misheard her.
“You want…what?” I ask again to be sure.
“I want you to fuck my ass. Today was special because you earned your patch, but tonight is going to be extra special because you earned my ass,” she tells me.
Fuck.
I don’t know how I am supposed to last after she says that.
Pulling out the lube, I make sure to lube my cock up good. Then, I lube up my fingers and press into her ass to ready her. Once I am sure she is ready, I line my cock up and press in slowly.
She takes it like a champ, pressing down on me so I slip inside quite a way before I stop. She takes a deep breath before she pushes against me again.
I pull out a little bit before I press back in. She meets me, taking more of me inside of her. We repeat this three times until I am buried inside of her.
The squeeze of her skin against mine has me reciting the Gettysburg Address in my head, trying to keep myself from coming too soon. It feels like nothing I have ever felt before.
This is a first for her, but this is also a first for me. I have never been with anyone I felt intimate enough with to do this. I’m glad about that. I love sharing this with her.
“Fuck, you are strangling my cock, baby,” I murmur to her.
“It feels so big. I’m so full.” She squirms below me.
“Does it feel good?” I ask her.
“Yes. It feels great. I can already feel myself getting more turned on,” she tells me.
“You want me to move?” I ask her.
“Yes, please,” she begs, her hands flexing on the headboard
I pull out before thrusting forward hard. She moans out, her eyes closing. I do it again, her breath hitching this time before she moans.
I start to rut into her, determined to make her come before I unload inside of her. Her hands fall from the headboard, digging into my shoulders, but I am far too gone to stop. I couldn’t stop if a tornado flew through here.
“Asher,” she calls out as her body tenses, her pussy soaking me as her ass squeezes me.
I can’t hold on a second longer. I come, my cock jerking inside of her as I let out a guttural sound.
“Fuck, Asher!” she cries out, her body continuing to spasm around me.
When she finally comes down, I pull out, lying down next to her.
“Was that the best present you ever received?” Aspen asks, panting next to me.
“Nope,” I tell her, turning to look at her.
She glares at me. “Really?”
I smile. “Songbird, you gave me your heart. There’s nothing better than that.”
Her face softens as she turns toward me, pressing a kiss to my lips.
I’m about to deepen it when someone knocks on my door.
“Damn it. Get your ass out here. You have five minutes to finish up before I come kick your ass. This is your initiation. I am supposed to be partying with you.” Yak’s voice comes through the door.
“I am going to kill him,” I mutter.
She smiles. “No, you aren’t. You love him.”
I shake my head. “I wonder why sometimes. Let’s get cleaned up and rejoin the party, I suppose.”
“Don’t worry. We can come back and do this all again later.”
It’s that promise that has me flipping her onto her back and kissing her silly.
It doesn’t matter what happens from now on as long as I have Aspen by my side.