Chapter 81- Wild for Her
I sat on my chair with a heavy heart, I just had that feeling in my guts telling me something worse was coming that would shake our relationship and that was scaring the shit out of me.
I never knew a day would come when I'll be caught in the rich folks' mess of loving a rich man whose family wants him to marry another.
It was frustrating.
I looked at my computer screen but I couldn't see anything because my mind was occupied and I was just staring at the screen blankly.
What if they succeed in forcing Cole to marry that woman? I wouldn't want him to leave his company, dream and family and follow me, that would be selfish but at the same time I didn't want to lose him.
I sighed as I ran my fingers through my hair in frustration, is this how true love is supposed to be, come with a lot of obstacles?
I forced my mind to concentrate back on my work as I tried to get things done.
After about two hours of working, I heard my stomach growling in hunger and I couldn't help but facepalm. Wasn't I the same person who said it's wrong to skip a meal but here I was hungry and it was already past lunch time.
Of course a heavy heart can make you forget about eating. I stood up with a stretch and walked to Cole's office.
I opened the door and walked in and immediately I saw him, my heart clenched at the thought of him going home to another woman while I remained his secretary. I don't think I'll be able to work with him if they succeed in forcing that woman on him. I wouldn't be able to bear it.
“ You have that look on your face, what are you thinking about?" he asked, bringing me out of my thoughts.
“ Uhm nothing,” I said as I walked further into his office.
" It's past lunch time but you still haven't eaten something, what would you like to eat?” I asked,
" How about we go eat something in the restaurant not too far from us, you're my secretary and I don't think it's wrong that we eat together,” he said. As much as I wanted that, I knew who Cole was, we just couldn't do anything in public because he's going to give us away.
" Not when you'll be looking at me like I'm the meal instead of the food you're supposed to eat,” I said and he laughed.
" You know me so well,” he said,
" Yeah, so tell me what you're going to eat?” I asked,
“ Anything you're eating is what I'll have," he said,
“ You're such a copycat, will chicken, fries and sauce be okay?" I asked and he nodded. I quickly brought out my phone and made the order.
“ Done, I'll get back to work. Any other thing you need?" I asked him and he gave me a cheeky smile.
“ A kiss," he said,
“ Okay," I said as I blew him a kiss before making my way to the door.
“ Not the type of kiss," he said and I chuckled before I opened the door and walked out.
******
I've never felt full and empty at the same time in my life. Full because I had Anna in my life, empty because I felt like I was going to lose her.
I was worried about her finding out because of the exact same reason, her fear. I could see it in her eyes that she was worried. I was worried too but I didn't want her to worry.
I came out of my thoughts when I heard my office door open.
“ Baby, aren't you done, it's time to go home," she said as she walked in and closed the door but I was already on my feet walking to her and the next thing I was doing was pushing her to the door as I claimed her lips. She returned my kiss with the same urgency. Every time I taste her the feeling was always new, she tastes better each time and she was fucking delicious.
I locked the door as I started leading her to my office couch without breaking our kiss. We broke the kiss as I sat on the couch and then I took her on my lap and continued kissing her.
“ Cole," she moaned into the kiss and I immediately felt possessive, she would only be mine, I couldn't bear the thought of her marrying someone else just because my father forced me to marry someone I don't love. I don't want that to happen.
I wanted to be the only man to love her, touch her and care for her, only me.
I kissed down her neck as I started unbuttoning her top, wanting to feel those soft globes as I gently laid her on her back.
I bit into her neck and she moaned and arched, giving me more access to her neck. I didn't mind that I was going to leave marks on her, in fact I wanted to mark her entire body.
“ Take your shirt off, I want to feel you," she said eagerly and I couldn't help but laugh.
“ Why don't you take it off yourself?” I teased and she glared at me.
I took off my shirt like she wanted and she slowly sat up as she ran her hands on my chest and the feeling of her hands made me feel special and loved.
“ You have no idea how much I love you," I whispered on her lips.
" Show me,” she said and I went ahead to show her as clothes were discarded, thrown on the floor, bodies joined as one and sounds filling the room.
If I wanted to show her how much I love her then I had to do a good job.
By the time we had both cum several times I felt a new type of determination fill me. A determination to do what was right, the only right thing because no matter what happens, I'll choose Anna.