Chapter 38
MONTREAL, CANADA
“ Are you okay with this?” Indy asked as he yanked his t-shirt off to throw it on the floor. She felt absolutely divine in the palm of his hands. Perfectly made for him.
Letting her down on her feet, he looked at her blood-rushed lips. Her heaving chest. That casual yet classy black dress that hugged her curves. “Yes. Are you? We can stop if you’re scared of?—”
“I’m not scared of getting caught. We fucked in public spaces before. I just—you’re not doing okay, and I don’t want you to think I’m disregarding your feelings or anything.”
His heart was about to burst at the seams. Her selflessness was the most attractive thing about her. “I know you’re not. I’m going to be just fine. But we can stop here and wait until we get to the hotel later. I just need to fuck you so hard that you’ll forget your own name.”
Her smile weakened his knees. “Then fuck me, Huxley. Now.” In the next breath, his lips crashed on her own, a moan escaping her throat.But before he could even get lost in her touch, her desire, Indy paused. He leaned forward to capture her mouth, but she pressed her palm to his chest. “Wait, wait, wait.”
“What is it?” His brows knitted together.
She sighed, shaking her head. “I can’t believe I forgot to ask, but your dad told me about Erica… How are you feeling?”
Was it inconsiderate of him to not feel anything at all? That no guilt or regret or sadness flooded his senses? That part of himself felt relieved for her because maybe now she was at peace? “I’m not particularly sad.”
A delicate caress was pressed to his cheek. “That’s okay.”
“I grieved for her for way too long. She’s been dead to me for a while, but I guess that I’ve always wanted nothing more but for her to be happy, and maybe she is now.”
Indy nodded, searching his gaze for a moment. “Okay. Good.”
“Can we get back to business now? Time’s ticking.”
The instant she nodded, he was stealing her breath away, his tongue moving in a fiery tango with hers. He cupped her face, as though he was anchoring himself to her, because his knees felt like giving up on him at the way she brazenly kissed him.
“Quiet,” he commanded when she moaned again.
“I know.” Her hands caressed his shoulders as he unzipped her dress. “Ava warned me.”
Miles frowned. “Ava? Jesus. How often does she and Rowan fuck in his room?”
“I don’t know. I don’t care right now.” She pushed on his chest to make him step back, then let the dress pool at her feet.
Miles felt his jaw going slack as he passed his fingers through his hair. “Holy fuck. This red on you… You are so sexy.”
“Thank you.”
“I love that you own so many nice things. But I’m going to spoil the shit out of you with new lingerie when we get back to Monaco.”
She grabbed him by the back of the neck, those addicting lips finding his and stealing the breath straight from his lungs. He palmed her breasts, smirking when he felt her nipples pebbling, and braced a hand around her throat, applying enough pressure around her windpipe to make her gasp.
“You’re going to be a good girl and be quiet?”
Indy nodded, unbuttoning his jeans. When her knuckles brushed over his erection, he whimpered. “Yes. And you? Gonna be a good boy for me and not make a sound?”
Miles dropped to his knees, unable to resist her sultry voice, letting his lips skim over her thigh before hooking her leg over his shoulder.
“Let me see how much of a pretty boy you are when you’re on your knees.” Tilting his chin upwards with the tip of her forefinger, the salacious smile she gave him made his pulse thunder. “So handsome.”
Knowing they needed to hurry, Miles pulled her lace underwear to the side despite wanting to take his sweet, sweet time with her. At the sight before him, his fingers dug into her thigh—claiming. Branding. Embedding one word: mine . “You’re drenched, baby.”
Indy unclasped her bra, letting it fall beside his discarded shirt, and toyed with her piercings. Miles groaned, keeping his gaze locked to hers as he licked a flat line from her entrance to her clit.
She tipped her head back, a sigh escaping her nose. His tongue lapped at her clit, her sweet taste making him lose his mind. His left hand cupped her ass, kneading, as his right one slipped inside his briefs to take his erection out.
He pumped himself whilst devouring Indy. She was rolling her hips, spreading her wetness all around. A hand shielded her mouth, her brows pinched with pleasure as she kept playing with her nipples.
He emitted another grunt when her fingers tangled with his hair, tugging at the roots, holding his mouth where she needed him the most.
“Oh, fuck,” she whispered, her body convulsing.
She unravelled with the sexiest silent cry, her head tipped back, perky breasts pushed out. He kept licking her clit until she stopped trembling, then rose to his full height and pushed his briefs and jeans down just enough to free his cock.
Her pupils were blown wide, a blush coating her cheekbones. He kissed her, and she moaned softly at the taste of herself on his tongue. Tugging her scrap of lace down, he brought his cock between her legs, rubbing the tip over her arousal.
“You’re always soaked for me.”
“Huxley.” She arched off the wall, but he pushed her back into it, hooking one of her legs around his hip. He circled her clit with the tip of his cock then brought it to her entrance, teasing her by leaving it there. “I need you.”
“Beg for it.”
