Chapter 16
Sixteen
Past
Jaclyn
“I’ve been having a hard time on these terms,” I say while looking over the worksheet that my professor provided for me and the rest of the class.
We have a test in the next few days so Kayden is helping me out with studying since I suck at it.
I was never the best at studying so I was put into special education where they basically helped me and took more time to work with me and my academics.
“It’s really easy. This test will basically have the answers in it, all tests usually do.”
“We had to watch this documentary about these triplets who didn’t even know one another existed. We have to write an essay about them for the test as well. I swear my professor loves to torture us,” I explain.
“I’ve seen that,” Kayden answers over the phone. “It’s interesting. The background story is fucked up though.”
I’m about to agree with Kayden but then I hear loud knocking on my door making me pause. “I’ll call you tomorrow, Kayden. Someone is at my door.”
Kayden says goodnight and lets me go.
I get out of bed and leave my room. More knocks sound on the door as I hurry and open it.
When I open it, my jaw drops. Hayden stands in the walkway with a bloody eyebrow where his piercing is and a bruised cheek.
“Hayden,” I whisper as he walks in and closes the door. He leans against the wall near the door and closes his eyes. He’s only wearing a black jacket where the zipper is open and black shorts. I walk closer to him and grab his hands. His knuckles have deep cuts on them and they already look like they are forming a bruise. “What did you do?” I look up at him, worry filling my eyes.
Hayden and I haven’t talked in a while because we got in a fight. I know he’s been hiding things from me and I know it has to do with Marco but every time I would ask, he would brush me off.
One day, after work, Eric came and threatened me. Hayden beat the crap out of him and then he and I got into a fight.
I asked him what’s going on with him and why we barely hang out. He made some stupid excuse and I told him if he couldn’t tell me the truth then we should take a small break until he figures his shit out.
He got pissed and I left him alone in the parking lot.
It’s been a week since then.
“I’m sorry.” He looks up at me, hurt flashing in his eyes. I know Hayden has demons and I know that fighting gives him a way to release those demons. I just hate all the problems that come with the fighting. I don’t have peace anymore but at least I have Hayden. “I’m fucking sorry. I wish I told you.”
I grab his hand and swing his arm around my shoulder. “Let’s go to my room.”
Hayden and I go to my room. Calvin is upstairs sleeping so I don’t want to wake him up.
I bring Hayden to my bathroom and make him sit on the toilet. I grab the first aid kit underneath the cabinet. I take out the alcohol pads and small band aids before standing between Hayden’s legs. He immediately rests his hands on my hips and I let him as I work on the wounds on his face.
“After that date we had that one night. I got a message from Marco saying he needed me to start fighting again,” Hayden starts saying as I clean his cuts. “Since then I’ve been fighting at the club again. Marco’s just been making me come in and out of fights, not giving me a break.”
I remember the date. He was being weird during dinner, looking at his phone. Because of that I just told him to drop me off at home and he did. Since that date, things have been different. I hate how far Marco and Eric have been pushing us.
“Why couldn’t you just say no?”
“Because they threatened you again. I’ll go through fucking hell before I let them have you.”
It’s been a few months since Hayden’s fight with Eric and since then, things are just tense. Marco said he wouldn’t come after me but it seems like he changed his mind. Hayden told me once that Marco is never a man of his word.
He is a bad man with fucked up morals.
Hayden thinks he is a psychopath and I wouldn’t be surprised with the kind of tendencies he has.
“I thought we were done with this? I thought Marco was over this fixation.”
“I don’t know what it is about him wanting you. He’s never wanted someone this much and I know it’s not for him to fucking have sex with you. It’s something else, something more,” Hayden says, looking like he is in deep thought.
“Then we need to do something.” I throw the alcohol pads in the trash.
“You aren’t doing shit,” Hayden demands, roughly might I add.
I turn my head to look at him as he stands up and walks towards me next to the sink. “Yes I am. This isn’t just about you.”
“It’s fucking dangerous. Marco is a damn psycho. I don’t want you in his vicinity,” Hayden says, leaning down close to me.
I put my hands on my hips and stare up at him. “Don’t care. We need to figure out a way to get him off your back and mine. We need to figure out what his goal is.”
Hayden shakes his head lightly and a smile threatens to spill on his lips. “You’re fucking crazy.”
