Chapter sixteen
Ryn
Into your fire, I’ll burn there with you and you with me. And I’ll be so happy to be so ruined- Ryn Raines
I blink and moan. Someone has their hands on my ass, kneading it while their mouth is sucking hard on my neck. It feels so incredibly good, but I’m naked, and I don’t know how that happened.
But there’s something wrong. I frown, trying to figure out what it is. My heart races, and my mind stills. I ignore the mouth and the hot body pressed to mine. It’s a distraction. Something’s wrong. What’s wrong?
Envy.
I shove the alpha off me and rush to the stairs. I let out a shriek when someone grabs me from behind and pulls me back into the room.
I’m so hot and mad. My body is aching, throbbing with need, but the pain, the shock, pushes it all away. He left. He turned and walked away. I can’t have a heat without him. Oh, god, why did he leave?
All these thoughts collide so quickly in my brain, running around and around and leaving me with only one clear thought.
I need him.
I kick out and land a blow that makes my foot go numb. I’m dropped and scamper for the stairs again.
“Auryn!” A voice calls out seductively .
I look over my shoulder, seeing Mako leaning against the wall wearing no clothes at all. My eyes bug out of my head, and I whip away from him.
“Your clothes are off!” I say in a squeak.
“Come here, Omega.”
I let out a snarl and climb the stairs two at a time.
“Ryn,” Digs says and captures me around the waist. “You need to stop trying to escape.”
I snarl and whirl. This isn’t right. I don’t feel right. “Envy!” I scream as loud as I can.
He will come. If I shout loud enough, he will come.
“What do we do?” I hear Tyr ask the others.
“He’s not going to come,” Digs says under his breath.
Yes, he is. I know he is. He’s Envy. I can’t have a heat without him.
“Envy, please!”
“Ryn, he can’t be here, and it’s his choice.”
I look back at Digs. “He’s going to come back, I know he will.”
The three of them exchange long looks.
I call and call. The heat driving me into a frenzy of pacing until I finally collapse in a ball at the top of the stairs. I hug my knees to my chest.
A tear escapes and then another. More and more until I’m sobbing with all my broken heart.
“Fuck,” Mako murmurs and tries to approach, but I scream at him, just like all the other times.
“What do we do? She won’t let us near her, Tyr? It’s been twenty-four hours?”
I continue to whine. It hurts. It aches.
Tyr walks up the stairs, and when I shout, he ignores me. He picks me up, fending off my attacks, and carries me down to the bed where he sits and just holds me.
“It’s going to be okay, Ryn. Really.”
I punch his chest, but I don’t have the energy. My body is hurting, so bad, my heart is broken. How could he leave? Why would he leave?
Tyr puts a glass to my lips and tips some liquid into my mouth. I let it dribble out.
He growls and takes a mouthful and seals our lips together, forcing the liquid into my mouth and staying there until I’m forced to swallow.
“If I have to feed you like this, and get liquid into you like this, I’m going to,” he growls. “Now, drink.”
I shake my head, but he just repeats the process.
I shove at him, getting angry, but he just pins me to the bed and kisses more water into me .
I wiggle and shuffle under him, but I can’t stop the burn that ignites. His body is like a furnace. I gasp, and when he tries to leave, I grab his hips to hold him there. A small keening whine erupts from me. I like the feel of his weight pressing me into the bed.
I press my thighs together and shimmy against him. I breathe in that oak scent of his. I could roll in it or on him.
In the back of my mind, I’m aware that this isn’t me, that I’m devastated and hurt, but I can’t stop myself from leaning into his neck and inhaling that scent.
“Alpha,” I whimper.
Tyr is so beautiful. I reach up, running my fingers through his soft black hair.
“What do you want, Omega?”
What do I want? My head is hazy. It’s hard to think.
“It hurts,” I moan, my hips undulate, and for the first time in my adult life, I feel a cock against my pussy. My thighs fall apart, giving the alpha more room.
