30. In the shadows
CHAPTER 30
IN THE SHADOWS
Cameron
I t’s been a week since Sadie was in the hospital.
We’ve been in Tennessee for a few days now, not that Sadie is doing much other than taking naps. Which at first, I thought was fine because that meant that she was curled up in a hoodie, clinging to me.
The only time that she isn’t with me is for the hour or two a day that she has Teladoc calls with her therapist and the team that is helping her work through things. I’m proud of her for trying to work through these things. Because I know it isn’t easy for her.
I like having her this close to me, this attention that she is giving me feels nice. The trust that she has in me. It means something to me and I love that.
But I also know that she is pulling away from everyone and that everyone is trying to get her back.
Jace tried to get her out to go see the horses but she said she wasn’t feeling good because of her new meds.
Anthony tried to get her to work out with him but she held up her wrist and said it was feeling sore.
Paxton could sometimes coax her out of bed for a bath but that only happened twice so far and he had been a caveman carrying her out of bed to wash her so it wasn’t exactly like it was by choice.
How he gave her baths without being traumatized was still a mystery to me. The idea of it made me sick. I was debating on having our construction crew redo the house and take every single one out so I never had to see them again.
“Hey pretty girl, you hungry?” Her face peaked out of the blanket burrito she had herself wrapped in as she shook her head, a soft yawn falling from her lips. “C’mon, Sadie love, you only had coffee today.” She frowns at this, shuffling in the blankets until she emerges from her cave.
Her hair in two braids that Paxton had done after her morning bath, just an oversized hoodie that belonged to Jace and a pair of panties that had been packed for her by Anthony. Of course she was wrapped up in my scent since we had been sleeping together all week.
All little pieces of us marking her as ours.
“Can you bring me up something?” She had her fingers heading to her mouth again and I tugged them away.
Jace’s family owned this ranch. Which meant that his brother and his family lived on the property and were often here for meals. His mom lived in this house with his dad so they were around a lot too. But they were supposed to go away soon and we’d have more space here without tip-toeing around them.
Sadie knew this and had felt embarrassed asking if they knew why she was here. Once we told her they knew she needed time to heal she had avoided them.
“Sadie.” She nods her head in understanding, reaching for the blankets but I was quicker than the little omega. Lifting her off the bed, I spun around to the bathroom as she let out a sound of frustration.
The room was connected to the bunk room Paxton and Anthony were sharing. Jace had taken up residence in his old bedroom for the trip. Anthony is in the shower and looks surprised to see Sadie was out of bed.
“I’m going to get you dressed, okay?” She pouts but nods her head, going along with it and not fighting me.
Small win.
“Hey baby bro.” Ant greets her and she gives him a half smile before looking back at me.
It reminds me that she trusts me and that even though she didn’t want to do this she is letting me do this because she knows that with me she is safe.
Sadie and I have talked about everything a lot. She asked me about my PTSD and I talked to her about her anxiety. We shared stories but there was still so much that she was holding in. I took the crumbs she offered me, thankful she was at least sharing those.
“Long sleeves. I don’t want them to see.” Her stitches were going to dissolve but she was careful to keep everything hidden.
I nod, leaving to grab her some clothes.
Jeans, a long sleeve white henley, and cowboy boots.
Anthony was very much making our girl fit in at the rancher lifestyle with all these outfits he had bought for her. Though the style was more cowgirl Barbie and less ranch girl in the practicality of it.
When I opened the bathroom door I did not expect to see Sadie on her knees with Anthony’s cock in her mouth. She hadn’t so much as kissed any of us and here she was. Our sweet omega was naked except for a pair of yellow lace panties, crying around his cock as she sucked him down in that hot mouth of hers
Oh my God.
“If you need something to soothe you, something in your mouth, you could have just asked, baby.” Ant’s fucking her mouth, gentler then he could because he’s watching the way that she reacts to him, checking in on her.
But Sadie is looking at him, her eyes bright as tears slip down her face, sucking harder as she holds onto him like she needs this more than he does.
It’s so clear that she needs this, looking up at Ant like he is the one that could solve all the problems that she is going through.
“Such a good omega, Sadie baby. So fucking pretty on your knees for your alpha. Look at you, sweet girl. Taking my cock so well. I bet I could stretch out your cheeks and hold my knot in there. Really give my needy girl something to suck on.” He strokes her face so gently in contrast to the way he is talking to her.
