Chapter 35
Logan
Logan thought he might die. Literally might die.
He had her, he’d lost her, he’d had her again, and now she was gone. Again.
He could not take this anymore.
He loved Bellini with all he had.
He had been her Christmas boyfriend, nothing more.
He should have felt used, but he didn’t. Was it worth it to be with Bellini even for a short amount of time, even when she was going to walk away soon?
Yes. He’d made that conscious decision before they’d rekindled their relationship.
He would not trade the time he’d had with her again for anything. Yes, it was excruciating, but he would have the memories, and one day they wouldn’t hurt as much. He hoped.
But Logan knew he would never celebrate Christmas again without remembering how he had lost Bellini. In fact, he was quite sure he would never celebrate Christmas again, period. He wanted it to be over.