Chapter 38
Thirty-Eight
Hayden
Present
My palms sweat as I knock on the door.
I mean I could just open it but at the same time it’s not really my hotel room.
Killian and I eventually came to an agreement after many negotiations from both sides. Rowan spectated and made sure things didn’t get out of hand or we started fighting.
You would expect me and Rowan to fight, which we sometimes do, but Killian and I fight more, but it’s because we are so alike.
But as soon as that meeting was over, I bolted out of the house and sped to the hotel where Jaclyn King is.
The door opens and I see her.
She’s wearing sweatpants and a sweater that says New York on it.
Suddenly I’m back to being 21 and she’s opening the door to her house for me to come in so we can do a project.
Back when I openly hated her but secretly was obsessed.
Jaclyn and I never had to force love, we were drowning in it since the moment we met.
She wore that same sweater but with shorts.
After five years I still remember every detail of every moment we’ve had together from that year.
I walk inside her room and she lets go of the door and backs away from me. I close the door and walk towards her.
“For more than five years, I have been so obsessed with you, that it’s become an unhealthy addiction. I wish I didn’t feel like this,” I admit. “But I can’t help it. When I look at you, I can’t help but fall in love all over again, and that’s exactly what happened at the fight. You have no clue how fucking happy and in love I still felt even after you destroyed my heart that night.”
Jaclyn shakes her head. “I didn’t mean-”
“I’m not done,” I say, walking closer to her but this time she stays still and just stares up at me. “You don’t understand the butterflies you still give me. How bad I want to pull you closer and just kiss you. I want to give you everything again. My passion, my love, my heart, everything.” Jaclyn’s lips pull in a soft smile that makes my heart almost burst. “I ended things with Nicole. It’s done, I’m not with her anymore. I never was with her. I only want you.”
It’s quiet for a few seconds, her heart bumping against my chest making me realize we are chest to chest.
And like God’s answering my prayers, she goes on her toes and reaches my lips, kissing me.
I smile into the kiss because I love it whenever she makes the first move because she rarely does.
I grab ahold of her face and pull her closer to me if that’s even possible. I just wish we could be closer, where there’s no barrier between us. I nip her lower lip making her moan. With my other hand I clutch the back of her neck to pull her closer.
My tongue slides against hers, tasting her. She melts easily against me and I swallow every moan she gives me.
Jaclyn and I move towards the bed and I lay her down before standing up in front of her. She looks up at me, all flushed and out of breath. Her thighs are rubbing against one another.
I take my shirt off while Jaclyn stares up at me as if I’m her god. I lean down and kiss her, grabbing ahold of her neck and licking the seam of her lips.
She opens her mouth for me again and deepens the kiss as our tongues dance together. “You’re so perfect,” I say against her lips.
She wraps her legs around my waist and says, “I want you.”
I lean back, still holding onto her. “What?”
Her hands reach for my jaw, her fingers playing with the hair on the back of my head. “I want you, Hayden.”
I smile down at her and then can’t resist the urge to kiss her.
Her sweater comes off and I kiss my way down her body while taking her sweatpants off slowly. I throw the sweatpants somewhere behind me and then hook my fingers on the sides of her underwear, slowly pulling them down as Jaclyn rubs her thighs together.
“Impatient?”
“After so many years, yes.” She breathes heavily.
I throw the underwear behind me, probably near the sweatpants and sweater. I kiss her thighs and my hands reach up to grab her breasts. My forefinger and thumb pinch and pull at her nipples causing her to squirm under my touch.
“You have no clue how long I’ve waited to taste you again,” I say, looking up at Jaclyn and seeing her stare down at me.
I lean in and lick her gently, almost teasingly.
Jaclyn moans softly and her hands immediately make their way into my hair. Jaclyn tastes just how I remember she did.
Like an addiction and a sin.
I lick her up and down, making her even more wet. She caresses my hair as I play with her clit, getting her close but not enough to the point where she’s able to release.
I lap my tongue over her folds making her head go back as I watch her from between her legs. I suck so hard that she starts shaking and moaning louder. I release one of her breasts and bring my hand to her pussy. I thrust one finger inside her and she shifts her hips away but I hold her down with my arm.
“Hay,” she moans my name and grips onto my hair harder, pulling me closer to her.
I repeat that same movement with my finger and flick my tongue against her clit for a good minute before her hands grip my hair and her legs close around my head as she cums around my finger and on my tongue.
She spasms and her legs shake around me. I continue licking, sucking, biting, and thrusting my finger inside her in the same motion.
She moans loudly, her chest rising and falling with every heavy breath.
I remove my finger and mouth from her. I climb my way up her body and then smash my lips against hers. She breathes heavily in my mouth, barely even kissing me from how spent she is. I take my jeans off as I kiss her and then throw them behind me.
Jaclyn thrusts her hips to meet mine, making my cock slide against her pussy. She’s still wet from me tasting her.
I trail my kisses down her neck, sucking on a spot making her moan. “Let’s see how well your body remembers how to take my cock,” I whisper in her ear, before thrusting inside her.
Jaclyn wraps her legs around my waist tightly and screams.
So loud I’m pretty sure everyone on the floor can hear her.
I stay inside, not moving, letting her adjust to my size.
She is so fucking tight, just like I remember. She clenches and unclenches around me as she breathes heavily in my neck. I grab her hands and hold them against the bed over her head.
She throws her head to the side and moans while lifting her hips to move against me. Her doing that, does things to me.
Bad things.
I pull out and thrust back in and Jaclyn throws her head back and moans softly.
“Only you.” She breathes out. “Only you can feel this good.”
I drop my forehead to hers, our panting breaths mixing together as I stare down at her. Her eyes are closed, lust written all over her face while I move inside her.
I go faster, making the bed hit the wall multiple times. Jaclyn screams and moans.
She feels so perfect, warm, wet, and all mine.
She was mine back then and she’s mine now.
Nothing changed.
And there’s no way in hell I’ll let her go again.
She thrusts up to meet my hips, desperate to cum as I feel her walls squeezing around me.
“Fuck you make me insane. I love how you wrap around me. You know you’re mine and always will be, don’t you princess?’
“Yes,” she moans, throwing her head back. “I’m close, Hayden.” That’s the only motivation I need to go faster, pounding into her harder making her choke on her air. I release my hold on her hip and reach down to press on her clit and play with it. “Ahh,” she moans, making me lean down and press my lips against hers.
She moans into my mouth, almost screaming as she cums around me.
I shoot my load inside her as we continue to kiss.
“I love you so much. You have no clue,” I mumble against her lips as she stays silent.
She knows and that’s all that matters.