Dirty Little Secret
James I’m forty years old, a tenured professor with investments, property, and a 401k. But what I crave is to submit. To hand over control to Colton. We met on an app. His needs matched mine. It was only supposed to be once, then twice. No commitment, so I don’t feel bad cutting contact. Then my world implodes when I...
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Colton and I shoot out of bed. We’re dressed and have slept with the door unlocked. It hadn’t felt right for anything else. I wanted to be accessible if either of the kids needed me.
“What do you mean, he’s gone?” Colton asks, but I’m already heading out of the bedroom and toward theirs. I don’t know why, why I have to see for myself, but I do.
The door is open, light on, Nash’s bed empty, blankets pulled up so it’s neatly made. Nash made his bed. Despite how many times I’ve asked him to, Nash has never made his bed. A sharp pang lands in my chest, tears stinging my eyes as I lean against the wall, looking at it.
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- Chapter One 20:08
- Chapter Two 20:08
- Chapter Three 15:45
- Chapter Four 09:57
- Chapter Five 15:18
- Chapter Six 08:06
- Chapter Seven 13:17
- Chapter Eight 07:08
- Chapter Nine 14:39
- Chapter Ten 17:50
- Chapter Eleven 13:07
- Chapter Twelve 10:46
- Chapter Thirteen 14:10
- Chapter Fourteen 14:28
- Chapter Fifteen 09:37
- Chapter Sixteen 20:51
- Chapter Seventeen 11:52
- Chapter Eighteen 13:59
- Chapter Nineteen 15:59
- Chapter Twenty 13:06
- Chapter Twenty-One 16:18
- Chapter Twenty-Two 09:23
- Chapter Twenty-Three 19:19
- Chapter Twenty-Four 12:23
- Chapter Twenty-Five 10:47
- Chapter Twenty-Six 09:47
- Chapter Twenty-Seven 14:26
- Chapter Twenty-Eight 13:57
- Chapter Twenty-Nine 13:09
- Chapter Thirty 10:26
- Chapter Thirty-One 12:19
- Chapter Thirty-Two 12:34
- Chapter Thirty-Three 18:33
- Epilogue 12:40