Epilogue
Ranen - One Year Later
O liver Moore, a local Red Hill man is still missing. One year ago, his home was found ransacked by his neighbors, and blood was found in his living room, suggesting an abduction. There seem to be connections between Moore’s abduction and the missing people around the Red Hill area. Authorities are working hard to find any persons of interest, but unfortunately, the trail for Oliver Moore, as well as the other missing individuals, has gone cold. There is a twenty-five thousand dollar reward for any information on Oliver Moore resulting in the arrest of a suspect in his case.
“You ready?” North asks, sticking his head around the doorjamb of our bedroom. “You go on in about five minutes. You don’t have anything set up.”
Smiling, I turn around and look at North, taking him in. He’s just as handsome now as he was the first time I saw him. His dark hair is a little longer at the top—probably because I love running my fingers through it while he’s inside me—and his blue-green eyes brighten when they land on me.
Those beautiful orbs shine when he takes me in, looking first at my mouth then my naked chest, and finally at the tiny shorts I have on. Lust brims in his eyes as he licks his bottom lip. I don’t have to look to know that his cock is rock-hard.
Wanting to give him a show, I turn my back to him and stretch my arms over my head, showing off my ass cheeks peeking out from the bottom of my shorts. “Just about. I’m looking at this news report.”
It’s not often I look up reports on Olly’s case, but I want to make sure that no one is looking at North for the deed.
North pretty much told me he’s the person responsible for all the abductions and murders in Red Hill, without actually saying it, and he made Olly’s disappearance look as if it’s the same modus operandi. I check up on the reports to make sure the police don’t have any information on North. They will never take him from me.
He walks into the room, wraps an arm around my waist, and rubs his hard dick against me. “Don’t worry, baby. They’ll never know what happened to him. They’ll never find the body.”
I shiver at his assured tone. North told me he and Wylder disposed of Olly, but not how . Honestly, the less I know, the better.
Though he was batshit crazy and really hurt me, I miss some aspects of Olly. Before he got all psycho on me, he was all I had to depend on. He was there for me when my grandfather died and was my rock for so long. It’s hard to let that go.
But in that same vein, I’m not sorry he’s dead. Not after what he did to me. For over a year, he made my life a living hell. I looked over my shoulder for so long, expecting to be attacked and abducted at any point because someone was after me. My apartment felt unsafe and I thought I was going insane with how frightened I was. All because of Olly.
North told me it’s okay to miss the good parts of Olly—I’m sure that advice was because I was crying, not because he wants me to actually miss him—but he also wishes he could have killed him slowly because of the hell he put me through.
If that’s not the sweetest thing he’s said to me, I don’t know what is.
Smiling sadly as I stare at my tablet, I nod. “I know. But I want to make sure they have nothing on you. Atlas and Wylder as well.”
Over the past year, I’ve grown closer to Atlas. He comes over to our house a few times a week for dinner or after work to have a beer and unwind with North. He always shoots us secret smiles when I sit on North’s lap or when I’m curled under his arm as they talk. It’s nice to have his approval.
Wylder… I’m not so sure about him. Sure, he calls me kitty—even though North has threatened to kill him for it more times than I can count—but he still seems guarded. Like he’s afraid of letting anyone besides North and Atlas in. But he seems accepting of our relationship, which is all I really want. Wylder has come to visit and to help North and Atlas with some building projects, as well as… their family projects, then he leaves to go back to wherever it is he lives. He left pretty soon after I got out of the hospital, so I haven’t gotten the chance to know him better.
North’s soft lips on my neck make a shiver shoot down my spine, settling in my balls. “They won’t. No one’s coming to get me, and I’d kill anyone who tried to separate us.”
The truth of that statement is clear in Mr. Barlowe and Olly being in the ground—or wherever he put Olly’s body.
