Knot Her Reality (Heated Book 3)

Chapter Thirty-four

Tessa takes each of the omega’s hands as we leave the ballroom. I trail behind them, a little unsure of how this is going to work. I know Tessa has been invited to their bed more than once, but this is the first time I’ll be joining them.

I’m not some untouched flower or whatever, but I haven’t slept with all that many people. I’m the youngest of the four of us and the only beta. I’ve never been with an alpha or an omega. Everyone I dated in high school and college have been beta men and women. It’s not that I wasn’t interested in either of the other designations, it’s just that the small community I lived in before going to college was mostly made up of betas. Then my parents would only allow me to attend a beta only college, afraid that if I was around alphas and omegas, I might get distracted from school. I can’t even blame them for it. If I’d met these four in college, I definitely would’ve been distracted so it was probably the right decision.

Moving to Los Angeles after graduating had been crazy. I’ve been there for over a year and haven’t bothered trying to date, instead focusing on work. It was my mom who convinced me to sign up for Heated. She thought that since I was finished with school, I could begin to look for a pack. I didn’t grow up in a pack, but I always knew I wanted to be a part of one. Since I’m bisexual, I knew I needed to be a part of a pack that welcomed men and women equally. I might be a little greedy, but I refuse to go without both cock and pussy for the rest of my life.

So the pack life is the life for me.

Only now that I’m faced with it, I don’t know what to do. I’ve never been in bed with more than one person at a time. I would’ve loved to try it out, but betas who aren’t looking for a pack don’t tend to like more than one person in their bed. It’s close minded of them, if you ask me. Not that they did, but they’re definitely the ones missing out.

“Lil?” Evangeline calls back, and I realize I must have stopped walking at some point as they’re almost to the suite and I’ve barely stepped into the entryway. “Are you okay?”

“Yes…” I shrug. “And no.”

Evangeline pulls free from Tessa and hurries over to me, taking my face in her hands. “What’s wrong?”

I can hear the other suitors heading for the door of the ballroom and realize this isn’t a question I want to answer out here where anyone can hear. “Why don’t we go to your suite, and then we can talk.”

Talk. Just what everyone wants to do after declaring they want to bond with you. Not that Evangeline looks upset about it. She mostly just looks worried about me.

“Sure. We can do that.” She slips her hand in mine and pulls me to catch up with Tessa and Koda before hurrying to her door. She lets us inside and leads me over to the sitting area. “Have a seat. I figured you’d feel more comfortable out here than in the bedroom—at least to talk. Things can get a little blurry inside that room.”

I snort, leaning over to kiss her cheek before dropping into a chair and pulling her down with me. She comes willingly, though we get a little tangled in the dresses we’re wearing.

Koda sits in the chair next to ours and pulls Tessa onto his lap. Once everyone is settled, they turn their attention to me.

“So everything I said in the ballroom is true. I’m so happy to be chosen as part of your pack, and I know I’m going to be so happy with you and whoever else is chosen for our pack.” I take a deep breath. “I’ve always wanted to be a part of a pack. As soon as I realized I liked boys and girls at ten-years-old, I informed my mom of my decision to be a pack beta. When she asked why, I told her it was because I loved boys and girls equally and I didn’t want to choose. She laughed, but I never swayed from that decision.

“With that being said, I was raised in a community of betas and went to a beta college. I live in LA now so I’ve been around alphas and omegas before I came here, but I’ve never slept with anything but betas. And never with more than one person at a time. I want to—a lot. Trust me on that. I just don’t know how… If that makes sense? It’s kind of embarrassing, but that’s what happened. I got lost in my head about it all. I don’t want to disappoint any of you.”

Evangeline takes my face into her hands once more as she shakes her head. “No. You could never disappoint us just because you’ve never done something before. But I’m glad you told us because we wouldn’t want to overwhelm you either. We can work with this. Plus, I’m sure Tessa would’ve made us talk before we headed to the bedroom anyway. This way she didn’t have to bring it up.”

“She’s right, Lilly. I would’ve. It’s important to communicate before having sex with someone new, but this is even more important because we’re talking about bonding, and I think we need some clarification on a few things.” Tessa sits up, a soft smile on her lips as she meets my eyes. She pushes to her feet, moving until she can see all three of us. “Who all is bonding tonight?”

“Me, obviously,” Evangeline says, confusion clear in both her tone and one her face. “That’s what it meant when I chose you to be part of my pack.”

