Zoinks! Nice Pack, Bro

24. Fucks Me Up

CHAPTER 24

FUCKS ME UP

Cameron

O ne Month Later

My cock is buried in Sadie’s sleeping body. Her ass grinding against me in her sleep as she tries to fuck herself on me during whatever dream she is having. Shifting up and down my shaft as she whimpers out in pleasure. One of her hands reached out, finding my hand and squeezing it in her sleep as she shivers.

So responsive.

She is already ready to come around me and I hadn’t even moved yet. Haven’t even started to really fuck her into the mattress and wake her up with an orgasm.

“Please.'' The soft sound from her lips have me start rocking against her as she melts into me, half awake as she tries to wake up for me.

The sunlight from the morning started to leak into my bedroom windows.

I used to keep the black out curtains closed all the time but Sadie likes waking up to sunlight. It made her feel safer. And I would do anything to keep her happy. So I always would open them when she was in my bed, letting her wake up to sunlight on her face. If she wasn’t in my bed I let the darkness consume me. Which made sense since Sadie was my sunshine .

My hand slides down, rubbing her wet clit as she whines out again. Her perfume saturates the air around us. She had insisted she wasn’t close to a heat but the way that she smelled lately had all of us questioning if that was true.

She had come off her suppressants and I knew Jace had gently asked about getting some testing done but she hadn’t bit the bullet with any of that.

“Come on my cock, brat. Show me you can be a good girl for me.” Calling Sadie a good girl was kryptonite.

Her orgasm squeezes my cock as I press inside of her deeper. Pressing so I am fitting my knot inside of her. A soft gasp as she wakes up fully now. Her hand squeezing mine as I near my own finish.

“Cam, I’m going to come again.” My little somnophiliac, perfect for me, coos out in a still heavy with sleep voice.

Nipping her ear, kissing the lobe she whimpers out as another orgasm shakes through her and I follow along with her, letting myself rut out my pleasure. I’m filling the condom as Sadie cries out, loud enough that she definitely woke someone up.

Good .

My mind is thinking about how I want to fill her with my cum. Breed my pretty little omega and watch her fill out with my baby growing inside of her. But I don’t tell Sadie that because I don’t want to scare her.

Kissing her neck as she whines, rolling against me as the needy part of my omega comes out. I love when she is like this. Touchy and sweet as we lay, languidly touching, and kissing as we wait for my knot to come down.

I wish it could stay inside her all day.

After a bit she’s stretching out as I slip from her. Sadie rolls over, her blue eyes on me as I pull off the condom, throwing it in the trash can before reaching out to draw her back to me for a little while longer.

It’s Friday, so she will be getting up to shower in the next ten minutes and then walking with Jace down to the coffee shop to get coffee and have time together before Sadie goes to work for the day.

We’re in the middle of a huge project so even though Sadie has a half day today we won’t be able to pick her up for lunch like we have been doing for the past few weeks. And since she hadn’t agreed to join us at work we won’t get to see her until dinner tonight.

I hate that.

Since she has moved in with us we’ve fallen into a good rhythm. We’re used to each other and have a routine like an old bonded pack.

Mornings are for her and Jace. They like to walk down to the coffee shop together and start their day like that. This is where Jace gets to go over any plans for the day with her and check in to make sure she has everything that she needs. He feels better making sure she has something to eat and takes her medicine. When he drops her off at work he can go about his day at ease.

The afternoon we all try to make sure we have lunch with her. Either driving to her job and having dinner in the SUV or taking her out to one of the local places so we can make sure our omega is okay and taken care of. If we can’t all make it we try to have as many people as possible go to have lunch with our girl.

After work, Ant usually takes her to the gym where they work out together. They usually go to a local gym because there are omega safe spaces. Sadie and Ant always post pictures together and he posts them on his social media as his way of claiming our omega as his.

When they come home Pax likes to make sure our omega is cleaned up and taken care of while he or Jace work on dinner to feed her. He either showers with her and washes her body or will give her a bath after dinner. He reads to her and talks to her about her day to ease our omega and make sure she is calm. Her emotions are always well regulated by our pack lead.

Before bed is our time together. She likes to play video games with me or she’ll curl up in my lap as I work on new security projects. I like that she needs to be close to me and uses me as her grounding before bed. It makes me feel like I’m important to her and useful.

Then she usually picks a bed to sleep in, rotating most nights so it's someone different. Or she will ask if a couple of us can sleep with her together. A few times we have made a makeshift area for all of us in the living room.

This afternoon will be different since she’s planned on going to the boxing club, something she does a couple times a week with us. Usually we go when the gym is closed because Pax gets stressed out with her being around so many alphas who can scent her but we’ve taken her a few times when it’s open and everyone mostly knows to stay away from her.