Her nails dug in his shoulders, a soft cry sticking in her throat when he brought his mouth around a nipple. He pushed inside her—barely an inch—then retreated, and repeated the action. Feeling how wet she was, how ready she was, made his mind go into a frenzy.
“Come on,” he whispered before sucking the swell of her breast, leaving a reddish mark. “You’re the prettiest when you beg. Let me hear you say it.”
Her hands travelled down to his biceps, up towards his shoulders before drifting down his back until she bracketed his ass. “Please. Please, Huxley.”
“Beautiful.” He entered her in a swift motion, covering her mouth with his palm, though he didn’t manage to control the grunt rumbling in his throat. “So desperate for my cock.”
Bringing both her legs around his waist, he rutted into her restlessly, burying his face in the crook of her neck. She tried to contain her moans to herself, failing miserably when he slammed roughly into her.
Miles also wanted to be loud. To make her understand how she made him feel, but his voice was only a gravelly whisper. “Fuck. You’re so tight. So soaked that you’re drenching my cock. But I need you to be quiet. Or else I won’t make you come.”
Indy threw her head back, her eyes rolling when he pulled out to the tip and thrust back in. Her nails were probably leaving crescent marks on his shoulders, but he loved the slight pain.
His fingertips dug into her ass as he continued to piston into her, hard, fast. Their bated breaths echoed in the room, a bead of sweat rolling down his chest when his rhythm picked up.
“Or maybe it’s what you want, right? Moan my name to let everyone know you’re being fucked so hard that you won’t walk straight tomorrow. That you’ll walk out of here with my cum dripping down your thighs. Do you want that?”
Indy whimpered. Miles watched her expression full of ecstasy, full of pleasure—those glazed eyes holding his gaze, those flushed cheeks, those enticing lips he couldn’t stay away from.
He kissed her again, then pulled out, putting her down. He made her spin around, pressing her chest into the wall, then entered her again. He kept her pressed to his damp torso, looping an arm around her front to grab her breast.
“Yes,” she hissed, tipping her head on his shoulder.
Holding a groan in, Miles watched as she brought a hand to her clit. “You’re doing so well. Taking my cock like a good girl. Touching yourself to get there faster.”
He slammed into her, rough and unrestrained, pinching her nipples to make her writhe. “Huxley,” she whispered.
“I know, baby. You’re doing so well.” He peppered kisses to the side of her neck, his bated breaths fanning across her skin. “I’ve never wanted someone the way I want you, Indy. It’s never been like this for me. Ever.”
Her free hand tangled with his hair, tugging as her legs trembled. She closed her thighs, a moan catching in her throat when his palm found her hip. “For me, too.”
He felt his abdomen tighten, a blinding white light flashing in his eyes when his cock twitched. He sped up, fingers plucking her taut nipple.
Miles braced her throat with his hand, bringing his lips to her ear. “I’m fucking obsessed with you. You’re mine. I’m yours. I’ve always been yours. And I’m going to show the world that there’s only you for me.”
Those words seemed to bring her on the edge of the precipice. Indy fell apart, her cry muffled by his hand, her body shaking so hard that Miles couldn’t help but unravel, too. He groaned and gasped into her shoulder, shaking when she clenched around him.
With a few sloppy thrusts, he made sure to ride them through their high, coaxing Indy with soft kisses on the side of her neck.
He chuckled, then turned her face to peck her lips. “Holy shit. I can cross something off my bucket list now.”
Indy laughed softly, her back heaving against his damp chest. “How many girls have you wanted to bring in here to shag after a race?”
Miles pulled out, but made sure to gather his release on the tip of his fingers to push it back into her. “Just one. You.”
Her body shuddered. “I’m flattered.”
He made her spin around, planting a soft kiss on her lips. “Hi,” he whispered.
Indy giggled softly. “Hi.”
Laying his forehead onto hers, he sighed, feeling his smile widen. His heartbeat still erratic. His fingers shake. “I’m going to tell Kai about us. I think it’s time we have this conversation, and if it’s okay with you, I want to be the one to talk to him.”
Indy nodded, her thumbs caressing his jaw. “Are you sure?”
“Am I sure about you? Us? Yes. I’m telling your brother first. Then I’ll call your parents. I’m sure everyone’s already suspecting that we’re a thing anyway.”
Her cheeks turned redder. “It’s not like you came running over to me and kissed me in front of cameras, or anything.”
Chuckling, he pecked her nose. “Right.”
“Okay, Golden Boy. Let’s do this.”
When they were freshened up and she tried to put her panties on, Miles swatted her hand away, balled the lace, and put it in his jeans pocket. “You’re going to walk out there with my cum dripping down your thighs. You so much as complain, and I’ll have to fuck you all over again at the hotel against the window to show everyone who you belong to.”
“God, who are you?” She feigned shock, though the heat blazing around her pupils made his cock harden once more. “Such a gentleman behind closed doors.”
“So, what did you want to talk to me about?”
Miles sat down in the chair beside Kai, allowing himself a moment to stare at the setting sun reflecting a golden hue on the lake. When he turned to look at his best friend, the latter was holding a beer between both hands, a peaceful expression on his features as he soaked in the warmth of the evening sun.