Tessa clears her throat, eyes flashing to Koda. “That might be true, but there’s another omega in your pack, isn’t there? Is he planning to bond with anyone? Does Lilly only want to bond with Evangeline and/or Koda? I feel like I’ve made my interest known to all three of you. I would gladly be alpha to all three of you. Lilly, I know we haven’t had as much time together, but I would love to be your alpha. I also won’t force a bite on anyone because that’s not what this is about. I just need some clarity on what’s going to happen tonight.”

All I can do is stare at her. She wants to be my alpha? I thought she was only here for Evangeline and Koda, not for me. Licking my lips, I realize I want her to be my alpha. I think I’d want most of the remaining suitors to be mine; for me to be theirs.

See? I’m so greedy.

“Yes,” I blurt out, eyes widening as I look between the three of them. “I want to bond with all of you. I want to bond with anyone that we choose to be a part of our pack. Because I’m greedy. Because I want to be a part of a pack where we all love one another.”

Evangeline beams at me. “That’s what I want too. Koda?”

“Oh, I definitely need more sunshine in my life. My bite will look so sexy on you, Lilly. So sexy.”

“I can’t mark any of you—downfalls to being a beta.”

Tessa shakes her head. “That doesn’t matter. We’ll figure out some way for you to show your claim on us. Don’t you worry about that.”

“Since this is your first group sex, I had a thought,” Evangeline says slowly, and I nod for her to continue. “Since me and Koda are already bonded, we just need to bond with each of you and then Tessa with you. So what if we did that one-on-one but in the same bed. That might ease you into the whole thing.”

I nod slowly, liking the sound of that. “I think that’ll be less overwhelming for me.”

Evangeline grins as she jumps up, kicking off her shoes before undoing her dress and letting it fall to the floor.

“I am never going to get tired of that,“ Koda says with a whistle.

“Koda and I will need to bond together last as we’ll end up locked together for a bit afterward,” Tessa reminds us.

I nod, but I’m only half paying attention to her as my eyes stay locked on Evangeline. She is truly one of the most beautiful women I’ve had the pleasure of meeting.

“Come on, Lil. Let’s go to the bedroom. You and Tessa can bond first while Koda and I take the edge off.” Evangeline pulls me into a standing position before leading me into the bedroom.

I can’t bring myself to speak, my eyes sweeping over her bare back and the teeny tiny thong between the cheeks of her ass. I can hear the other two following us, but I can’t seem to tear my eyes away from Evangeline. At least I can’t see her boobs anymore. Those were very distracting.

Evangeline pauses next to the bed, smiling up at me. “We should get you out of that dress.”

I nod mechanically, reaching for the zipper holding it close, but someone steps up behind me and bats away my hand.

“Let me,” Tessa murmurs, her breath hot against my neck as she trails her nose up and down the length.

Evangeline pulls me into a kiss, and I melt into their touches as they strip me out of my clothes. I don’t know where Koda disappeared to but I know he can’t be too far away.

Tessa turns my head, pulling my lips away from Evangeline as she kisses me herself. Evangeline’s hands find my bare breasts, massaging them before her mouth closes around one of my nipples. I moan into Tessa’s kiss, back arching as pleasure washes over me.

A third set of hands run down my side, looping in my panties for just a moment before pushing them off. Then I’m standing naked before them as they all step back.

Turning, I find that Koda and Tessa have also taken off the clothes, leaving all four of us as naked as the day we were born.

“What a beautiful sight,” Koda says with a smirk, eyes jumping around the three of us. “I need to be buried in someone’s pussy ASAP, so we should get this show on the road.”

I laugh, shaking my head. He’s ridiculous, but I also happen to agree with him. I’m more turned on than I ever remember being in my entire life. When Tessa grabs my hand and crawls onto the bed, I do the same. She stops in the middle of the bed, gesturing for me to lie down.

“I need to taste you,” she says, her voice husky with desire. “Let me taste you.”

I feel the bed dip beside us but I can’t tear my eyes away from the alpha who I’m about to bond with. “I want to taste you, too.”

“We have all night for that. Not to mention the rest of our lives. You’re the only one I can do this with since you can’t mark me too. Let me eat you out and put my mark on your thigh. Please?”

She definitely doesn’t have to beg. I lie down where she wants me to, smiling as she settles between my legs. “I’d like that.”

