Love You More
Knight
She’s pregnant.That’s all I can think as we enter my apartment. I move behind her and splay my hands on her belly. Burying my face in her neck, I inhale.
I imagine this is what heaven is like. Four years of making love to this woman and she gets pregnant now. It was meant to be.
It’s like a weight has been lifted from my shoulders. I know what I want the rest of my life to be like. I want it to be filled with days of loving this woman until my last breath.
“Let me get you out of these wet clothes,” I say as I reach for the tie on her dress.
“I think you’re more wet than I am.”
“Then we definitely need to fix that.”
Her laugh fills my apartment, causing me to smile from ear to ear. I nip at her neck as I peel the dress from her shoulders and drop it to the floor. She won’t be needing that for the rest of the night.
Rem turns in my arms and faces me. Reaching for the hem of my T-shirt, she peels the wet fabric from my skin. I help her lift it over my head and toss it down with her dress.
I don’t give her time to go for my jeans. I need to feel her lips against mine. I kiss her deeply as it plays in my head that she’s carrying my child.
“I love you,” I say against her lips.
“I love you too,” she whispers.
“Say it again,” I command as I lift her onto my waist.
She cups my face and places her forehead to mine. “I love you, Knight. I’ve loved you for a long time. I’ve just been too scared to admit it.”
“You never have to fear anything with me ever again, baby. You never had to be afraid in the first place. I’ll always protect you and now our baby.”
I rub her back as I beam with happiness. I never thought that bullet in my back would lead to everything I’ve ever wanted. I take her lips again and start to move for my bedroom.
Shoving my hands into the back of her panties, I knead her cheeks. I savor the feel of my woman in my arms. When I slip two fingers between her crack, reaching for her center, they come away soaked and wet. I groan and lick her lips.
Gently, I place her on the edge of the bed. The look of trust pouring from her gaze swells my chest. I love this woman so much.
Removing my drenched jeans, I keep my eyes on hers. I kick them and my boxers to the side. Dropping to my knees before her, I bite my lip in anticipation of her taste as her soft moan fills the air.
“I haven’t touched you yet, baby,” I chuckle.
“Please, I need you to.”
I’m not going to deny my woman anything she pleads for. I peel her panties down and toss them. She’s bare to me from the waist down.
“Turn over. Ass up and in my face,” I demand.
She moves quickly to her hands and knees on the edge of the bed. Her glistening pussy in my face like an offering. Palming her ass cheeks, I marvel at the sight.
I nip the left cheek, then the right. The arch of her back drives me to bring her more tortured pleasure before I dive in for the gold. I coax her legs further open and dip my head to suck on her inner thigh.
She rocks her hips, greedy for more. Still, I take my time marking what’s mine. When she starts to play with her clit, I knock her hands away.
“I’m in control here. Wait for it,” I say.
“Knight,” she whimpers.
“I’m going to take care of it. Relax and enjoy, gorgeous.”
Moving to her other thigh I mark it as well. Her inner thighs are covered when I sit back on my heels to admire my work. My marks on her dark skin make me so fucking hard, I have to grit my teeth to calm myself.
Parting her folds with my long fingers, I give her just what we both want. She’s so slick and sweet. I feast on her like it’s my first meal in years.
“Knight,” she cries out. “Yes, please, yes.”
Her hips rock against my face, and I love it. I make love to her pussy with my tongue. When she tries to run, I chase her down and bring her back upright to devour her some more.
“Mmm-mm,” I hum into her as her juices coat my face.
When her pleas for a reprieve ring out, I chuckle and slap her ass. I lick the sting away and lift from my knees. Swiftly, I palm the base of my cock and guide my way into her wet heat.
“Knight.”
“Rem,” we call each other’s names in unison.
I bite my lip and throw my head back. She feels so good. Better than I’ve ever known. I don’t know if it’s because she’s finally admitted to me that she loves me or if it’s because she’s having my baby. Either way, she feels incredible.
I don’t move fast. I want to savor each stroke. Slowly, I glide a hand up her smooth back, letting my nails bite into her skin.
“Look at me,” I say huskily.
She turns to look over her shoulder and our eyes connect. I continue to stroke her slow. At least, I do until she moans and starts to squeeze her walls around me. I lose it.
I don’t know whether I want to keep thrusting or gyrate to get all in them guts. So, I do a bit of both, tagging that ass.
“Ah, you feel so good. You feel that. You feel how hard you have me,” I grunt. “I’m going to tear this shit up all night.”
Rem gushes all over me, but it’s her words that blow through me and make me crazed with possessiveness.
* * *
Reminisce
“Mm,show me you know this pussy is yours,” I cry out as he wrecks my walls.
I’m on the verge of tears as he plows into me. Happy, pleasure-filled tears. My toes curl against his thighs.
“Fuck,” he roars. “Damn right you’re mine. You’ve been mine from the first time you let me in this pussy. I can’t stop coming back to you.”
My heart bursts as he says the words. I’ve only ever longed for him after that first time. I wish I had the courage then to see what I had.
“I just needed you to see that we’re perfect for each other. No matter how long we needed to take to get our shit together, I knew you would be mine in the end.”
I think I fall in love with him all over again. Hearing him admit that he was waiting for the right time, waiting for me to conquer my fears, warms me in a way I can’t explain. Many times, I wanted to give up on myself and here he is, loving me still.
He tugs my head back, lifting my body until my back is to his sweaty chest. He covers my mouth with his and plunges his tongue inside. It’s too much but perfect at the same time.
“I’m coming,” I breathe into his mouth.
“Come, baby. I want to feel you soak my cock with that tight pussy.”
I bite my lip as my orgasm hits like a sledgehammer. My head feels like it explodes. Like, I seriously have a slight headache as I come down.
However, he doesn’t stop. He pounds away until he bottoms out and I come screaming once more. I think my heart is going to give as we collapse onto the bed.
Knight maneuvers us so that we’re lying the right way in the bed. I start to laugh when he rolls on top of me and settles between my legs. He nuzzles my bra covered breasts before settling with his cheek against the right one.
“I hope it’s a girl,” he murmurs.
I chuckle. “Why?”
“Because I want to have a princess that looks like you. You’re incredible to me. I want to have a little girl that’s as smart and beautiful as you are inside and out. She’ll have everything that she wants.”
“Weren’t you the one who said you didn’t like being spoiled?”
“It will be different. We’ll raise her to know that she has the world at her fingertips and someday she’ll be able to make a difference with that.”
“I want to teach her to be fearless.”
Knight’s quiet for a moment. When he lifts his head and looks into my eyes, I see so much compassion. I hold my breath and wait.
“You have always been fearless. One bad day took you for a loop, babe. We’re all entitled to have our limits. Violence and having your life threatened is yours.”
I cup his face. “With you, I feel like I can take on anything. Maybe I’ll return to the DOJ.”
“The hell you will,” he says.
I burst into laughter. “I was joking.”
He keeps our eyes locked as he places a hand on my belly. So much love fills his gaze. I fight back the tears.
“This is our fresh start. We can do anything we want as long as we do it together. Boy, girl, whatever we have, we’re a family.”
“I like the way that sounds.”
He moves to hover over me. I caress his jaw as he places his forehead to mine like I did him earlier. I lift to kiss him.
It starts as a soft tender kiss but becomes more passionate by the second. I lock my arms around his neck and hold him close. When he slides back inside me, I break the connection and sigh in contented bliss. I never want to be without this ever again. I’ve found my way to what my brother and sister have.
“I love you.”
“I love you more, Rem. I love you so much more.”