Chapter 46 Kai
Kai
A sudden knock echoes throughout my apartment. What the hell? Who could that be? I look over at my phone, realizing it’s not as late as I thought. These early sunsets mess my days up so much.
“Hi,” Blakey mumbles as I swing the door open.
My brows raise in surprise that she’s here. She never stops by unannounced. Then, my stomach drops. “Blakely! Is everything okay? Where’s Amari?” I ask, stepping closer to her.
Her eyes widen as she realizes I’m worried about our daughter. “Oh, God. Yes. Everything is fine.”
I throw my head back and let out a sigh as relief rushes through me.
“Sorry. I didn’t mean to scare you.” She places a comforting touch on my arm.
“It’s okay. Come in,” I say, opening the door a bit wider. The aroma of her vanilla scent lingers behind her as she walks in. The skintight leggings she’s wearing accentuate the curves of her hips. Again.
Damn it. All the blood in my body floods to my lower region.
She takes a seat on the couch. “Can we talk?”
I’m honestly surprised that she is finally coming to talk to me.
Although, at the same time, my chest constricts, not knowing what she wants to talk about.
I’ve waited months for her to talk to me, and now all I feel is a sense of nausea, not knowing what she is going to say.
I look down at her finger to give me a hint, but it’s empty—just like all the other times I noticed it was empty. That’s not going to help me.
She fiddles with her hands, narrowing her gaze at me. I slowly sit back down on the couch, anticipating the unspoken words I’ve been waiting for months. “Do you still feel the same about me? The same as the last time we talked?”
“Yes.” I tilt my head, confused by her question.
A slight smile rises on her face. “I broke it off with Liam,” she whispers, searching my eyes.
I take in a deep breath. Am I hearing this correctly? “What?” I search her face for any sign that what she really wants is me.
Us.
Our family.
Is this really what she is telling me?
“Liam and I aren’t tog—”
I cut her off and lean in closer to her. “So, what you’re telling me is…”
“I want my family back, Kai. I want you back,” she says with a shaky voice.
A rush of excitement makes my heart race. She wants to be with me. The woman I’ve loved since I was seventeen wants me. I thought I lost her forever. But she’s here. Right now, in front of me, telling me she wants me.
Wants us.
Wants our family.
I look at her, barely believing this is real. That after everything, she is choosing me.
I softly cup her cheeks, pulling her closer to me.
I stare into her beautiful brown eyes and finally get to do what I’ve been wanting to do for so many years.
I crash my lips onto hers, and the feelings are even better than I thought they would be.
A spark ignites at the softness of her lips against mine.
“You’re telling me you want to be back together?
” I ask, just to be sure, kissing her on the tip of her nose.
She nods her head. “You want me?” I ask, kissing her forehead, and she nods again.
I lean my forehead onto hers. “Forever?” I whisper.
She’s smiling through the tears forming in her eyes.
“And ever.” Our lips lock together, a wave of longing for her washing through me, deepening the kiss I’ve waited so many years for.
The warmth of her body ignites me. I scoop her off the couch, lifting her into my arms. Our bodies pressed together, walking us to my bedroom. I can’t wait any longer.
I need her now.
I need to feel her.
I need to be inside her.
I lay her down on the bed, and she gazes longingly up at me. The weight of our mutual desire lingers in the air. “I love you, Kai,” she says underneath her breath.
That turns me into a feral animal, but I’ve waited so long for this, so I want to take my time. I want to feel every inch of her.
Savor every inch of her.
As I lean into her, I trail soft kisses around her face.
“I’ve waited so long to hear those words.
” I run my hand down her midsection, grabbing her shirt as I slide it off of her.
Sitting up, I gaze over her body. “Fuck, you’re beautiful.
” She lifts herself up and unclasps her bra, throwing it onto the floor.
Her breasts captivate me, making me groan from my arousal.
I’m trying so hard to savor this moment.
But fuck, she’s making it hard. I trail soft kisses around her neck, making her squirm underneath me.
I intertwine both of our hands together, raise them up above us, and kissing my way down to her breasts.
A small moan comes out of her as I take her nipple into my mouth and softly suck it.
I reach down to her center, feeling the warmth that’s been building.
She lifts her hips, clearly wanting this just as much as I do.
I slowly kiss her down her midsection until I get to the top of her leggings.
I run my hands down and drag them off her.
Her cheeks are flushed as she looks up at me with desire.
Seeing the hunger in her eyes and the heat radiating from her center makes my heart race.
I kiss along her center without breaking contact with her.
She squirms underneath me, pressing her hips toward my mouth. She yearns for it just as much as me.
I lick down her slit, and she arches her back and moans out, “Kai.”
She tastes as sweet as I remember. The eagerness of my arousal constricts against my sweats, making it hard not to take her right now.
I work my way over her clit, circling my tongue the way I remember she liked it.
Feeling her body respond, I put more pressure.
Her breath quickens as I slide a finger into her, and a soft gasp escapes her lips. “Please, Kai.”
"Please what, beautiful?” I can’t help but smile with her in my mouth, knowing I’m fueling her desire.
“Make me come.” She arches her hips, deepening our connection.
The way her hips move, as she arches into me only intensifies my hunger.
I quicken the flick of my tongue and place my finger on her G spot.
Her vagina pulses around my finger as her arousal grows in sync with her breaths.
Her back arches higher, and her vagina contracts harder as her orgasm spreads around my mouth.
I lick at her arousal. Her taste is intoxicating. I throw my shirt off. She reaches up and glides her hands from my chest down to my biceps. She looks up at me with more desire in her eyes than just moments before.
“I want to feel you, Kai.” She runs her hands down my body to my sweats, feeling my hardness on the palm of her hand.
I can’t help but let out a deep groan from the touch of her hands.
The touch I’ve missed so much. I kick my sweats off, and her fingers wrap around me.
I’m pulsing in her hand as she runs her palm up and down.
I lean in, moaning against her lips. She runs my penis down her slit, stops at her vagina, and releases her hold on me.
She parts her lips as the tip enters her.
I enter her slowly, feeling everything. The warmth of her vagina makes me lose my breath.
Leaning my forehead to hers, I whisper, “I love you.”
She pulls me closer to her embrace, kissing my neck. “I love you so much.” She sucks my neck. “I’m sorry it took me so long to see it.”
“Shhh,” I whisper against her lips. “You have a lifetime to make up for it.” I kiss her harder, our tongues intertwining together.
With each thrust, I go deeper, catching onto a rhythm that makes our bodies heat with longing for each other.
Our bodies are perfect for each other. They always have been.
They always will be. Soft moans escape from her, building up my orgasm.
I rest my head in the crook of her neck, melting our bodies into one another.
Every thrust builds more tension, increasing my pleasure.
My heart races, and shallow breaths surge through me.
The longing I’ve had for her is building up, and the pressure is too much to hold in. I groan as I release inside of her.
Everything fades as my thrusts slow down.
The warmth of her body makes it hard to pull myself out of her.
The connection and the feeling of her beneath me make it worth the wait.
The moment I’ve been waiting for turned into a reality that I never thought was coming.
We lie intertwined, with our breaths in sync with each other.
Neither of us want to make the first move, making it a night I’ll always remember.