Sinful Touch : A Dark Professor Romance

17. Jaxon

Ipull up to the front of my house and turn off my bike. The weather has calmed down, but my heartbeat hasn’t. Things went from zero to fucking a hundred quickly. My head is still spinning, from what happened at the book signing to my finding her on her bathroom floor to the note from Chad.

I wish she would have told me that something was going on with Chad, but at the same time, I don”t blame her for keeping her mouth shut. She isn’t stupid, and she knows that I have been with many women; everyone knows that.

But what she doesn’t know, and no one else knows, is that the moment I ran into her in my classroom, that was it for me; I was done for; she has consumed my every thought, action, and emotion. Seeing the look in her eyes at the book signing and her words telling me that she needed to leave, fucking broke me into a million little pieces.

I never want to see her walk away again, I never want to feel the emptiness in my chest that I felt as she left me standing there.

Everything in me told me to chase after her, but once again, my pride got in the way, and look at what almost fucking happened. If anything happens to her because of me, I will never be able to forgive myself.

She is my reason now, she is my everything, and I know I need to fucking show her that she is not like the others. She is different, that she and I together is fucking different.

Lil continues to wrap her arms around my waist. Resting my hand against her arm, I take a deep breath. After tonight, things will be different between us. Tonight, I will not just tell her that I love her, but I will show her with my actions.

The black room is the only way I know how to put her anxiety and doubts at bay. I need her to understand that the black room is the only way I know how to express my feelings for her.

She signed the contract, she told me that she is mine, and tonight I will show her what that statement actually fucking means.

The words from the note Chad left her continued to run over and over again inside my head. I have been watching her so fucking closely, to the point that when she signed the contract and went back to sleep, I put a fucking tracker in her phone, and all of the watching, I never saw Chad coming.

I knew that he hit on her and that she told him no and turned him down I was fucking there in the shadows watching it happen, Chad has also been a fucking playboy, but I never thought he would end up stalking her or leaving her letters.

That means he must have been watching me and her while I was watching her.

The thoughts in my head are dangerous and all fucking consuming.

I don”t know how long he has been leaving her letters, I don”t know how long he has been trying to steal her from me, but it won’t matter.

He thinks he can do whatever the fuck he wants without consequences. He has no idea what lines I am willing to cross to keep her all to my fucking self.

Lil releases her hold on me and slowly gets off of the bike, I turn and watch her closely as she removes the helmet and sets it on the seat.

I swing my leg over, standing still in front of her, her eyes searching mine. “What now?”

I smile and grab her hand, leading her up the stairs and to the front door of my house, I unlock the door and grab onto the doorknob, taking in a deep breath as I turn it and push open the door, I walk inside, forcing Lil to follow me, I close the door behind us and begin making my way up the staircase.

I stop at the very last door on the left, I reach into my pocket and take out the key putting it into the lock.

“If you want to leave, just say so at any time,” I say softly.

“Jax,” She whispers my nickname, fuck, I love the way she says my nickname; it is like dope running into my veins.

The way she talks to me makes my stomach fill with butterflies, something that has never happened with anyone else.

“What is your word, Darlin?” I ask softly.

I need her to remember her safe word. I need her to remember that at any fucking time, she can say that word, and I will stop.

“Black,” she answers.

“Good girl,” I whisper as I unlock the door and push it open. She turns and looks into the room, and she slowly begins making her way inside. I follow closely behind her, closing the door behind me and setting the key down on the nightstand in the corner.

This entire room is filled with unspoken desires and all the toys needed to bring those desires to life.

In the middle of the room, there is a black king-size bed, the bed frame is metal, I look over the chains that are attached to the top and bottom frame of the bed, just waiting to be used.

All the walls are black and covered with different chains and whips.

There are four big dressers, each one leaning against the wall, each drawer containing more toys and more things to explore with her.

Lil stops at the end of the bed and takes in a deep breath, I walk up behind her and start to remove her jacket, she allows me as she continues to scan over the room.

“Remove your shoes, shirt, and leggings,” I demand in a low, dark voice.

I take a step back and watch her do as she is told without a word.

Her movements make my heart race as she removes her clothing and is now standing in front of me in only her bra and panties.