The morning after I was discharged, North and Wylder went to Olly’s house to rid it of any evidence of my visit. He said they were careful not to erase me completely, since we were friends and it would look odd if there weren’t pictures or anything of me there. But they did toss out that creepy fucking bear with his name on the sweater, just as I tossed the one he sent to me. They also erased the paper trail of all the usernames. Olly had for my cam site. It blew my mind that he had over ten accounts so he could watch and threaten me when I blocked any of them. Whatever they did worked, because other than me being questioned about his disappearance, I wasn’t looked at as a suspect.
They also went through Mr. Barlowe’s apartment to make sure there was nothing that connected him to me outside of me being his tenant. To make his deception more legit, Olly sent Mr. Barlowe emails that were supposedly from me. Other than those bullshit emails, though, there was nothing. Some contact of Wylder’s also erased any trace of him being one of my subs. So we should be in the clear.
Turning around, I thread my arms around his neck. “Why are you so sweet to me?”
His calloused hands drift down my naked back to palm my ass, dragging me closer to him. “Because I love you.”
A year into our relationship and I still get butterflies when he says he loves me.
While I was in the hospital after my run in with Olly, North stuck beside me, telling me he loved me between kisses as I was recovering. I thought I’d get tired of it, but every time, it makes me come alive.
“I love you too.”
His hand comes down on my ass, making me yelp and moan. I look up into his heated eyes, noting how the teal irises darken. He bends down and takes my mouth in a greedy kiss, a groan drifting through me. “Come on,” he says when he pulls his mouth from mine. “We don’t want to keep them waiting.”
I nod dazedly, my lips still tingling from that kiss. I’ll never get tired of kissing North, either.
Taking my hand, he pulls me down the hall of his house. Well, our house. It’s taken some getting used to that we live together, but I love it.
After returning home from my last hospital stint, I wanted nothing more to do with my apartment. I felt like it wasn’t my home anymore. Too many bad memories, too much scary shit in my life happened there. About a week after I’d woken from another nightmare, North told me to pack whatever I wanted so he could take me away from there. That night, wrapped in North’s arms and surrounded by all of his things, I slept through the night. No nightmares. That’s when I knew I belonged here, with my man.
There are three bedrooms in his— our— home, and he set one up as my cam room. He went all out, buying me all new equipment and surprising me by decorating it to my taste, but with no memories of my old cam room. He also got a bigger bed, so we could roll around on it while we were putting on our shows. I’d only had a twin bed back at my apartment, and though North and I had made it work, it’s much better to have a queen-sized mattress when I’m taking his big dick.
I hustle into the room, adjusting the camera so it can get the best shot of us. Instead of doing two shows a week like I was doing before, I’ve gone down to one, so I can focus on other things, like helping North and Atlas as their office manager. They’d both been carrying the weight of it on their own, and honestly, they were drowning. Since I still had a ton of savings and I was bored while North was at work, I started helping out. It helps me really feel like part of the family.
Settling on the edge of the bed, I give North a nod and he starts the stream.
“Hey you all,” I say brightly, waving at the camera. “Another week, another show.”
derbycockrider69: hey cas. solo sesh?
I smile at North briefly, watching as he pulls his mask on before I glance back at the cam to answer. “No, not solo today. It’s been a while since you all have seen my man split me open.”
By unspoken agreement, North and I continued with his mask and not divulging his name. It’s been hot, not showing who he is. It works for our shows.
Dings sound through the room at my vulgar language. My old subs have seen how hot North and I get, but I rarely say things like that during our introduction.
dickfiend: I love seeing his big dick in your tight hole. can we make requests?
“Sure,” I say. “Why not? What’s your request?”
dickfiend: can he eat your ass first? I love seeing you get rimmed.
A flush blooms over my body at the thought of North licking my hole. My cock twitches as I clear my throat so I can answer. “Babe? What do you think?”
North growls, shucks off his pants, and saunters over to the bed where I am. I angle myself to the side and slide closer to the middle. When he’s blanketing my body, he says, “I can’t wait to clamp my mouth around this hole.” His fingers drift down to my opening, teasing the ridges of my pucker. “Want me to make you come before I impale you on my dick?”
A whimper leaves my throat. “Fuck. Yes, baby.”
