Chapter 20
A little over a month has passed since Aidan cheated on me. After my talk with Knox that day, I realized he was right. We are a family, and we need to stick together. Always. I know I haven’t been all that rational when it comes to Aidan; I mean, did he cheat on me? We weren’t technically in a relationship. Nothing emotional or sexual had been happening between us. I think it just hurt my feelings that he was willing to sleep with some bimbo, instead of talking things through with me. All that changes today.
I walk inside our house to find Aidan watching TV with Phoenix on the couch. Aidan sees me staring at him and straightens up. Walking up to him, I place each of my legs on the outside of his, so I am straddling his lap. Aidan seems shocked and unsure what to do; he moves his hands to the outside of my thighs but not quite touching me.
I lean down to meet him at eye level, so Aidan can see my intention, and I press my lips against his. He finally unfreezes from his shock and kisses me back, with more feelings pouring out of him than I have ever felt from him before. Our tongues dance together, and he moves his hands to my hips as I start rocking in his lap. I can feel his length hardening against my thigh, showing just how much I affect him.
I pull away for a moment, needing to speak to him. “Aidan, after everything that has happened in our lives, I don’t want to live without you. You have always been my protector, even when I refused to speak to you. I know we each have our own truths about what happened, and we talked about it. I am not mad anymore. I’ve come to the realization that you, Phoenix, and Knox are it for me. You’re my family; honestly, we aren’t even sure how much longer we have together, so I want to set aside the past and make the most out of it.”
“Wait, you’re not mad at me anymore?”
“No, baby, I’m not mad. You and I weren’t together, not really, so how can I be mad about something you did when I had no ground to stand on? I am sorry for lashing out. It just hurt that you chose her over me, and to be honest, it hurt my ego.”
“Meadow, look at me when I say this to you; I never chose her over you. I was just the drunken idiot who couldn’t pull his head out of his ass, and she was willing pussy. I was hurt about what had happened in the past, but you are it for me. I know that. There is no one else I want to grow old with. You are my life, my soul, my everything,” Aidan says.
My heart beats faster, and I can feel the blush heating my cheeks. This man in front of me loves me with everything he has, and I almost let him get away. I can’t believe how stupid I have been. I wish I could show him how much I truly care about him, about all of them really. But I need to get something off my chest before we continue kissing, and my brain turns to mush.
“I am trusting you with my heart, Aidan; please don’t break it. I need you to know that from here on out, it’s you three and myself. No outsiders, no random hookups. I can’t be with you if you are going to sleep around on me,” I tell him as tears form in my eyes.
“Meadow, listen to me. You are it. You are everything, and I am sorry for how stupid I have been these past few months. I know we have a long road ahead of us, but I don’t want to see anyone else. Hell, I won’t even fight anymore if it causes you to worry. I am not a good man, but for you I will try,” Aidan says to me, causing tears to fall down my cheeks. I can taste the saltiness in them.
The broken man in front of me may not be a saint, but I would rather deal with the devil anyway. My heart belongs to three demons, and I am almost positive their heart belongs to me. I finally have found my place in this world, and it is ruling beside them. Smiling, I grab Aidan and launch myself onto his lap once again. The time for talking is over. I need to feel him inside me. That is the only way I know things between us are real. Aidan is more than willing to give me what I need, so I start by lifting his shirt off his toned body. Once off, I throw it aside and admire the god underneath me.
This man is all fucking muscle, and I want to lick him from head to toe. As soon as the thought pops into my head, I get off his lap and start kissing his neck, alternating between biting and sucking, causing him to moan and thrust his hips, looking for relief. Making my way down his body, I lick each nipple and suckle a little, taking my time. I start heading toward his dick, stopping at his abs and kissing each one. I am leaving a trail of saliva as I go, marking his body as mine. The saying goes, ‘if I licked it, it’s mine’, and this beast of a man is mine, so I am licking everything I can. I find his happy trail and lower his shorts, so he is left naked in front of me. His dick springs up and hits his stomach. I can’t help but stare at him, admiring how perfect he is. This man is a god from head to toe, and I will gladly worship him on my knees.
Grabbing his cock, I lick the tip like an ice cream cone, and his flavor is my favorite. Tasting his precum on my tongue, I moan. I put the rest of him in my mouth, wanting to give him as much pleasure as he is giving me.
Sucking Aidan as hard as I can, with my hands wrapped around his ass, I feel him tense up. I make my way to his puckered hole, wanting to give him immense pleasure. I start pushing a finger in his ass, and he groans. Aidan grabs my hair and starts fucking my face; drool is leaking down my chin and onto my breasts. He cuts my air off by shoving his cock down my throat. I can feel my jaw trying to lock, but I push through the discomfort for my reward. He stops for a moment to let me catch my breath, and I say, “Give it all to me. I want to taste you, sir,” I say as I stare into his eyes. That must have been enough because he shoves his dick back into my waiting mouth and finishes. I swallow every drop and lick up the rest at the base of him.
“Fuck, baby girl, I missed this mouth. I haven’t finished this quickly in a while. I am so sorry, but I am not done with you yet,” Aidan says and smirks.
