Chapter 50

FIFTY

ANDY

Wednesday 10:15 p.m.

Me

Just landed. David is here to pick me up and take me home.

11:45 p.m.

Me

Made it home safe.

1:13 a.m.

Me

I love you, Declan. We’ll get through this.

Missed call to Declan

Thursday 5:45 a.m.

Me

Good morning, baby. You didn’t answer your phone last night, but I hope you’re feeling better today and slept well.

You’re probably still asleep. Call when you can.

I love you. Remember that.

8:35 a.m.

Me

Miss your voice. Call me when you wake up.

12:58 p.m.

Me

Hope you’re okay. Call me when you can.

6:39 p.m.

Me

I just finished having dinner with Max. I hope you’re okay. Please call me. I’m worried.

11:30 p.m.

FaceTime Unavailable

12:14 a.m.

Me

Worried about you, Dec. Please call.

Friday 7:30 a.m.

Missed call to Declan

Missed call to Declan

Me

Please call. Tell me you’re okay.

12:00 p.m.

Me

Dec, I’m really worried about you. Please answer the phone.

Missed call to Declan

3:30 p.m.

Me

If you used again, don’t be scared to tell me. We’re in this together. Just talk to me.

If you’re busy or need some alone time, there are better ways to do it. At least text back so I know you’re okay.

4:30 p.m.

Me

Please.

Please, baby. Tell me you’re okay.

Saturday 11:14 a.m.

Me

If you need space, at least have the balls to tell me. I can leave you alone. I just want to hear your voice so I know you’re okay.

2:47 p.m.

Me

You’re coming home today… right?

11:11 p.m.

Me

Please, Declan. You’re really scaring me.

11:14 p.m.

FaceTime Unavailable

FaceTime Unavailable

FaceTime Unavailable

FaceTime Unavailable

Sunday 9:12 a.m.

Me

I hate being the type of girlfriend to blow up your phone, but I’m worried as fuck.

2:30 p.m.

Me

I need to know you’re okay and not dead somewhere.

You don’t have to say anything. Just answer the phone and let me hear you breathe.

Missed call to Declan

Missed call to Decla n

6:00 p.m.

Me

I’m calling Adam if I don’t hear from you tonight. You should’ve been home by now.

9:58 p.m.

Me

All you have to say is you’re okay. That’s it. Two words are all I need. I promise I’ll leave you alone after.

Don’t speak. Just pick up.

Please, Declan. I’m freaking out.

Missed call to Adam

Missed call to Damon

Missed call to Cole

Missed call to Cece

11:45 p.m.

Me

I’m freaking out. No one is answering.

I’m starting to think your plane crashed, and you all are dead.

If that’s the case, then don’t cross over. Ignore the light. Your ghost can come to me.

Maybe I’ve been watching too much Ghost Whisperer, but if there was a plane crash, I hope your spirit comes to me.

Sorry. That was morbid. I want you to be alive. I need you to be alive.

12:40 a.m.

Me

I don’t care if you did something you think I’ll be angry about. All I need is you and to know you’re alive.

Monday 8:00 a.m.

Me

I love you, Declan. Please don’t do this to me.

Fuck you.

Fuck you for making me love you.

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