The weather is supposed to be warmer as April nears, so Paxton told her that he was going to grill for dinner and I said if it was nice enough to set up the projector we could watch a movie outside. The idea of making love to our omega under the stars seems perfect. Even though it’s still going to be a little too cold her face is so excited that we’re going to have to lay under blankets and deal with it. Dealing with all the cuddles Sadie’s going to give us really doesn’t feel like a challenge.

“I need to go shopping for new work clothes.” Sadie mutters, nuzzling her head under my chin and laying down against me. She’s trying to find a comfortable spot on me, which is dangerous because once she finds it she’ll fall asleep without even thinking twice.

I’ve already shut off the alarms because I wanted to wake her up on my cock and if we fall asleep it will be Jace knocking on the door not giving her time to shower. Sadie will smell like me all day and I don’t know if I can focus at work if I know she smells like our morning love making.

“I can take you tomorrow.” She’s going to a spin class at 7AM with Anthony and then I usually meet them for a weight workout at 8AM.

“I don’t know. It’s boring for you to just watch me try on clothes.” She is pushing herself out of bed before I’m able to grab her back to me.

I know something is wrong because Sadie has no problem putting on the latest reality TV show she’s into and making us all watch it even though that is boring to us. Getting to see her prance around in new clothes and treating her to them is something I know we all will be into. She knows that we just want to be around her so her brushing this off feels strange.

The shower in my room turns on and I’m pushing myself from the bed, following after her as Sadie steps into the glass shower. I love being able to watch her like this. See her in such a mundane task but feeling like it’s the most erotic thing in the world .

Each of us has our own en suite. We may live together but it was important that we have our own space and privacy when we built our pack house.

We didn’t need to have this many bathrooms but it was nice to have a place that was for us. We’ve been working on a plan to have a space for all of us to share as a pack. Especially now that we’re registered with Sadie as who we’re courting and the month time we originally talked about is officially up. We’ve already decided she is for us but Sadie is still skittish about things and we don’t want to bring up bonding too soon and have her deny us.

Too many thoughts in the morning when my pretty omega is naked in my shower.

I am more than aware Sadie’s favorite bathroom is Paxton’s. That’s because he has a huge bathtub where he had bought all sorts of shit for her to soak in.

When she has bad days she’d go in the tub, her head leaning on Paxton’s legs as he sat out of the bath reading to her. She’d emerge feeling better so there wasn’t any jealousy when our omega was being taken care of.

My en suite is just the shower. It was how I liked things to be. Simple and efficient. Now that I knew how much my omega liked baths I felt like I had made a major design flaw.

We are currently working on a big surprise for her so she knew how serious we were about her. One that would give her the bathroom of her dreams with plenty of room for a few of us alphas to join her in her soaks.

Right now, I appreciate my glass shower because the way Sadie looks, water cascading over her body.

Yeah, it’s perfect.

Stepping behind her, my arms wrap around her. My head resting on her shoulder as I bend down to snuggle her in. I’m trying to get a few more snuggles and cuddles in with her before she has to leave. Plus, I know how much she needs it.

Yesterday was her biweekly therapy session.

Since she has been on Lexapro for over a month her dose changed slightly but she seems calmer, more in control of things going on. Sometimes she gets upset, her fingers starting to count, tapping against each other. But she takes an anxiety pill and settles in to sleep on days like that.

I’m so proud of her.

Dealing with mental health isn’t easy.

Something I am more than aware of because of how long I spent running from the idea that I even had a problem.

The guys were part of my squad when we were Rangers in the Army.

We met when I was a few years in. Though we weren’t always together we had all felt that we belonged together. I had bonded with Anthony during our basic training. We had met again a couple years later in Ranger school. Once we were set up with a squad we met Jace. Jace had introduced us to Paxton and we stayed in touch for a decade until we all ended up on a tour in the Middle East.

All of us were done after that

We had seen too much. Lived too much. Almost died too much.

All of it too fucking much.

“Where did you go?” Her soft voice draws me back into her.

Sadie is looking up at me, her blue eyes searching mine as she cups my cheek and I can’t help but pull her closer, burying my face into the crook of her shoulder, just breathing her in. Needing to be grounded by our sweet omega.

She’s here. Safe . I’m here. Safe . The boys are here. Safe .

Her fingers run through my hair, kissing the sides of my face until I pull back and meet our lips together.

“I’m thinking of shaving my mustache,” Her gasp makes me look at her, “Do you like it?” Her eyes roll but she still reaches out and strokes it with her thumb, humming like she is thinking about it.

“I like everything about you, Cameron.” The way she says my full name makes my heart hurt, it clenches in my chest as I look at her, not believing that she could really like everything about me.

That part of me, that insecure part, wants to ask her if she was sure but I swallow it down. That feeling of not being good enough doesn’t have a place here right now. I kiss her forehead instead.