With two weeks of break between two races, Miles had rented a small cabin near Montreal and invited his closest friends to spend a few days disconnected from the real world.
Miles then looked over his shoulder to where Indy stood next to the barbecue Thiago was managing. She was chuckling at something Romeo had said. Ezra was here, too, doubling over in laughter with Ava who wiped the corner of her eye. Kamari and Rowan were setting the table, and whatever Rowan had said made Kamari roll her eyes, though Miles didn’t miss her smile. Charlie was joining Thiago at the barbecue, a cheeky grin on his lips.
Nothing made him happier than spending quality time with his favourite people.
“Miles?”
He looked back to Kai. “Yeah. Sorry. Got distracted for a sec.”
“Oh, yeah? By my sister?”
Miles leaned his elbows atop his thighs and rubbed the back of his neck. He stared at the still water, knowing that Kai was looking at him with that shit-eating grin of his. As his heart started beating faster, he was aware that he was about to confess to Kai that he had broken the only rule they had set. That he’d fallen so hard for Indy that he couldn’t imagine a life where she wasn’t part of it. That he’d take a bullet for her.
He found his friend’s gaze, then straightened himself. “Look. I’m going to be honest with you, okay? And I just need you to listen to me before you say anything.”
Kai nodded and took a sip of his beer.
Miles took a deep breath. “I’m head over heels in love with Indy.”
Kai paused, pressing his lips in a thin line. “What?”
“I love your sister, man. She’s everything to me. I’ve never felt that way about anyone, and I just—” He laughed, perhaps nervously, raking fingers through his hair. “You know I’ve met a shit ton of girls before. But the way I feel about Indy… She’s the first woman I’ve wanted to marry from the first kiss. I look at her, and I just see a lifetime with her by my side, you know? She makes me feel good. She makes me happy, and I think I make her happy, too. She makes me want to be a better man. I also know that she’s going to be successful—more than you and me—and I just want to cheer her on for the rest of our lives. This isn’t a fling, or a simple crush. I think I’ve loved Indy for a while, and now I know that I want to marry this girl. I mean, she’s it for me.”
Kai’s brows were high with surprise, but the emotion swamping his eyes didn’t go unnoticed. He cleared his throat, exhaled, and took another drink of his beer, smiling behind the rim. “Miles. My guy. Took you long enough.”
“And I—what?”
Kai laughed. “I know I can be clueless sometimes, but I’ve known that you were obsessed with my sister for years. You kissed her on live TV for fuck’s sake. I was just waiting for you to tell me. To realise it.”
Miles’ brows pinched together in a confused frown. “How?”
“The way you look at her. Come to her defence. Break down your fucking ice walls just for her. You don’t just let anyone in, and to be honest, I’ve been waiting my whole damn life for you two to fall in love.”
“But you?—”
“I was messing with you when I told you to stay away. If there’s one guy who deserves Indy’s goodness, it’s you. And if there’s one man who’s going to treat her right, it’s you. She’s been with idiots who didn’t care about her, or wanted her to find a connection to our parents, or belittled her for being a woman working in motorsports and having a better future than any of them. You, my guy, you let her shine. Support her. Love her. You’re all she needs.”
Miles swallowed the heavy knot in his throat. “Kai.”
“Does she know yet?”
Why was his heart still in racing mode? He cast a glance to where Indy was, dancing to the beat of the music and chanting the lyrics. She truly had given him something to look forward to outside of winning a championship. “No. I’m going to tell her soon.”
Kai set his bottle down and stood up. “Come here, man.”
Their embrace was full of brotherly love as Miles tried to keep his emotions at bay.
“Thank you,” was the only thing Kai said when they parted ways.
“You’re not pissed off?”
“Nah. I knew you’d make a move on her.”
“I think she was the one to make a move on me.”
Kai turned to look at his sister. “I’m not surprised. But wait… What about the chick you’ve been hooking up with for the past couple of years? She took that well?”
Only a weighted glance was thrown at Kai.
Slowly, realisation flashed in his eyes as he tipped his head back and groaned. “Bro. You’ve been fucking my sister behind my back for so long and I can’t believe it took you years to fall for her.”
“Trust me, it was a challenge not to let feelings get in the way.”
Kai shook his head in disbelief then waved to their friends, his voice booming louder when he shouted, “Yo! Romeo and Ezra, you both owe me two hundred bucks each.”
Romeo and Ezra exchanged a glance, everything stilling around them.
“Why the fuck would we do that?” Romeo asked. Then his eyes rounded as he turned to Indy. “Oooh shit, no way! Indy, I truly had faith in you.”
Indy, who was still standing next to Thiago, frowned. “I’m so confused right now.”
But Miles hit the back of Kai’s head. “You did not make a fucking bet with those two motherfuckers.”
Kai looked proud of himself. “I did. And I won.”
Barking out a laugh, Miles shook his head at his friends’ recklessness. His gaze locked to Indy’s, and the world ceased to exist. Yeah, that girl right there? She was the love of his life, and it was all that mattered. No amount of trophies or championships could level up to the power of her love.