It startles me, but only for a second. Heat blazes through me, and I lose myself in it, leaning up to kiss his skin, touch him, but he backs off, and suddenly, Mako is there.
He seizes my lips in a scorching kiss that has my stomach flipping wildly before the cramps double down.
“Are you ready for knots now, fish?”
I moan. “Please. Please, I need it.”
“Yeah, I know you do. You were so brave and strong, but let us take care of you now.”
I whimper, but he kisses down my neck and licks a spot that makes my toes curl.
“You’re so very beautiful.”
I preen, and my thighs fall open, allowing him to settle between my legs.
“Is this your first time, Omega?” Mako purrs.
I jerk my head in a nod.
“Okay, then, we’re going to make it really good for you.”
I don’t even care, I just need…something. Knots, I don’t even know what one looks like. I just need the aching to go away.
Mako leans over me, letting out an alpha rumble that has slick running down between my butt cheeks. He holds himself up with one arm and slowly slides the other down my body and in between my legs.
I gasp, arching off the bed. “Yes, there! More.”
Every touch of each finger sets off a drumming in my ears, fireworks in my mind.
He flicks his finger over my clit, and I almost come with just that. I’ve never been this sensitive, this needy before.
Mako grins at me, intently watching my face. He presses a finger into me, his smile stretching wider as my eyes widen, and my mouth stretches in a silent cry .
My breath catches, and I thrash my head from side to side. I don’t know what to do, what I want. My hips lift, pushing against his hand, grinding against his fist.
“Mako!” I sob out.
“Just getting you ready,” he soothes and slides another long finger inside me.
A rough, rasping snarl bursts from me as I let him know my frustration. I wrap my arm around his, holding him in place. I squeeze my legs together, trying to stop the ache, but he just stills, watching me until I spread them wide again.
At last, he pulls back, and I feel something bigger press against my opening.
“Do you want me to go-”
I wrap my legs around his hips and drive myself up, impaling myself on his cock. It hurts, but nothing like I’ve been told, nothing compared to the desperate ache I’m feeling.
“Fuck!” Mako growls. His pupils are blown and sweat runs down his temple. He bites his bottom lip, tilts his head back, and lets out this masculine groan that has me weak.
I retreat, but he pushes back into me. The feeling, the friction, and the stretch has me whining.
“There’s so much slick,” Mako groans. “I’ve never seen so much.”
I let out another whine as he moves in a rhythm that slowly increases with speed. I catch on quickly and work with him, slamming my hips against his on every downstroke.
With each movement, the fire inside me burns brighter, pushing me towards some completion that feels like it might melt my brain.
Mako drops, covering my whole body with his. He laces our hands together and pins them to the bed.
“Oh, shit, oh, fuck, you feel so good, so damn good.”
He kisses my neck, sucking and dragging his teeth over my skin. I let out another whimper. But that pressure is building. It hurts. I need something…I need more.
“MAKO, PLEASE!” I scream.
He lets out a deep and threatening growl and slams his hips into mine. My eyes widen as I feel something bigger, something that is too big.
My mouth waters, I hunger for it even while I fear it. My mind focuses with single-minded intensity on what he’s doing between my legs. He grinds his hips into mine, but it’s not enough. I growl, tightening my fingers around him, and thrust up as he comes down.
His cock drives into me. There’s a moment of hesitation, and the knot forces its way into me.
I scream .
I’m a live wire, and all my nerves are firing. Sparking. I sob for breath and scream again. My body contracts, squeezing around that hard ring of flesh, milking it as the alpha above me pumps his seed into me with a feral howl.
I can feel him filling me up. It feels like it goes on forever. The whole time, my body drags out an orgasm until it turns almost painful. I’m left wrecked and ruined.
Nothing will ever be the same again.
Mako kisses me softly and murmurs nonsense words, but when he shifts, the sparks start again, and I scream and surrender to the heat.