It’s such a different comparison to the way that he is fucking her mouth. Sadie pushes her cheek against him, searching for his touch as he smiles at her like she is the sun in the sky.
“Do you want me to fuck you, baby? Do you want to suck on my fingers as I bury every inch inside of you? I bet you miss having a knot in that sweet pussy of yours.” She nods her head and Ant looks up at me.
I’m surprised that he knows that I’m there.
Sadie strokes his knot making him groan out as he looks back down at her, stroking his thumb over her cheek. It’s so different from how he’s rocking his hips, filling her mouth with him. His balls slapping her face as wet droll slips from her lips.
“How about you suck on Cam for me while I fill you up?” She nods, a pop sound as his cock comes from her lips.
The way her eyes are bright, alive again. Those pretty lips of hers are swollen as Ant helps her stand up. Giving me a glimpse of her naked body as she blinks like she is awake for the first time in a long time.
I’ve missed her.
I’ve missed seeing her looking like this. Alive and free. Hungry for us like we are hungry for her.
“Please, Ant. I need you.” She reaches out for him and Ant scoops her up in his arms without second guessing.
He’s still wet from his shower. Their naked bodies pressed together as he groans from the feel of her against him. He is running his cock against her slit as he teases her some more, driving our girl wild. Her slick is making a mess out of his cock. Coating him in her sticky juices.
Her head gets thrown back as she moans out, loud and needy for him, as he brushes against her clit. I don’t even care that there are other people in the house at the moment. I don’t care if Jace's parents can hear her moaning right now because she’s opening up.
She’s coming back to us.
“Oh.” Stepping back she looks shocked as he sits her on the counter, putting some space between them.
I don’t understand why he stopped. Especially because it’s clear from the look on Sadie’s face that she’s frustrated to be denied an orgasm.
“Baby, we didn’t pack condoms. We weren’t trying to press- ”
“I want you inside of me. I have an IUD. I trust you, Anthony.” Her eyes are locked on his as her feet curl around his thighs, bringing him closer to her like she can’t wait another second without him inside of her, “Please, I need you. Both of you.” She reaches for me and Ant picks her up again, motioning towards the room we were just in.
Laying her back on the bed, I’m undressing as he covers her with his body. He’s kissing over her breasts as Sadie squirms under him. Her hand is in his hair, trying to hold Ant close to her as she whines for him in that sweet little voice of hers.
Fuck I’ve missed her needy whines.
“Don’t tease me.”
“I’m just tasting you.” Ant mumbles pushing her thighs apart so he can get between them, “Jesus, Sadie, you’re soaked, baby bro. You really missed me?” She nods her head, tugging at his hair again to get him to do what she wants.
I forgot how impatient our girl could be.
“I miss all of you. So much. I thought you were mad at me. That you didn’t want me. But when you looked at me in the bathroom. I needed you like that. Needed to feel like I still am your omega. That you still want me.”
I’m shocked by how she blurts out more of her feelings than she has this week. How vulnerable that she is being with us about everything
“Now please, Ant. I’m so empty. So needy and empty without you filling me.” Even though she says his name my cock responds to her empty comment as I climb on the bed. “Please alpha.”
I’d love to fill her up. Feel her bare walls squeezing me. Come inside that pretty pussy of hers so that she grows round with my child.
The way she called Ant alpha. She never uses our designations like that and holy shit is it hot.
“Okay, baby. I’m here. I’ll fill you up, okay? No more teasing you. No kisses between your pretty thighs. Just my cock filling you up. Just your alpha claiming his omega.” Ant is promising her as he kisses over her stomach in soft pushes of his lips to her skin.
She shivers under his attention and it’s gorgeous.
“Yes, please. I want to have your cum inside of me. Want to know a part of you is with me.” Ant groans as he sinks into her and Sadie arches up, meeting his thrust while she reaches for me, stroking my cock, “I want your cum too. Miss the taste of you, Cam-Cam.”
Her tongue darts from her lips and I’m getting lost in her as she licks my crown, sucking it in. She’s teasing me but as Ant thrust she forgets to tease and instead sucks me hard, groaning around my cock.
Her eyes look up at me, smirking and I wanther like this always. This spark of mischief in her eyes made my heart stutter. This was how I had pictured it being.