He grins down at me before he gives me a filthy kiss that makes my toes curl. I faintly hear the dings of the tips flowing in, but like always, everything disappears when I’m with North.
I think that’s what our subs like about our streams—we entertain, but we’re also so caught up in each other that we forget they exist. It’s our work, but we enjoy being together.
Our lips tangle and my hands itch to glide through his hair, but the mask unfortunately prevents it. As soon as we’re done, I’m going to rip this mask off and slide my fingers through his silky strands.
Pulling his mouth from mine, North trails his lips down my neck, kissing and sucking at me, leaving marks behind. I love the slight sting of his teeth grazing against my skin.
Usually, North flips me over while he tongues my hole, but today, he pushes my legs back, exposing me. He twists my body slightly so the subs can see how my opening contracts in anticipation of his tongue.
“Please,” I whimper, reaching for him. “I need you so bad.”
A dirty grin crosses his face. “I plan to give you everything you want, baby.”
With that, he clamps his lips around my pucker, gliding his tongue over me in an obscene way. I cry out, grabbing at his shoulders as I rotate my hips into his mouth. “Yes, please. Oh, god.”
North laps and sucks at me, loosening my hole with his spit and his sinful tongue. He tunnels into me, licking around my walls in a way I can’t describe. Sparks of pleasure dance over my skin, every nerve ending alive with ecstasy.
His rough hands hold my hips in place while he pushes me to the edge. My moans are loud in the room, bouncing off the walls and drowning out the dings of the tips. I don’t care. I want my subs to know just how good North makes me feel.
The obscene noises North makes as he eats me out has my cock hard and throbbing. Precum slides down my shaft and I cup myself, jerking off frantically. North usually gets me off, but I can’t wait. I’m so keyed up, so turned on. I want him inside me and he won’t slide his dick into me until I blow my load.
A dark chuckle rumbles through me as North clocks my movements. “That’s right,” he murmurs against my hole before diving back in. “Come for me, Cas. Let me see you spill all over your hand.”
His words go straight to my dick and I blow, my back bowing as my spunk shoots from me. North eats me through it, tonguing at me until I’m drained.
When my balls are empty, North lowers me to the bed. He collects some of my release on his tongue and surges up to me, kissing me hard. I open for him, exchanging my salty, musky taste with him.
He settles between my legs, fishing for the lube that we stash under the pillows. It takes way too long to grab it from the nightstand.
While he kisses me, North stretches me, adding one, two, then three fingers into me. It doesn’t take much, since I’m still open from his tonguing.
“You ready, baby?” he asks against my lips, nipping at me gently.
“Take me hard, North,” I whisper so only he hears. Louder, I say, “I want to walk funny when you’re done with me.”
That dangerous smile I love so much spreads across his face, and without another word, he slams into me on one long thrust.
“Fuck!” I shout, my back bowing off the bed as I dig my nails into his back.
“Just like that,” North hisses as he rolls his hips into me. “Show me how I make you feel.”
The stretch and burn of him is unimaginable, but fuck it feels so fucking good.
North sits up and pushes my legs back, exposing me to the camera. “Fuck, do you see how he’s strangling my cock?” He pushes into me, rolling my hips in a firm grip. “How he fucking loves when I destroy his tight fucking hole?”
He’s not talking to me, but I answer anyway. “I love it so much. Please. Make me come again. Make me come on your dick.”
With his hands clamped tightly against the backs of my thighs, North pistons into me, fucking me hard and fast. My hands go to his forearms, holding on to him as he fucks me to within an inch of my life.
Tossing my head back, I babble and beg him to make me come, to fuck me harder, to make me his, to show the world that I belong to him and only him . North’s grunts and growls tunnel into my ears, making my breath stutter and my heart beat frantically behind my rib cage.
Over the past year, North has explored and learned my body. He knows what makes me feel good, what makes me tick, what makes me blow. What he’s doing now? It’s the fastest way for me to shoot my load all over him.
