11
I knew Zeus and I had something brewing between us and I was trying my best to fight it, but it was almost impossible. My head fell back against the mirrors as his tongue stormed all over my pussy like a tornado. The man’s mouth was like magic, but this isn’t how I did things. I was going against my own morals. Men had used my body in the past for their own leisure and I had no say so, I was a different person now and I had all the say so. I needed to be in control. It was a must otherwise Zeus would have me in his hand like putty.
“You taste so fucking good,”
he growled.
I took in a gulp of air, trying to get my words out, “Zu put me down, please,” I moaned.
He wiggled his head along with his tongue to tell me no. “Put me down!”
this time I screamed.
He stopped, raising my legs back over his head and placing me down. I quickly pulled up my pants and zipped them. Zeus hit the button, allowing the elevator to continue. I had gone to say something, but the elevator stopped, then opened and he walked right out without even looking my way. He was mad, probably embarrassed, but that wasn’t my intention. He’d strolled down the hall until he reached the door and knocked.
“Zu, you don’t understand.”
He shot me a quick stare before the door swung open. Diamond went to greet him, but he pushed right past him and disappeared into the hall. My eyes landed back on Diamond.
“Fuck is you here for? Y’all was on a date or something?”
My eyes scanned the space to see Foe, Preach and Chevy sitting there staring at me. “We can’t leave you out here so come in, and don’t touch shit!”
Diamond spat.
Foe watched me closely. I could feel him burning a hole in my ass. I knew he had so many questions, probably about things regarding his father. Once I fully stepped inside, Chevy wasted no time. “Who you ride with?”
It was something about his demeanor that made me nervous. “How you know I ride?”
“Is the sky fucking blue? Who do you ride with?”
he snapped.
“My pops,”
Foe blurted out.
My eyes bounced on all the guys, “I’m from Toussaint, I ride with friends but we’re not a crew,”
I eased out.
Chevy’s eyes grew and he began coming closer to me, “So if you’re from there why the fuck are you here?”
The sound of Zu’s voice came bouncing in the living room, “Her team wants to be put on with the Zoo,” he said.
I swung my head his way because it wasn’t his job to ask it was mine. The sound of Diamond laughing only irritated me. Chevy came closer. “So, you came all the way to California for you and a bunch of niggas who let you do the dirty work? And you think I want some pussy ass, Toussaint niggas on my team?”
he snapped.
Zu stood between Chevy and me. “Ease up Chev. We not doing that. Hear her out,”
he then said.
I pushed Zu out the way and stepped closer to Chevy, “Listen, bitter nigga. You should be honored, and proud that somebody wants to join this fucked-up ass crew. Those niggas you speaking about are my brothers just as these niggas,”
I said pointing to them all. “Are your brothers. We ride just like you do. Some of them are broken just as you guys are. We’re just looking for a home we fit into. Now, if you don’t want us say that, but you’re not about to talk about people I consider fucking family!”
Diamond’s head swung side to side, “Damn you a feisty ass thang, Zu I think you met yo match,” he joked.
“I hear you but let me ask you this. We,”
Chevy said, pointing around. “Have been through the fire. We don’t just ride. We do a whole lot more than what you think. I don’t want niggas and a woman who just ride. I want hunger, I want somebody who’s been at their lowest scraping their way to get to the top. I want people who have a leash around their fucking neck because when that bitch is removed, the air they’ll suck in will be refreshing and that means they will stop at fucking nothing to never have that leash around their neck again,”
he slapped his hands together. “They want better; to grow. So, sweetheart it’s bigger than being a crew, we are the fucking Zoo a different breed of animals coming from the wild trying to survive.”
He was so passionate about the Zoo Boyz, and I respected it. It all made sense why he was the chosen one. I had nothing left to say.
He took one more step closer to me lifting my chin, “In the Zoo we don’t lower our heads, chin up, eyes connected. I will be leaving for Toussaint soon. When I get there, I want to meet your brothers and then I, Chevy will decide if they are fitting for my fucking crew,”
he winked and then finished. He then turned toward the guys then me. “What I say in this muhfucka stays in this muhfucka, sweetheart. Zeus we’re going to look for Dio, when you find him say what you got to say then bring his ass to me.”
“I can handle my own brother, Chev,”
Zu jumped in.
Chevy turned his way, “Can you? Because the little fucker is off catching bodies, running up on niggas, gambling, I mean Zu, nigga what have you been doing this entire fucking time?”
Zeus, stepped up to Chevy, “Nigga that’s my fucking brother and I will handle him. See, while y’all niggas out here sleep in pussy, building secret relationships, sick and damn near dying alone, me, I’ve been chasing after Dio, every fucking day!”
he yelled. “I’m being a daddy to a little nigga that’s supposed to be my brother. It’s me who’s losing sleep, me paying his debt so if anyone will handle him it will be me. None of it matters anyway because once I get his ass, he’s off to New York. Chevy, for real just ease the fuck up.”
He snatched my wrist and pulled me out the house and down the hall. I yanked my hand away. “Zu let me go!”
“Freckles bring your ass,”
he grumbled.
“No, I told you, you—”
He said nothing he simply turned his back on me and continued until he disappeared in the elevator. I knew Zu had a lot going on, but he was not about to control me.
I held the cup up in my hand as I bounced to the music. The party was active. From every nigga I went to school with to bitches that had been begging to suck a nigga’s dick for months. I took another swig of the mixed drink, while I puffed on a fat blunt. Ace stood beside me acting timid and shit. I leaned over to him, “Nigga loosen up, it’s just a party,”
I cackled.
One of the bitches I used to fuck with came up to me with seductive eyes and a tight-ass little dress on, “Sup Dio,”
she said as she leaned forward.
“Is you dancing or talking?”
She slowly turned around and began to grind her ass on me. Swivel side-to-side drop and back up. My hip movement matched hers as I placed the blunt back to my lips. Swivel side-to-side drop and back up.
It had always been the weed and drink to get me through my days. I grew an attachment and there was not a day that could go by in which I didn’t need either one. I rocked my head from side to side while the music sucked me in. My hand gripped one of her ass cheeks while my other hand waved in the air. Her dress rolled up, exposing her bare ass. I turned to Ace with a wide-ass grin on my face. My hand found it’s way down her ass cheeks sliding between her legs feeling her wet pussy lips.
I leaned forward to her face, “Pussy wet as fuck!”
I growled.
“In my feelings she my therapist I’ma talk to this cup, I swear,”
I sang along.
The song gave my exact sentiments and had me in my feelings. My eyes slowly raised, and I almost thought I saw Asia. I quickly shook my head to rid the thought of her. This was the first time I’d seen her face appear since sending that bullet flying through the side of her head. I often found myself thinking about Mega and Keyshon. It was the only part of me that felt bad in that situation.
I moved the girl out the way because right now a nigga was tripping. I guzzled down the rest of my drink and handed the blunt to Ace, “I’ll be right back,”
I told him.
I made my way through the tight crowd to get outside because I needed some air. My eyes glanced around the further I got to the door. That’s when I noticed some of the Blaze N Fire niggas. My gut feeling was telling me I needed to leave but I couldn’t just leave Ace. When I finally made it outside, I pulled my phone out to see that Zeus had sent me a text. I ignored it, finding myself back on the Orange-O Gram app. I saw I had a notification, and my eyes lit up. It was ole girl from New York.