My throat is way too thick with emotions to speak.

“If you shave it can I do it? Can you teach me?”

Her voice, so full of interest that it has me hurrying through getting us clean. I’m checking the time and making sure we have time for this before picking her up and setting her on the counter.

I didn’t have fancy shaving stuff like Jace or Anthony do.

I had a pair of scissors, some shaving cream, and a razor. But with Sadie wrapped in a towel I handed her the scissors explaining to her how she needed to trim it down before we can begin shaving the hair off.

Her lips form a little pout and she leans in, kissing me.

“Just wanted to feel it one more time before it’s gone.” she mutters rubbing her lips against my facial hair and making my heart beat a million miles an hour at the softness of her skin.

I am pretty sure I am in love with Sadie and it terrifies me. And when she does things like this, the feelings go all a flutter in my stomach as I thought about how forever wouldn’t be enough time to love her. I needed more than just that with her.

It wasn’t just a scent match mate but she was my everything to me and more. We understood each other in a way that felt like our souls connected and rested in each other's arms. It was a lock and a key, fitting together to form something special and safe.

Her tongue is sticking out of her mouth as she trims my mustache off with the scissors. Her face is so serious as she makes sure to be careful as she moves around the facial hair, getting it set up to be shaved off.

I let her clean off some of the hair before she is applying the shaving cream to my face and picking up the razor that I have laid out for this.

“Downward strokes, baby brat.” I want to add in to be careful but she looks so serious right now I knew that anything like that would make her feel less confident.

I trusted her with everything. Even my face.

Her hand cups against my cheek, pulling the skin taut as her eyes widen in though and she drags the blade down like I told her to do. So careful as she moves, cleaning the blade in between strokes of the blade.

Her eyes focused on the task.

On me .

After a few minutes she sets down the blade on the sink. Her thumb running over the smooth skin of my upper lip before pressing her lips to mine and making asound.

“Kissing you still felt amazing before but now you’re so soft and it feels like I can be closer to you. You’re so handsome, Cam-Cam.” Her words have me feeling like it was going to be an amazing day, “We should get ready for work. Thanks for trusting me, handsome.” She kisses my cheek before rushing off to Paxton’s room where most of her clothes are stored away.

She had her own room but we all knew she spent most of the nights she was anxious wrapped up in Pax. Sometimes we’d join them but it became clear that they actually just slept and talked together and we all tried to respect their time together. He calmed her down when she was spiraling and if she needed that recharge we’d always give it to her.

Ten minutes later she was coming down the stairs in one of her long prairie style dresses. The blue dress is baggy and it’s like all at once I realize that Sadie wants to go clothes shopping because her clothes didn’t fit her anymore

The dress's strap is slipping down her shoulder as she shoves her arms into a cardigan. It was longer on her too.

I had seen her in this dress when we first were around her and now she was swimming in the fabric.

When did that happen?

“Have a good day, princess.” Paxton kisses her as she moves through the kitchen, grabbing the lunch Ant packed for her and leaning in to kiss him goodbye before spinning to me and hugging me.

“Text me?” I ask like we wouldn’t be texting all day. She smirks at this, kissing me and rubbing her thumb over my upper lip again.

“Always.”

She gives a wave before grabbing her bags and walking out with Jace to start their day together.

As soon as the door clicks shut behind them, I turn to look at Ant and Paxton. Ant is scrolling on his phone while Paxton is reading over reports for today, already consumed with work.

They didn’t seem to have seen what I had just seen .

“Sadie is upset about something.” I might as wellhave told them we were getting bombed because the two frantic faces were looking at me in horror, “This morning she said she wanted to go shopping for clothes without any of us coming with her. Which is weird. And then I saw her this morning and her dress was so big it was falling off her shoulders. She lost weight. Like a lot of weight.”

It took them a second to process this and try to make sense of what I am telling them.

“She’s been eating here and going to the gym but I thought she liked that. What if she doesn’t like that? What if she thought she had to do this for us?” Anthony is freaking out as Pax just stares like he can’t make sense of what is going on.

Poor Anthony has bonded with her over the gym time so I can see why his mind is racing. I don’t think that’s the problem though. Something else is the problem.

“We’re taking her clothes shopping tonight. Fuck whatever plans we had. We’re taking her out to eat and shopping and fuck- Doesn’t she know we lo-like her for her? Fuck .” Pax rubs his jaw, his hand flying to his phone, “We’re leaving now to go to the properties. Jace can meet us there. We need to finish fucking early and get to our omega.”

He stands up, heads the wrong way and curses before moving towards the garage. He’s lost as he worries about Sadie. He can’t even think straight.

Anthony doesn’t even complain about leaving early but follows behind Pax to the car.

But I get it because I love Sadie too.