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'Jackson honey, she's Ava's other parent. She has a right to see her. We can't stop her' I watched his face change straight away. 'If she gets to see her we are done Elizabeth'. I was shocked. How can he give me that ultimatum? Does he not know what she can do if I tried to stop her from seeing her. We drove in silence on the way back. I stayed on the couch for the night not wanting to fight about it anymore tonight. I looked at my phone as it was ringing. I sighed seeing it was Dylan. I answered it.
Me- Dylan you can't call me. Especially after tonight.
Dylan- I am so sorry Elizabeth.
Lizzie could hear in Dylan's voice she was drunk.
Dylan- I should have never have let you go. I love you Elizabeth. And I'm so sorry for everything. We were good weren't we? I mean when I wasn't being a dick. But when it was good it was amazing. These past years have been awful. I've missed you so much. And I've hated every second of it. I don't think I can loose you again'
My eyes started to water. I've never heard Dylan being so expressive even if she was drunk. I missed her to and I do love her but I am so confused. I really don't know what to do anyone. I stayed silent for a while.
Dylan- Lizzie?
Me- I'm here Dylan. Where are you?
Dylan- um some bar I think
Me- send me your location, I'll come pick you up
Once Dylan sent me the location I grabbed my car keys and made my way there. It was a dive. I never thought Dylan would be in such a shit hole. I walked in trying to find her and I found her sitting at the bar with a full bottle of vodka gone and a few empty beer bottles. I walked over to her and threw her arm round my shoulder helping her get into the car. 'I love you Lizzie' she says staring into my eyes as I was doing her seatbelt. 'Please Dylan not now'. Once i got her home I helped her in and up to her room. I went to leave but Dylan grabbed my hand. 'Please stay'. I should've left. But I didn't. I quickly undressed and jumped into the bed with her. Letting her spoon me. I've missed this. I've missed her smell and everything about her. But I knew I was going to regret it in the morning.