He grabs my arms, lifts me off the ground, and then places me on his bed, but my legs are hanging off. I am still wearing panties, but everything else was discarded somewhere between the talk and me blowing him. I catch Aidan”s gaze, and he looks back at me like he is the hunter who just caught his prey, and my pussy becomes wetter by the moment, knowing she is about to get eaten. Aidan finally stops staring at me and prowls closer. He leans over my body and smirks. This man sure knows how to turn me on. Aidan lowers his head to my nipples and sucks hard, then he puts one tight bud in between his teeth and pulls, causing delicious pain to soar through me. My back arches off the bed, wanting more, and my thighs rub together trying to create some much-needed friction. Aidan releases my nipple with a pop and moves onto the other one, doing the same exact thing. Moaning in pleasure and pain, I can feel my thighs getting sticky with my essence.
Aidan pays thorough attention to my breasts, leaving love bites wherever he can. He slaps one breast causing me to yelp in pain, but then his tongue soothes the sharp sting. He starts making his way down my body, the same way I did with him, moving so slowly, I feel like he is torturing me. He finally reaches my panties and grabs ahold of the sides, then rips them off by body, causing a sharp sting on my hips; good thing I have plenty more where they came from. Once my thong is removed, Aidan maneuvers my body to lie completely on the bed, my head at the frame and my feet toward the end of the bed. He goes around to each side and grabs the cuffs that link under the bed and attaches them to each of my extremities, so I am completely spread open for him and unable to move. Testing the theory, I try to move my arms closer to my body, but they don’t budge more than an inch. He climbs onto the bed in between my legs with a pillow and lifts my hips, so he can place the pillow underneath my ass. This angle allows him better access to my pussy.
Aidan seems content with the way my body is spread open for him like a starfish. He smiles brightly and leans toward my wanting pussy. He licks and bites my inner thighs, creating little bite marks there as well, as he makes his way to my center. His tongue swipes through my folds, causing me to shiver and goosebumps to rise throughout my skin. Aidan moans at the taste of me and dives right in, locking his lips around my entire lower area, sucking and licking, trying to coax more of my essence out. I start to wither on the bed, my legs begin to shake, and I feel my orgasm rapidly approaching, but I don’t want to finish yet. I want this to last just a little longer, but I am not sure how much longer I can hold out. I scream his name and yell that I am about to come, but he lets off right before I am about to finish. He smiles up at me, and I can feel the orgasm fade away. Huffing my displeasure, I try to move my legs to create friction, so I can finish myself off, but Aidan is having none of it. He brings me back to the same high as moments ago and then stops right before I finish. Again.
I can feel sweat beading on my skin, and the tension in my body from needing to come. I start begging for his dick. I need something inside me, and I would rather it be his glorious dick, but at this point, I think a pinky finger would get the job done. Aidan finally relents and moves back up my body, kissing me as he gets to my head. I look down and see he is fully hard again. When he sees me looking at his dick, he wraps his hand around himself and tugs a few times, making me moan at the sight. I am not sure why watching a man fuck his hand is such a turn on, but I could almost come just from watching him fuck himself.
Aidan lines his cock up with my entrance and slides it back and forth, coating himself in my lubrication. He slaps his dick across my clit a few times, making me arch off the bed. He aligns with my entrance and starts to push in, moving so slow I can feel the stretch as he inches in further. He stops when he’s about halfway for me to adjust to his size. I forgot how fucking big Aidan is, and damn did I miss this feeling of being stretched by him. He feels me relax and takes that as the moment to shove the rest of himself inside me. I can feel his pelvis hitting mine, and I think his dick is touching my uterus with how far inside of me he is.
I sigh in pleasure at finally having him inside me. I start trying to move him inside me, and Aidan gets the hint and starts fucking me slowly. I can’t even say he is fucking me. This man is making love to me, and I am not sure how to feel about that. He is not usually a gentle soul, but right now, his pace is as gentle and slow as possible, almost like he wants to imprint this moment in his memory. Our skin slaps together every time he thrusts deep inside me. Needing more, I ask him to move faster.
“Baby, I want this to last as long as possible. I finally am inside you again. Let me just fuck you how I need to. You’re taking me so well, good little girl,” Aidan says, and his filthy words make me even wetter than I already am. I think I have a puddle below me, but I couldn’t care less right now. He is right, though; even if we are going slow, the way he moves inside me feels so fucking good that I can”t stop moaning and calling out his name. He picks up the pace after each thrust, making me scream out in pleasure. My orgasm finally crests, and I let go, soaking both him and the bed below. He keeps fucking me through the orgasm that”s taken over my body, and I can hear his grunts of pleasure and see the sweat glistening off his chest. His thrusts are becoming uneven, and I can tell he is getting close. “Finish inside me, sir, I need you to fill me up,” I say and moan. Those words send him over the edge, and I feel his cum inside me and the twitch of his dick as he finishes.
Aidan waits a few minutes before slipping out of me, and I look down and notice he is panting, trying to catch his breath. I can also see my release on his stomach and legs, making me feel a little embarrassed. I feel the blush creeping through my already-red cheeks. He takes a moment to release me from the restraints and then lies down beside me. We lie side by side, staring into each other’s eyes, and all I feel is love and adoration for the man I thought I hated just yesterday. Staring into Aidan’s eyes, I finally can see everything. He is afraid to love me, but that’s okay. We will work through it together. I know this is a huge change, but I am ready to finally move on from the past. We aren’t promised the future, and I am done living with regret.