Chapter 19
Theo
What was this woman doing to me? I had never had head like this before. She kept pumping in and out and it was like heaven. I started to feel the pressure build, but I couldn’t go off yet. I needed to take care of her first. She didn’t stop, though. I knew that she could tell I was getting close, so she started to go faster. Then she grabbed my balls in her small hand.
“Fuck.” Within seconds of her taking hold of my balls, I was going off down her throat. I tilted my head back and moaned. It had been so long since I had a release like that. I brought my head back up and looked down at her, and she took me out of her mouth and licked her lips. This chick was going to be the end of me, and I would be okay going out that way.
I looked down and noticed my dick was still firm as a rock. It was as if I didn’t just come all down her throat. She rose up on her knees and came right to my mouth. Everything that she was making me feel was driving me insane. I didn’t think that I could feel this way again, and even more intensely. Camie came to my head and I had to push back.
“I can’t do this.” She looked both shocked and irritated. To be honest, I felt the same.
“Why? Do you not want me the way I want you?” I backed up and put my hands through my hair. She got off the bed and came over to me. She wrapped her arms around my waist. She felt like home to me. I wanted this more than anything, but I didn’t deserve this. I reached down and grabbed her hands and pulled her to me. I turned around and we were face to face.
“I feel everything and more. You don’t know me and trust me, you don’t want to.” She reached up and cupped my face. It was such a small gesture, but one that meant so much.
“I want to know all of you. You don’t really think us running into each other over and over was coincidence? It wasn’t. We were brought together for a reason. Let me be here for you.” All I could do was look at her. Why would this universe think I deserved someone like her? I didn’t deserve anyone, let alone this woman who had everything going for her. I would only fuck everything up.
“I don’t deserve you. I am not a good person.” I bowed my head down this time because I was starting to feel the tears come up. There were too many thoughts running through my head right now.
“Just be with me. If just for tonight.” I looked up at her and knew she didn’t really mean just for tonight because I didn’t want just tonight either. I leaned down and kissed her on her lips. It was a soft kiss with wanting. I should have grabbed my things and left. But I couldn’t. I wanted this as much, if not more, than her. I grabbed her up and took her back to the bed.
“Just tonight.” I had to say it, even though I didn’t mean it. She looked up at me and nodded slightly. I reached down and pulled her dress over her head. I realized she wasn’t wearing a bra, so now she was just in her panties and heels. I looked at her from head to toe and felt the sideways grin I had. She was an angel.
“Like what you see?” I saw the little devilish grin on her face. I moved back down and started to kiss her roughly. I moved to her neck and started to kiss. I nibbled a little when I got to her shoulder and she made a moaning sound. I made it to her perfect breast and started to suck. When I moved to her second breast, she wrapped her legs around me and I could feel her heels in my ass. I welcomed the pain. I started to move up until I was right at her entrance. The only thing between us was her paper thin thong. I reached down and realized she was soaking wet. I looked up into her eyes, waiting for permission to keep going. Too late. She reached down and grabbed her panties, and moved them over.
“Fuck me like this is the only time.” Secretly we both knew that couldn’t be true. As soon as I started to push, she was already rocking.
“Fuck!” She was so fucking tight. It took a few more rocks, but when I felt I was all the way in, I paused. We sat there for a second and stared at each other. The longer I sat there, the shorter I would last, that was for sure. She reached up and cupped my face again and got an evil look in her eyes.
“Ready?” I was confused until she pushed up and forced me into a sitting position and she straddled me. She did it with such grace I didn’t even come out of her. As soon as she adjusted herself, she started to ride me. It felt like heaven. The control she had over me was too much. I reached around her and grabbed her hips to pull her in closer.
“Shit.” I got her now. I started to rock faster. Then she leaned her head back. I started to feel her getting tighter and knew that she was getting close now. The tighter she got, the faster I was going to come. I laid her back down. She replaced her heels into my ass and I started to pound into her.
“Theo!” Within seconds, she pulsed around me and it was like on command I was shooting off inside her. The sound that came from her when she started to come down made me instantly ready to go again.
“Are you okay?” Why did I just ask that? Of course she was all right, dumbass. I shook my head because the voices were starting to come back again.
“I’m fine. How about you? Are you okay?” I wasn’t expecting those questions back to back. To be honest, I didn’t know how to answer them. I pulled out of her and rolled over on my side and winced a little when the pain in my back came again, reminding me of earlier. She reached over and put her hand on my chest and brought her leg over mine. I turned and looked at her and wished that we could just lie like this forever. That was not possible.
“What’s on your mind?” I turned away from her so she didn’t see through me.
“I need to go.” I started to get up, but she reached up and grabbed me by the waist.
“Don’t do that. We both know that this is something more than sex. Stay with me.” God, I wished that I could. I wished I could make all of her dreams come true. But I couldn’t.
“I have to go.” That was it. I moved out of her arms and headed toward my clothes on the ground. I pulled my pants on. I winced when I pulled my hoodie on. I didn’t even bother with my shirt. I felt my headache coming back and needed to go now before it got worse. I made it to the door and paused. When I looked back at her, she was just sitting there not saying anything. But she didn’t have to because I knew what she was thinking. I smiled and left.