Tessa doesn’t waste any time before burying herself in my pussy. I cry out as her tongue licks along my center, and moans fill my ears. Turning my head to the side as Tessa pushes two fingers into me, I find Evangeline riding Koda as he bucks up into her. I can’t seem to look away from Evangeline as she rocks back and forth, sliding along his cock again and again.

A slap against my thigh has me hissing, my attention dropping back to the alpha between my legs. “Eyes on me, Lilly.”

Tessa adds a third finger, curling them with each pass and hitting that spot inside of me that has me rocketing toward my orgasm. I fight to keep my eyes open as pleasure washes through me, her fingers inside of me and her mouth sucking my clit, pushing me closer and closer to the edge. I’m so close that I begin to flutter around her fingers. It won’t be much longer now.

When she lifts off my clit, eyes flashing, her thumb quickly takes its place. She moves so quickly that I almost miss it. Her teeth sink into the flesh of my thigh, pleasure and pain rushing together to send me flying off the cliff with Tessa’s name on my lips. Sparks fill my vision, a humming fills my ears, and for a moment, I feel like I’m floating.

When I come back to myself, I’m panting as Tessa licks and laps at her mark on my thigh. Evangeline and Koda lie on either side of me, and I don’t even know how they got there.

“Holy shit.”

Evangeline giggles. “That gets said a lot in this bedroom.”

My head lulls as I turn to look at her. “So beautiful. I think we should all bond together.”

“Really?” Evangeline lifts her head to meet my eyes. “You’re sure.”

I nod. “I am. And I know just how we should do it.”

What I don’t tell them is that in the moment I nearly blacked out from coming so hard, I envisioned exactly what I wanted to see happen.

“Well, don’t keep it to yourself, Lilly.” Koda rolls onto his side, resting on his elbow as he looks down at me.

“Right, well… It starts with you on your back.” I wave for him to do just that, and after he glances at the other two, he does as I’ve requested. “Then what I was thinking…”

Evangeline helps me sit up as Tessa moves up the bed. “What were you thinking, beta? Just tell us. We’ll let you know if it won’t work, and if it doesn’t, we can help you figure out what will.”

I bite my lip, considering them before nodding. “Since you’ll want to lock him, alpha, I thought you could ride his dick while I rode his face. That way he can bite beside you if he wants, or he can choose the other side. Then Evangeline can straddle his stomach so we can touch her and get her off. She’ll be able to bite me wherever she wants. Then we can lie together while you and Koda finish and share your bites.”

“That sounds like a wonderful idea,” Koda speaks up, lifting his head to look at us. “That means I’ll have three pussies getting their pleasure from me. Plus, I wanna taste Lilly. Does she taste like she smells?”

Tessa hums. “She sure does—hot cocoa, marshmallows, and candy canes. Ten out of ten would recommend it.”

“Good. Come sit on my face, beta. I need to taste you for myself.”

I hesitate for a moment as Tessa and Evangeline find their positions before following them. Leaning over to kiss Evangeline, I gasp when Koda jerks my hips down.

“I said sit on my face, not hover. We don’t hover in this pack.” Koda slaps my ass, causing me to squeal before he buries his tongue inside of me.

I don’t have long to focus on how good he’s making me feel before Evangeline’s hands find their way to my boobs. Without breaking the kiss, I reach down to run my fingers between her legs to find that she’s already moving against Koda’s stomach, leaving behind a trail of slick in her wake. Circling her clit, she moans into our kiss.

What follows is a bit of a blur as we all ride Koda. Evangeline is the first to come, breaking our kiss. She leans down and buries her teeth in my boob, surprising me into clamping down on Koda’s tongue. His moan vibrates straight through me as I come from her bite, his following just after. Tessa pulls Evangeline away from me before biting down on her neck on the side opposite Koda’s.

Koda’s teeth send me into a second orgasm before I roll off him, unable to move any part of my body. Evangeline joins me shortly after as we watch Tessa ride Koda’s cock. She curls into me so that I’m the big spoon. I definitely want a ride on Koda’s dick soon, but I’m already exhausted. I can barely keep my eyes open long enough to watch as Koda arches off the bed to dig his teeth into Tessa’s shoulder and her returning bite on his neck. It’s very clear when she locks down on them as they both start coming and never seem to stop.

I really do mean to stay awake, but between the three orgasms and Evangeline’s warmth tucked up against me, I never stood a chance.