Chapter 27
AUTUMN
The midday sunshine sneaks in behind me when I walk into the Honey Hive down on Main Street. “Hello?” I call, looking toward the back of the store for my sister. I stop at the counter and wait since there are customers in the store who were hidden by a display.
Winter comes rushing from the back with a box in her hands. When her eyes meet mine, she says, “Hey, Fall, what are you doing here?” The nickname to make me fit in still sticks all these years later.
“I wanted to pop by on my day off to see if you needed any help. I’m an expert honey jar unpacker.”
“If you’re trying to get on my good side for free honey, it’s working.” She looks at the customer. “I have your order ready.”
“Was I that obvious?”
“Not as obvious as you and Brandon Culver.” Ducking to grab a large bag from beneath the counter, she pops back up and says, “That will be one twelve and seven cents, please.”
I move off to the side to get out of their way, which gives me a minute to digest what she just said. How would she know? We still haven’t told anyone, and we’re barely together since our shifts rarely align.
As soon as the bell chimes above the door when the customer exits, she shoots me a look and asks, “You weren’t going to tell me?”
“How did you know?”
Shrugging, she flips her dark hair over her shoulders.
“I didn’t, but you just confirmed it.” She slides a box toward me on the counter.
“That and the,” she starts, tilting her head back with her eyes closed and rubbing her hand down her neck.
“Oh God, yes!” Popping her eyes open, she taps on the register, sending the money drawer flying open. “That’s usually a dead giveaway.”
Mortification isn’t a strong enough word for the horrors playing out inside my head.
Standing there speechless, which is unlike me, I close my eyes, wondering if I can wish this nightmare to end.
Unfortunately, when I open my eyes, she’s still there with that smile that tells me she heard everything. “Dolly heard?”
Pulling a jar from the box, she says, “Dolly was none the wiser. She asked me about the noise around midnight, and I told her it was cats screeching at each other. Sorry, no offense. I also put on headphones and didn’t hear anything else other than some groans, moans, and I was forced to hear an ‘I need you’ too. ”
I drop my head in my hand, trying to hide the best I can. If I could shrink myself and run under a display, I would right now. “Ugh. You just said you put on headphones.”
“I did, but then I couldn’t sleep with them on.
I’m a side sleeper. You know that.” I do know that from when our parents died.
She used to get up in the night and sneak into my bed.
I would find her in the morning curled on her side at the end of the mattress with her stuffed animal.
Though knowing that doesn’t make this any less humiliating.
“Who cares about that stuff, though? Let’s get to the meat and potatoes.
Were you guys playing nurse the whole time you were taking care of him?
And how is dating a man you refused to talk to for ten years?
I mean, the things I’ve heard you mutter under your breath when he dared to enter your vicinity.
” She shoves the money drawer closed, I swear for dramatics, and adds, “I lost a bet because of you guys.”
“What? What bet?”
“Summer won, though Spring did bet you were having sex.”
Oh my God. Please let the heavens open up and take me.
I’d even settle for an alien abduction right about now.
Anything would be less painful than this.
I walk to the front of the store, debating whether to walk out the door and pretend this never happened.
I turn around instead and cross my arms over my chest. “I really don’t know what to say. ”
“Well, dear sis, just say what’s in your heart.”
I was expecting another quip or for her to say I owe her the money she lost in the bet. The sincerity in her brown eyes takes me by surprise. I lower my arms and return to the counter. “I love him.”
She reaches over and cups her hands over mine.
With a smile that doesn’t mock and only reassures, she whispers, “I’m so happy for you, Fall.
” She comes around and brings me into a hug.
If I’d known it would feel this good to share the news, I would have talked to Brandon and made a plan.
If one sister knows, they all do. They’re the best at keeping family business secret.
Leaning back, her joy penetrates her beautiful face.
She’s a standout among the four of us. The only one with dark hair and brown eyes, and all the guys’ heads turn when she passes by. “So when’s the wedding?”
I roll my eyes and head for the door. “Next time you have a boyfriend, remind me to torture you about it, okay?” I snatch a jar of honey on my way out. “Put it on my tab.”
“I will on both,” she calls through a fit of laughter until the chime drowns her out and I’m back with the sun shining on my face.
I turn back, tucking the jar under my arm and peek through the window to do heart hands while she does it right back.
I wave and double-step back to the car. I only have so much time off, so my priority is to spend it with Brandon.
Since he’s working, that means stopping by the station.
Seeing him in uniform is pure eye candy.
The smock mill’s blades turn, and the sailboats fill the cove as I take the scenic route.
It reminds me of photos of the Mediterranean.
We don’t have to travel halfway around the world to get that picture-perfect postcard view.
Everyone is out taking advantage of the last days of September before the real cold sets in.
I pull up to the firehouse and hop out with the honey in one hand, grasping the front of my sweater with the other. It is perfect weather for a light sweater to beat the chill that snuck in today despite the sun doing its job in the vast blue skies above.