This was how I wanted my pack.
I don’t want her to feel pressured or like she has to do this but the way she is finally acting like our omega again has me riding high. It makes me hope she’ll start opening up with us with more things. Finally tell us what happened to set her off.
Her thumb strokes over the piercings on my balls, moaning around my cock as the wet sound of her being fucked fill the room.
Her other hand gripping my knot as she sucks on me. I wish I was locked into her, fucking her bare like Ant is doing but God does her mouth feel good.
“Fuck, Sadie baby. You feel so good around me. So wet. So fucking tight, baby.” Ant praises her and our girl whimpers around me, loving to hear how good she feels from my friend.
Sweet girl with her praise kink.
Sadie’s eyes are on me as I choke her, watching her eyes widen as she opens up wider to try and fit more of me. She is being such a perfect girl for us. Trying to do the best she can for her alphas.
Taking both our cocks.
I’m not going to last.
Not when she pulls at my balls, rolling them in her hand like she is a magician.
“Sadie, love.” She swallows me down as I come. I watch her drinking from me as she hums around me, a greedy omega thirsty for her alpha.
I was so pent up, needing to come. I hadn't even jerked off this week because I’ve been so worried about her. Finally having her hot mouth, sucking me licking me as she swallows down my cum .
It’s heaven.
“Good job, pretty girl.” My cock comes out of her mouth and she smirks as Ant moves so she is sitting on his thighs. Her cheek brushing his cheek as he wraps her up in him, driving up inside of her.
I’m jealous he’s bare inside of her. But the glisten on her lips that I know is my cum is making me hard again. All the cum that has built up in my balls wants to come out and mark her body.
Sadie whimpers, eyes flicking back as her head tilts exposing her neck.
The sweet smell of her peaches fills the air. Her scent has been off since everything happened and as soon as I scent her normal, happy smell I feel feral.
I want to bite her. Bond her. Pack her up.
We need to talk about that. Making Sadie ours forever. I need her forever.
Both me and Ant move to her exposed neck, marking her with love bites as we suck and nip at her exposed column. Pretty marks that she is going to wear for us to show that she is our girl.
Our very good omega.
She is grinding down on him, loving to be worshiped by us. Her sensitive neck lathered with attention. Her scent is so delicious as she whimpers out for us. Her pretty omega whines making me want to go again.
I’m going to end up in a rut with how badly I want her.
“I’m going to-”
“Go ahead, pretty girl. You’re already starting to flutter around me. Feels so good, Sadie. So fucking good.” Ant praises her and it’s what sends her over.
“GOD!” The scream she lets out definitely is heard by other people but she looks like a goddess, pure perfection as she comes on Ant’s cock.
His pupils blow out as he watches her, the way her tits are bouncing. I want to lick the raspberry hued nipples, bite down on them. But I just watch her body working through the orgasm she is having.
Ant curses and follows her, holding her hips as he helps her grind down on him as he ruts up into her, desperate and needy.The last push has his knot locking into her and Sadie lets out this whiny sound and I know she’s lost in it. His knot locks them together as she keeps coming around him in a second wave.
The mix of come and slick making a mess on the bed and I don’t even care because it’s hot. It’s so hot to see her lost in pleasure like this. Giving herself up fully for him.
We all fall back in the sheets, Sadie nestled between us as we all breathe heavily. The smell of sex and all of us is hanging in the air heavy and thick.
It’s perfect.
A few minutes later, Sadie makes a sound that catches our attention. We’re more in tune with her than usual. I watch her thighs parting, getting our attention as the white stream of Ant’s cum starts to drop over her folds, down her thighs. His knot is loosening now so we can see it.
I’ve never tasted another mans cum before but part of me wants to tongue fuck it back into her body. Make her cum again to draw it up into her body and then add my own.
Make a real mess of our girl.
“I’m ready for dinner now.” Sadie mutters, making me huff a laugh as she leans towards me, kissing me. “Help me get dressed, please?” As if I could say no to her. Especially when she is in a good mood, giving me a smile that I haven't seen in too long.
“Of course.” Ant smiles as he gets up, heading to get dressed himself stopping at the door, “If you’re hungry after I’m sure Cam and I can give you dessert.”
The sound of her laugh is everything. And for the first time in a week I have hope that this can actually get better.