He holds me fast and pegs my prostate head on. I can’t get away from how he’s fucking me; all I can do is lie here and take it. Take all the pleasure he’s giving me until I feel like I’ll come out of my skin.
North’s eyes flash as he looks down at me, his bottom lip between his teeth. I’ll never get over how North looks at me when he’s inside me. Always in wonder, always like he can’t believe that he has me like this.
But it’s the other way around. I can never believe I have him. I still can’t believe he saw me and knew I was the one for him. He’s so far out of my league, but he chose me.
He chose me.
“Your hole is clamping down on me,” he says in a low, rough voice. “You close, baby?”
“So close,” I barely manage to grit out. My pleasure is overtaking me, making my mind blank out. “Right there. Please.”
North bends down and kisses me, licking into my mouth greedily. My orgasm is sudden and unexpected. I wail into the kiss and my cock shoots off, painting North’s chest with my spunk. My body trembles as spurt after spurt of my seed leaves my twitching cock.
Aftershocks plague me as North pummels into my hole, chasing his release. When I think I can’t take any more, when that slice of pain slides down my spine, North throws his head back and roars his release, his hands digging into my thighs hard enough to leave bruises.
I watch him in his magnificence, struck anew by how fucking glorious he is when he orgasms. Fuck, I’ll never stop loving how North expresses his pleasure when he paints my walls.
When he’s done emptying his balls inside me, he collapses onto my body, keeping my thighs locked between us. I’ll be sore from this position but I have no desire for him to move. He feels good like this.
The noise of the tips sound around me, coming back into sharp focus. North lifts his head, lazily smiling down at me. “Hurry and sign off. You’re mine for the rest of the day.”
I return his smile with a sleepy one of my own and nod. North pulls out of me and shows the camera my dripping hole. It’s another thing we continued doing after we started camming together. My subs go crazy seeing my wrecked ass leaking with his cum.
He stuffs a few fingers into me, pushing his cum back inside. Then he brings those fingers to my mouth and I lick them clean, loving how he tastes on my tongue.
I’d rather just turn the camera off, but I do the right thing and sign off, telling everyone I’ll see them next week for a solo session. With that, North disconnects the stream and we’re alone.
He comes back to the bed, kneeling in front of me. “You okay, baby?”
I nod as I pull the mask off his face, dragging my fingers through his hair. “Yes. Thank you.” He hasn’t stopped checking on me after every session, and I love the attention he shows me in the little things he does. “Let’s shower and cuddle for a few hours. I’m sure Atlas will be here soon for dinner.”
North rolls his eyes good-naturedly, but I know he likes having Atlas here. He helps me off the bed and scoops me into his arms, and I giggle as he walks us to the shower, my head tucked to his chest.
Once we’re in the shower, North washes me from head to toe, kissing me gently over every mark he left on my body. I run my fingers through his damp hair, smiling down at him. God, I love this man.
After he cleans me up, I do the same to him, paying attention to his rapidly hardening cock. “You’re insatiable,” I say as I drop the cloth to the shower floor and get North off with my hands. He just came, but that doesn’t stop him from blowing his load all over me and the shower wall.
He washes me again and we climb out, North looking too tired to stay on his feet. “Go sit,” I tell him, smiling smugly at him. It’s not often that I make him boneless. “I’ll start dinner.”
North pulls me to him, kissing me hard and with so much emotion, tears prick the corners of my eyes. “I love you so much, Ranen. I’ll always love you.”
With a soft smile on my face, I rest my forehead against his, breathing him in. I can hardly believe this is my life. A year ago, I was living in fear, afraid that someone would harm me because they were obsessed with me and what I did for work. I thought I’d spend the rest of my life alone and in fear. But North swooped in, making me feel safe and seen. He took care of me, and in turn, let me take care of him. He loved me when I thought I’d never have love.
North came into my life and made me a better person. And along the way he got rid of everyone who threatened me. He ensured that I was always safe. Always taken care of. Always loved.
Sighing softly, I kiss him once more and meet his blue-green stare. “I love you too, North. Always.”