8. Lilly
Chapter 8
Lilly
“ F uck, Lills,” Noah moans into my neck. One of his hands is speared through my hair, directing me where he wants me, and the other is pressed into the back of my head to keep it from slamming into the front door.
I’m panting. My body is on fire, and every single place Noah touches threatens to make me explode before I’m ready.
He rolls his hips into mine, his erection digging into my lower stomach. I push back against him. I need the friction more than I need air.
“Please, Noah.”
He presses his soft lips against mine. I do not remember being this swept up in Noah’s kisses. He was always a fantastic kisser, but this is a whole other level of awesome. Maybe it’s just been too long since I last kissed anyone.
I don’t have time to dwell on that thought because Noah is pulling me down the hallway of my childhood home. He heads straight for my room, not even stopping to ask if I was sleeping there.
How many times did I sit in that living room and wish we could do this? All the moments we almost got caught getting handsy under the blanket flash through my head. I’m about to have sex with Noah James in my bed. I feel like my mom is going to come back from the dead to lecture me on making good choices.
Well, you know what, Mother? I know this is a bad choice, but I’m doing it anyway. Ever since I saw Noah at the grocery store, I haven’t been able to get my mind off him. Having him save me tonight reminded me exactly what I loved about him, and right now, I could use that kind of affection.
The lock on my bedroom door clicks. I’ve been so engrossed in kissing Noah that I hadn’t even realized we’d made it into my room.
“I feel like your mom is going to yell at us for having the door closed.”
I giggle. “I was just thinking the same thing. I bet she’s steaming mad right now.”
Noah smirks at me, but the light in his eyes dims a little bit. “I’m really sorry you lost them, Lills.”
I kiss him. “Shh. We’re not talking tonight, remember?” I can’t afford to have logic and reason disrupt my desire to have sex with Noah.
“You did win the bet fair and square.” He nips at the skin on my neck as he pushes me back onto the bed.
His nimble fingers pop the button on my jean shorts, and then he’s pulling at the waistband to slide them down my legs. My underwear follows quickly behind, and I pull off my tank.
“Fuck, you’re even more beautiful than I remember,” Noah groans.
I have to bite my tongue to keep from refuting that statement. I look nothing like I did when I was eighteen. Having Noelle changed my body in more ways than I can count, but I’m not about to bring her up tonight.
Noah’s hands are everywhere on my skin. It’s as if he can’t stop touching me until every inch of my body has been explored.
My fingers pluck at his shirt. “You have entirely too many clothes on still.”
The lamplight highlights Noah’s smirk. “Then you better get to work.”
That playfulness I always loved about him makes me smile. I set his glasses on my nightstand and make quick work of his shirt, moving on to his pants soon after. They get stuck on his ass, and he leans up on his knees to push them off his legs. Before he drops them onto the floor, he twists to pull out his wallet, grabbing out a condom that he throws onto the bed.
My jaw drops when I catch sight of the tattoo he has on his rib cage. A full bouquet of lilies is wrapped up in a ribbon that seems to be on fire. Ash floats toward his back as if it’s being blown away by the wind.
I don’t dare ask him about it, too afraid of his answer to question the meaning.
Then Noah’s head drops to my stomach, and his tongue runs up the middle of my chest. My nipples tighten at the sensation. “Fuck,” I whisper.
“That’s the idea.” Noah grins against my breast. His tongue wraps around my nipple, sending an electrical current straight to my clit. My fingers spread through his sandy blond hair. I want him closer. I lift my hips in an effort to get more stimulation, but he’s too far away.
His fingers pluck at my other nipple until I’m a writhing mess of sensations. I can’t take it anymore. I need more. “Please,” I whimper, too lost in my desire to feel bad about begging.
“I’ll get you there. Have a little patience,” he murmurs as he starts a slow descent down my body. His big palms slide up my thighs, widening my legs until I’m completely exposed to him. God, this is overwhelming. But I don’t have time to dwell on it before his mouth consumes me.
I cry out. “Noah!”
He growls against my core. “I love hearing my name on your lips.”
Sounds flow out of me as Noah’s tongue expertly sends my body into overdrive. Then his fingers slide into my pussy, and it only takes a few swipes before I’m exploding around him.
My entire body shakes with the force of my orgasm. Never in my life have I come this hard.
“Fuck, watching you come is the hottest thing I’ll ever see.” Noah wipes his mouth on my thigh. He kisses up my body until his hips settle against mine. Just that little bit of pressure has my body ready for more. I reach down to grab his cock and slide his head through my wet slit. It’s a decadent feeling, one I never thought I’d feel with this man again.
He stretches over to grab the condom and rips it open with his teeth. I take it from the package and slide it onto him. A flashback from when we were teens, doing this for the first time, hits me so hard I almost gasp from it.
I shake away the memory. I can’t afford to think about that right now. All I want is one moment to pretend like nothing has happened between us. As if there are no hurt feelings or emotions threatening to take me over.
I press Noah’s cock to my entrance, and as he slides inside me, his blue eyes meet mine, our gazes colliding like magnets forced together without our permission. I lift my head to kiss him, needing a reprieve from the intensity.
It’s as if I rang a starting bell. The moment my lips meet his, Noah begins to thrust inside me like a man possessed. His cock slides deep with every bruising crash of his hips against mine.
It’s simultaneously everything and not enough.
He hits a spot that makes me gasp against his mouth, and my core tightens around him.
Suddenly, he’s pulling out of me, and I whimper at the loss of him. I don’t get a chance to say anything because he flips me over by my hips and lifts my ass into the air. Noah slams back inside me the next second, and I cry out. His fingers dig into my hips as he pounds into me. I’m lost. Utterly consumed by him.
There’s nothing left for me to do but take what he’s giving me, and for the first time in so long, I let go of everything. I allow him to push me to heights I’ve only ever dreamed of reaching. My body is his to do with how he pleases, and I’ll happily follow him over the edge. No matter where it takes me.
“Come on my cock, Lilly. Right. Fucking. Now.”
With no other choice, I explode.