I walk into her and grab her by the throat, forcing her to look up at me, her eyes are wild filled with desire and love.

“You are the only one I want, Darlin. There is no one else, and there will never be anyone else. Do you understand me?” I confessed to her.

“Yes,” she responds, and there is no doubt in her voice.

“Yes, what, Darlin?” I ask, needing to hear the name.

“Yes, Sir,” She says calmly.

I lean in and kiss her forehead, “Get on your knees and place your hands on your legs. “

I release my hold on her and take a step back, giving her room to do what I just asked.

She nods and slowly lowers herself to her knees. She rests her hands on each one of her legs, making my cock pulse against my jeans.

“You are perfect,” I say through gritted teeth.

“Say it again.” She pleads with me, and I can see it in her eyes: She needs me, she needs validation.

I kneel in front of her, I grab her by the throat pulling her closer to me, my lips almost touching hers. “You are perfect. I love you, Darlin, do you hear me? I fucking love you.”

“I love you too.”

My heart stops with her confession, I slowly stand up forcing her to get up as well. I release my hold on her throat and reach behind her undoing her bra, I quickly remove it and throw it to the ground.

I grab the top of her underwear and lower them down, they fall to her ankles, I watch as she steps out of them and kicks them to the side.

I quickly remove my shoes, socks, pants, and T-shirt. she grabs onto the top of my boxers and lowers them down, I watch as she lowers down with them, I lift each foot, watching her remove my boxers and throw them to the side, she looks up at me and leans in gently kissing my cock.

Fuck.

I reach down and grab onto her throat forcing her to stand up, a smile forms across her lips as I lean in and smash my lips to hers. I start to walk forward, causing her to move backward until the back of her legs hits the bed, and we both fall. I place my free hand next to her head, lifting me off of her. I pull back, breaking the kiss.

“Do you trust me, Darlin?” I ask softly.

“Yes, Sir,” she says without needing to think.

I smile as I lean back in, connecting my lips to hers, I release my grip on her throat and reach between us, I grab onto my cock and place the tip at her entrance, I pull back again just enough to look over her face,

“You are mine, all fucking mine Liliana” I confirm, needing her to know, needing her to understand that this fucking changes everything.

“I’m yours,” She confirms.

She wraps her legs around my waist pulling me into her, I push myself into her pussy, her walls tightly wrapping around my cock as I still for a moment.

“This is going to hurt Darlin,” I warn her.

“I want you, Jax,” she whispers.

I slowly push in more. Feeling the barrier trying to keep me out, I pull back and push back, breaking through the barrier.

“Jax,” She whimpers as she shoves her face into my chest; I release my cock and grab onto her throat, forcing her to lay back down as I start to move in and out of her at a low but steady pace.

This isn”t about fucking her. This is about claiming her, showing her that I do love her, that I am different because of her.

I start to pick up my pace as I tighten my grip on her throat, her eyes start to roll back into the back of her head, as I pull back.

She lets out a moan as I continue to go faster and harder, I am trying to hold back with this being her first time, but I can feel it. My balls are already starting to tighten with how fucking tight her pussy is, revalidating to me that no one else has had her this way, and no one else ever fucking will.

I tighten my grip on her throat more, watching her face start to get red. She lets out a moan as I lean in and lick the tears away from her cheeks.

Fuck me.

A growl leaves me as I loosen my grip. She takes in a deep breath as I tighten once again, watching her face get redder and redder, her body starting to fight for air, her pussy wraps tighter and tighter around my cock,

“You’re such a good fucking girl, Darlin, that’s it let go,” I whisper as I loosen my grip on her throat. I close my eyes and lean in, shoving my face into her shoulder as I feel her body starting to shake from her release. She will always fucking cum first.

My balls continue to tighten as I pick up the pace even more, tightening my grip on her throat once again. There is something about breath play that fucking destroys me in the best possible way; there is just something about a person allowing you to cut off their air, the trust they put in you not to kill them, that fucking drives me crazy.

“You are mine forever, Darlin,” I whisper against her skin as I finally allow my release to take hold and fill her sore, bleeding, wet pussy.