Chapter 48 Marked #2
Benjamin’s hands move over my back again, pulling me out of my thoughts.
His hands are warm, and I can feel soft tingles wherever he touches me, getting me instantly in the mood again.
Benji pays a lot of attention to my body and to pleasuring me.
When I feel like he is getting more confident again, I gently touch him again.
This time, I make sure to announce what I am doing, so that he knows what’s happening.
I don’t want him to hold back because he is scared of disappointing me.
I please him with my hands instead of my mouth, deciding to blow him the next time.
Today is just to make sure that this will not only be a great experience for him, but that he also knows that he didn’t disappoint me.
His cock hardens underneath my fingers, and Benji makes sure to carefully pull back and push me onto my back.
His hands move over my legs, pulling my knees apart and kissing my lower stomach.
I gasp when I feel his hot tongue moving over my core.
This is the first time a guy has ever licked me.
Most of the guys I slept with wanted me to service them, but never did me the favor.
I moan at the sensation. “That feels so good, Benjamin!”
His grip around my knees tightens slightly while his tongue starts teasing my clit. A shiver goes down my spine at the feeling.
“Not good?” he asks, worried.
“No,” I tell him. “Almost too good!”
He smiles before he dives down between my legs again. When I feel my core tightening, I make sure to pull him up. “I need you inside me,” I tell him bluntly.
Benjamin groans at my comment, his eyes darkening.
He settles between my legs and pushes into me in one go.
Fuck! My head drops back, a moan leaving my lips.
Benji learns fast. He listens so well to the signals my body is giving him.
The moment he realizes I like something, he does it again or explores the sensation further.
Acts of service seem to be his love language.
I make a mental note to make sure to reciprocate the service so it won’t be one-sided for him.
I wrap my arms around his neck, feeling his hot breath against my skin while his hips snap forward, his dick pushing deep inside me. It only needs a little guidance from me for him to know how to move and how to fuck me. “Benji,” I gasp. “Make me yours!”
Closing my eyes, I feel him probing my neck, his lips moving over it while he is thrusting into me.
Then, without warning, I feel a sharp pain in my neck that soon turns into a different, almost blinding feeling of lust. A shiver goes down my spine, my mind turning dizzy at the jolts I suddenly feel so much more.
The bond snaps in place, and I can feel my mate so much stronger now.
I have never felt that kind of ecstasy before, only heard about it from mated wolves.
Before I even know or grasp what’s happening, I find a sudden power taking over me, my head snaps up, and my teeth elongate.
I bury my teeth in his neck, marking him as mine, in return.
“Fuck,” Benjamin groans. “Lori… this is… fuck!” He grabs my hips tighter, thrusting into me a couple more times before I feel him tensing up.
Hot liquid fills my walls before Benjamin goes limp.
I hug him closer to my chest, wanting to feel his warmth for a while longer while we both try to calm down.
His breath eventually evens out, and he rolls onto his back, pulling me onto his chest.
“Lori,” he whispers. “That was amazing. Thank you so much.”
I feel my cheeks flush, and I bury my head in his chest.
“Oh!” he beams. “And your wolf came out!”
I look up at him. “I know!” I exclaim. “Isn’t that weird?”
His eyes flash again and turn darker. It seems like his posture is changing slightly. This must be his wolf, Stellan. “Lovely mate,” he says, touching my cheek gently.
“It’s not weird?” I ask him hopefully.
“Not at all. She must have been triggered by me marking you.”
I snuggle back against my mate’s chest. “Do you think she will talk to me eventually?”
“We will try to trigger her more often,” Stellan says, a sly smirk curling his lips.
I chuckle. “I see what you are suggesting. I am not opposed to a lot of repetition.”
Stellan kisses me softly. “My human is longing so much for you, I’d better retreat for now.”
I make sure to grab his face and kiss him again. Benjamin and Stellan are a unity, a package, and if my wolf spirit never truly comes forward, I need to make sure to do them both justice. Stellan smiles brightly, winking at me before retreating again.
“He is totally smitten with you,” Benjamin says. “He is not the only one.”
“I am so lucky to have you two as my mate,” I say, while wrapping my arms around his middle.
To my amusement, Benjamin suddenly pumps his fist into the air. “I am a mated wolf,” he blurts out. “Fuck yes! I got the best mate ever, and can live my life with her.”
I giggle at his antics. “You are so cute.”
“But it’s true,” he says, pulling me closer. “A couple of months ago, I would have never believed my life would turn out like this, and now? It’s a miracle.”
“It’s the same for me,” I say. “When I was kicked out of my pack and lost my first mate, I thought my life was over. But it’s only just beginning now.”
Once I say it out loud, it sinks in for real. I was desperate, broken and hurt, and thought my life was over. That only desperation and death were awaiting me, but now I am finally living.
It’s only just the beginning for Benjamin and me.