Chapter 7 #3
I brush my teeth and pull my hair back in an elastic after slipping on socks. Charging down the stairs, I put on my sneakers and grab my car keys on the way out the door. “Shoot. Shoot. Shoot. Shoot. Shoot” is my mantra on the drive to the hospital.
I run toward the sliding doors only to almost barrel into Dr. Ludlow. With lanky arms crossed over his chest and a real lack of kindness shaping his expression, he says, “You’re late, Ms. Season.”
Checking my watch out of habit, I watch the digital number snap to six minutes past the hour. My mouth is running as fast as my thoughts. “The traffic when I hit downtown—”
“Silence.” He lowers his arms as I clamp my mouth shut. “This is a hospital, Ms. Season. Our patients don’t care if you get stuck in traffic. And all it tells me is you have poor time management that will need to be reported to the advisory committee for a staffing change.”
He turns his back before my jaw hits the floor. Watching him walk away from me without so much as the respect to let me finish speaking has anger steaming from my ears and my hands fisting at my sides. “Are you kidding me right now?”
Stopping, he looks back. “I never kid.”
“I know. It’s one of the reasons I didn’t want to go on another date.
” I walk closer, keeping my voice lowered so patients in their rooms can’t hear and we don’t draw more attention from the visitors in the waiting room.
“You throw around threats like you control my fate, like I have a record of bad behavior you can use against me, as if I don’t do a stellar job every shift.
I’ve taken your shit for so long that I started to believe it was my job.
It’s not.” I cross my arms over my chest this time.
“So report me, and when I go before the board, I’ll tell them everything and let it all play out from there. ”
His pupils darken as if he’s trying to absorb the reality that I have some cards left to play this round. Do I have anything left to lose? Nope.
He says, “I think we need a break from each other—”
“We have no relationship to break up—”
“Professionally speaking.” He comes closer, eyeing the nurse’s desk before he returns his hardened gaze to me. “How about I write you a transfer recommendation for Ocean’s Bay Hospital? It’s bigger. Newer. We won’t have to see each other any longer. Only perks the way I see it.”
Is he freaking kidding me right now? Is he breaking up with me professionally? No. Screw that. “I think that sounds like a great idea for you to transfer. I’m staying right here where I grew up. This is my town. Not yours.”
We both cross our arms this time, staring into each other’s eyes like we’ll lose a million-dollar prize if we don’t hold it the longest.
He finally says, “I have a job in Mountain Laurel Cove. I was bringing in a travel nurse, but I think you’d be a good fit for it, and it would give us time to regroup to figure out how best to work together again.
Clearly, we both have some issues with the other that need to be worked through.
I suggest taking some time to figure out how we can move forward at the hospital without sacrificing the care we need to provide our patients. ”
What’s the alternative? He has me fired? As much as I hate to admit it, some space from here would be a nice break. He’s not wrong there. “What’s the job?”
“Mr. Culver has been released.”
“What?” I glance down the hall toward room 8.
The door is wide open, and the Maltese cross is missing from the room identification sign.
I’m pretty sure my heart shouldn’t sink like it just did over a patient being released, especially over Brandon Culver.
It’s good news that he went home, that I won’t see him or have to deal with his smirk and memory loss of me again. Right? “I didn’t think he was—”
“He was sitting here. That’s something he can do from the comfort of his own home, and it frees up the room for when we need it. But . . .”
I hold my breath, having no idea where he’s going with this, and worried that I’m still on the edge of being fired. “But?” My voice pitches just slightly before I swallow down my nerves. “But what?”
“He needs home care. One week, but preferably two. I found a travel nurse his insurance would cover, but what about you taking the job instead?” His hair is dark and needs a trim with spikes of strands popping out on the sides of his head.
But the odd part is that he seems genuinely sincere.
“I don’t want to fight with you, Autumn.
Take the break, make the extra money, and let’s talk when you get back. What do you say?”
The invitation to talk and work out some of these issues is a shock to the system. But . . . taking care of Brandon . . . at his house . . . for two weeks . . .
I can’t even believe I’m considering this off-the-wall idea, much less wanting to work with Lyle Ludlow to create a healthier working environment when I return.
This could be the solution to all of my problems. I can get a break from the tension at work and, at the same time, get closure with Brandon, who just so happens not to remember me.
I can put that night behind me once and for all.
“How much extra money are we talking about?”