The red truck shines with the gold letters glittering in the sunshine after a fresh wash. The hose is still lying on the ground in a puddle of water. Although the large garage door is open, I don’t see anyone until I’m in the shade of the interior.
I stop.
My feet are unable to move as I stare at Chantilly Flickinger in the flesh, buzzing around my lieutenant like we’re sixteen again.
His arms are crossed over his broad chest, eyes narrowed like he’s taking a complaint, but it’s the slightest forward tilt of his head that has him appearing he’d rather be anywhere else but there. With her.
“Why, Autumn Season,” Chantilly says, the moment she sees me. “Fancy seeing you again and during your quarter of the year. How lucky for me.”
Brandon follows her gaze, grinning like I just made his day a lot better when he sees me. “Hey there.” His voice is smooth, his deep tone quickening my pulse.
I hold up the jar. “I carried a honey jar.” I can’t believe I just said that. I might as well have walked in here carrying a watermelon.
Chantilly’s eyes lower to the jar I’m holding in one hand despite me giving the impression it was a large barrel. “That’s nice.” Nothing about her tone is nice, though. “Brandon was my first stop back in town. I needed to see for myself how the hero was doing.”
“He’s doing great,” I reply, refusing to repeat patterns that would ruin us again. But as I stand here, I realize I’m not running anywhere. I’m good. Seeing how Brandon looks at me is enough to keep me close and feel secure in our relationship.
Though that doesn’t keep Chantilly from raising my blood pressure. I always considered myself a measured person. But I have a deep-seated desire to claim him in some obnoxious he’s mine kind of way. I won’t, but I want to.
“I’m seeing for myself.”
“She’s getting divorced,” Brandon states without an ounce of surprise in his voice.
“Sorry to hear that.” My monotone might be lacking the surprise she was hoping for, but why does she have to stand so close to him?
She cackles, her version of trying to sound like she’s just one of us little people. “He was sleeping with the gardener. I got a large payout per the prenup, so I’m good.”
I’m not sure why we’re still having this conversation other than to give her a chance to brag about whatever she feels so special over. The money?
“I—”
My tongue ties and the world slows watching my man, dressed in his uniform—gray T-shirt tight around the biceps, red suspenders hanging down, and baggy pants to protect the precious jewels—come to me with a smirk that I know means trouble under the sheets.
I can’t wait to find out what it means in two seconds.
When he reaches me, he asks, “Did you bring that honey for me?”
“Uh-huh.” Like so many times before, I lose basic language skills when he looks at me like I’m the most beautiful woman he’s ever seen. He’s so getting laid later.
Two fingers slide under my jaw and tilt my chin up just so he can lean down and kiss me. At the firehouse. In public. For anyone, including Chantilly, to see.
I wrap my arms around him and deepen the kiss. Not for anyone else, only for me, my tongue twisting with his while his hands roam my back. It’s the applause that has us slowly releasing and turning to look back in Chantilly’s direction, where she and three firefighters are clapping for us.
Tony cheers, saying, “It’s about time our boy became a man.”
Brandon shakes his head but takes the good-natured ribbing in stride. Waving them off, he looks back at me and takes my hand. “What are you doing this afternoon?”
“This is it. This was the plan.”
As the others disperse and Chantilly tags along with Tucker, chatting his ear off, Brandon leans down and kisses me again. “I want to go somewhere with you.”
We start walking. “Unless it involves a hazardous dirt road and views for miles, I’m not interested.”
“You’re in luck.” He chuckles. “I know just the place.”
Seven days later . . .
Clasping her hands together on top of the table between us, the short-haired attorney taps twice.
“We’ve done an extensive rereview of your case, Nurse Season.
” She glances at the file in front of her and back to me.
I wasn’t feeling confident in the second report I filed with HR, given that the first report had been ignored.
The sigh says so much, so I brace myself for the same result.
“We feel an initial error in judgment was made, resulting in a negative outcome not only affecting your duties but missed opportunities for a pay raise as well.”
Missed opportunities . . .
Grave error . . .
Negative outcome . . .
“We will be putting Dr. Ludlow on leave while we continue our investigation.”
“I don’t understand. What changed?”
“Another employee filed a report that matched yours, but more specifically, I was hired. And I can’t stand when doctors take advantage of their staff.”
“I hate that it took someone else being threatened to get to this conclusion, but I appreciate the decision.” I stand to shake her hand.
Although I should shake the hand of the HR supervisor, who is sitting in, I’m not ready to let them off the hook.
They knew and did nothing to protect their employees.
It makes me glad I took a stand. “When you say missed opportunities for a pay raise…?”
“That means you’ll be receiving two raises that you would have earned in that time period.”
“And the shifts and files?”
“You have your seniority back. You make the schedule.”
“If I make the schedule, I want an office assistant hired. I can’t spare anyone on the nursing team to do busywork.”
When the HR lady looks at me, I say, “Make sure to let Mrs. Carson know I won in the end, and I got Brandon. Gossip about that.”
I spin the lucky bluebird between my fingers in my pocket, walking out knowing exactly who I want to tell first.