Chapter 8 #2
I don’t slow down until I hit her block. The morning sun is breaking through the clouds, casting long, harsh shadows across the pavement. The street sits silent in the early morning light.
I park in the alley. I approach the rear entrance. The brick walls of the building cast deep shadows. I check the alley. No fresh tire tracks. No discarded cigarette butts. The ground is sterile. The electronic deadbolts are still engaged. The green light confirms no breaches.
I swipe my keycard and punch the code. The steel door unlocks with a loud, mechanical clank. The best sound I have ever heard. It means the fortress held.
I take the stairs two at a time. The primal need to put my hands on her overrides every thought. My muscles ache. The adrenaline crash hovers on the periphery. I ignore it.
I punch the code into the safehouse door. It swings open.
Priya is standing exactly where I left her. In the center of the room.
Her hair is messy. The wool blanket has slipped to her elbows. The dim monitor light makes her skin look warm. Her scent hits me the second the door opens. A brutal shock to my nervous system. My chest expands. The air is suddenly breathable.
Her eyes scan me. Fast and assessing. The physical therapist looking for new blood. New injuries.
"I'm whole." My voice is rough. I drop the AR-15 onto the metal desk. It clatters loudly against the steel.
I cross the room in three strides. I do not ask for permission. I wrap my arms around her waist and haul her flush against me.
She goes willingly. Her hands slide up my chest, fingers tangling in the weave of my vest. She buries her face in my neck. Her warmth seeps through the ballistic plates.
Warmth. Life.
The cold of the compound melts. The ash in my lungs clears. I bury my face in her hair. I inhale. Deep, greedy drags of oxygen.
"The gates were hit," I murmur against her temple. "It was repelled. A distraction."
She pulls back slightly. Her eyes search my face. She reads the exhaustion. The betrayal I cannot name. The desperation. Looking past the salt-and-pepper hair. Looking straight into the fractured soul of a fifteen-year-old boy.
"You're shaking," she whispers.
I look down at my hands. The fingers that just put down two men at the gate are trembling. Not from fear. From the terror of what my life would be if I had lost her today.
"I’m a soldier, Priya." I say the words slowly. Stripping away all the armor. All the lies. "My entire existence is built around violence. Around protecting a family that has been at war for two decades."
She doesn't pull away. She stands her ground. The bravest woman I have ever met.
"I know what you are, Nico." Her voice is steady. "I saw the armory. I saw the blood."
"I've never chosen anything for myself." I trace the line of her jaw with my thumb. Her soft skin against my calloused, scarred hand. "Everything I've done. Every trigger I've pulled. It was for the Costa name. For my brothers."
I reach into my vest. My fingers close around the black keycard.
"Until you."
I pull the card out. I hold it between us. The black plastic catches the harsh light of the war room screens.
"What is that?" She looks at the card.
"Access." I place the card in the palm of her hand. I fold her fingers over it. My large hands engulfing hers. "To the compound. To the inner gates. To the war room. To every fortified door in the Costa empire."
Her eyes widen. The armor cracks. She understands the weight of the gesture. "Nico. You can't just give me this. I'm not family."
"You’re." The words tear out of me. "You’re mine. The moment I crossed that street. The moment I smelled you. You became the center of everything I protect. "
"This is dangerous." She clutches the card. Her knuckles strain. "If the Bellantis know who I am..."
"They will die." I cut her off. Certainty rings in my voice. "I’ll slaughter every last one of them. I’ll tear their operation apart. I will drown this city in blood before I let a single spark touch your clinic again."
I close the distance between us. Forcing her to feel the frantic beat under my ribs.
"This card belongs to the woman who stands beside me. The role has been empty all my life. It was waiting for you."
I do not give her the title. I do not say the word wife. The card says it all. The access says it all.
Priya stares at the bloodstained shirt. She traces the edge of the plastic card with her thumb.
She is calculating the risk. The physical therapist weighing the trauma against the healing.
She looks up. Her eyes are fierce. The firebombing did not break her. It forged her.
"I'm not hiding in a basement while you fight a war." Her voice is sharp. Sassy. The defiance I crave. "If I hold this card, I'm not a hostage. I'm a partner."
"You are the queen on the board." I grip the back of her neck. My fingers tangle in her thick hair. "You go where you want. You do what you want. I’m the shield."
She tilts her head into my grip. A profound surrender mixed with strength. She slides the black keycard into the front pocket of my shirt she's wearing. Over her heart.
"Okay," she whispers. A binding contract.
My restraint snaps. I crash my mouth down onto hers.
There is no gentleness. There is only possession. My tongue sweeps past her lips, claiming the wet heat of her mouth. She tastes like coffee and adrenaline. She meets my aggression with her own, her hands gripping my shoulders, her nails biting into my skin.
I walk her backward until her spine hits the concrete wall. I pin her there. My thigh parts her legs, pressing against her center through the fabric of the shirt. She gasps into my mouth. A soft, desperate sound that sends a violent jolt of pure testosterone straight to my groin.
I pull back just enough to look at her. Her lips are swollen. Her breath is ragged.
"Mine," I growl against her jaw.
"Yours," she breathes the word into my skin. "Only yours."
The war is raging outside. The compound is bleeding.There is a leak in the system, and it is tearing my family apart. But I am standing here, in this heavily fortified room, holding the woman who just accepted my darkness.
I have never been more dangerous.