“Maybe I am.” Next thing I know I feel Hayden’s lips on mine. A full body tremor goes through me as he caresses my lips with his and thrusts his tongue inside my mouth. Hayden devours my lips as if he is obsessed. He pushes me against the wall and one of his hands goes to my jaw and the other goes to my thigh, resting his hand on the side. “Hayden,” I moan against his mouth as he grunts and pushes against me.
I feel his hardness against my core making me squirm against him.
Fuck I haven’t kissed him in so long.
I missed him and his touch.
His pretty words that make me melt against his body.
Hayden grabs onto both of my thighs and wraps them around his hips. “Fuck, I’ve missed this. The way your body melts into mine,” he mumbles as he carries us out of my bathroom and into my room. He rests me against the bed and starts kissing his way down my neck. I lean my head to the side to give him more access. I spread my legs, giving him more room to move against me. “God, you’re a fucking dream, princess.”
“Hayden,” I pant, feeling like I can't breathe from the simple kisses he’s giving me.
Hayden takes my tank top off and throws it behind him as he starts to go lower. I suck in my stomach which Hayden gives me a glare for.
I love how much he knows me and because of that he always reassures me not to be insecure around him.
“I wish I could do this to you forever. Kissing you is equivalent to owning the world,” he mumbles against my stomach. While kissing my stomach he slowly slides my sleeping shorts down my legs along with my underwear revealing my bare pussy. “You drive me fucking insane, princess,” he says before leaning in and devouring me. His lips make contact with my pussy as he kisses me and licks me. I swear I see stars as I arch my back and moan his name. His hand presses against my stomach hard making it impossible to stay still. Hayden holds my thigh with another hand as he traces my clit with his tongue. “Look at me, princess. Look at what I’m doing to you.”
I force my eyes open and look down at him. He keeps eye contact with me, making my stomach fill with butterflies. I try to close my legs around him but he forces one of my thighs against the bed.
“Hayden,” I moan, slowly starting to close my eyes. He nips my clit making me scream and lift my hips. He pushes me down as ecstasy floods throughout my blood. “Hayden, oh-oh my God!” I cry out his name as my orgasm seeps out of me.
Hayden kisses my thighs before standing up, cleaning me up while I calm down my breathing. Once he’s done, he stands up and I watch as he takes off his belt, slowly. Once his pants and briefs are gone he puts his hand on his cock, stroking it slowly a few times.
I love it when he touches himself while looking at me like I’m his world. It makes me feel so special and like I’m the only girl in the world.
Hayden comes down on me and forces my legs apart. He leans down and presses his lips against mine as he pushes inside me in one go.
I choke on a moan and wrap my arms around him, my nails scraping his back.
It’s been more than a week since he was last inside me and I swear every time we have sex, it feels like the first time.
I’m always burning with need and heat. My legs and pussy become sore as he fucks me slowly and roughly.
“Fuck,” he grunts, thrusting inside me once before resting his head on my shoulder. “Look at you. Taking me so well. Welcoming me into your pussy like it’s home, baby,” he says, lust coating his voice. “God, I never want to leave. I wish I could stay here forever.”
He pulls out before pushing back in rough.
There’s no barrier between Hayden and I and I can’t get enough.
Hayden’s hand goes to my nipple, playing and twisting the bud making me cry out against his mouth.
“Hayden, oh God, please.”
Hayden takes his hand off my nipple and rests his hand on my throat. “Shhh, can’t have your uncle knowing that I’m fucking his niece in the middle of the night,” he says against my lips.
I melt into him and his dominance, getting lost in his touch.
The roll of his hips against me becomes harder and faster, making me know he’s going to finish soon just like me.
“Hayden, I’m-”
“I know, princess. Tell me you’re mine.”
“I’m yours,” I say, kissing him from his lips down to his neck. “I’m always going to be yours.”
“You’re mine. Your pussy, your body, and your fucking heart. All of it’s mine.”
“Yes,” I moan.
Hayden leans down and nips my nipple making me cry out his name and clench my thighs around him. My mouth forms into an ‘O’ as I clench around him. Pleasure bursts throughout my body.
My back arches against him as he keeps going in and out of me roughly, not taking a second to stop.
“Fuck,” he grunts, still holding my throat as he pushes inside me one last time, staying buried to the hilt. I feel his warm cum spurt inside me as I tremble against him. His lips move to mine as he says, “I love you. There’s nothing I wouldn’t do for you.”
I kiss him back and say, “I love you.”