Chapter 40
Forty
Hayden
Present
“How did you end up working for Killian?” Jaclyn asks as we walk around with my arm around her shoulder.
We are at a mini festival that’s being held near the beach. There are booths and some food carts. There is also a giant Ferris wheel too which is in the center.
Jaclyn is holding my hand as it rests around her shoulders while looking up at me with curiosity.
I thought taking her here on a date would be fun and relaxing. We wouldn’t have to focus on the issues between us or what’s actually going on. We can pretend for a few hours that we’re back to being in college where we had no ugly past or memories.
When everything was okay.
“Rowan ended up introducing me to him after a while. Killian had heard of me and my fighting. He was impressed and wanted me to win some fights for him. Eventually it all just escalated and I dug myself in a hole with him.”
“Is it like Marco and how he was?”
I look down at Jaclyn and I swear fear is present in her eyes. I know she is worried about this whole thing with Killian and a new lifestyle, especially with how it’ll affect her. Plus her overthinking just makes it worse because she thinks about every scenario which isn’t good.
I know she is scared of getting hurt again but things are different, especially with Killian. He isn’t like Marco at all.
Marco was dirty and didn’t care about anyone but himself and money. Killian on the other hand has a family that he stands by. He knows that he has loved ones to protect so he isn’t the type to fuck you over without a valid reason.
“No. Killian isn’t like Marco. He may seem colder and harsher but he’s loyal and never goes back on his word. If you fuck him over then he’ll fuck you over. He is more of a ‘treat others how you want to be treated’ type of guy,” I explain as I caress her bare shoulder.
Tonight she’s wearing a red summer dress with small white flowers on it. It’s not too cold out tonight so she isn’t cold, but if she is I have my jacket that I’d love to give to her.
“Killian is the leader I’m assuming.”
I nod my head. “Yes. He is the main guy.”
“Who are you and Rowan?”
“I’m the second in command. So like Killian’s assistant although he likes to joke around and say I’m his little bitch.” I smile down at her in a joking way. She gives me a small smile back while still looking up at me. “And then Rowan isn’t a part of it. He has his own organization that I help with sometimes.”
I honestly have no clue where we are going or where we are headed. At this point we’re just walking and catching up.
“Don’t you have to be in the mafia for a while to be able to have that kind of position?”
I shrug because I have no clue. “I don’t think so. I think it’s just up to whoever is in charge and he is the one who appoints them. I don’t think that Killian has to run anything by anyone. Not even his dad.”
Jaclyn nods her head, understanding. Although I’m not 100% sure what is going through her head and what she’s thinking. I look ahead and see the ferris wheel entrance. I take my arm off Jaclyn’s shoulder and grab her hand to pull her towards the entrance.
I want her to get out of her head for a few minutes and forget everything I told her because I can tell it’s causing her a little stress.
I pay for one ride each and he lets us on. He closes the door behind us and Jaclyn immediately goes to the opposite side of the cabin with a shy smile on her face.
A ghost smile makes its way to my face and I am itching to close the distance between us and grab her so she can be closer to me.
The cabin starts to move up as the wheel turns and now Jaclyn looks away from me and instead looks around the cabin and outside of it.
I admire her from afar and think to myself, “Holy shit, I have her back again. Jaclyn King is mine again.”
Although part of her is still wary of me and completely unsure, I am still with her. She is still here, willing to give this another try.
But I made a promise to myself, once I have her in my arms again I’m not letting her go.
“Princess,” I say, making Jaclyn look at me. “Come here.” She shakes her head, a smile widening on her face. “I’m not going to ask again. If you make me ask again, I’ll come over there and make you scream so loud the people on the ferris wheel will hear you.”
Jaclyn’s face turns beat red but she makes her way to me, standing between my legs. I grab her waist and she falls on my lap with a small laugh.
I can’t help but smile up at her because her laugh is one of my favorite things in the world as well as her smile because I swear no one has a smile like her.
I lean towards her and press my lips against hers.
Her eyes close and mine follow as I enjoy the feel of her lips. I thrust my tongue between her lips and Jaclyn opens her mouth for me wider. She breathes heavily in my mouth and I slide one of my hands up her spine and grab the back of her neck, guiding her through the kiss.
She tightens her arms around me and pulls me closer to her.
The cabin moves but I don’t pay attention to that, I pay attention to how the kiss heats up, especially as Jaclyn rocks her hips against mine.
Kissing her is the closest thing to feeling like a god. I can’t control my breath and everything is hot.
But I don't want to stop, I want to keep going and give her everything she wants.
I grip her waist in my hands and move her against me making her moan. I do that again and she grips one of my arms and moans again.
My head is spinning like crazy and I swear my legs feel like jelly. The taste of her on my tongue, I never want that to go away. I trail my kisses down her neck and I feel her pulse as I press my lips tenderly against her sweet spot.
I give attention to her neck, slowly getting her ready while she rocks her hips against mine. I smell the perfume she’s wearing, like a vanilla musky floral scent. It smells mature and feminine, and just like Jaclyn.
My hearts racing as I trail my hands down her waist and to the spot between her legs. “Touch me already,” she mumbles against my mouth.
I bite her bottom lip before smiling. I give her exactly what she wants and move my hand to the spot between her legs.
I move her dress up her thighs and move her underwear to the side. Her body tenses in my hands and then relaxes when I stroke my fingers through her folds and rub her clit. “Jesus,” I moan before taking my lips off her neck and connecting our lips. “So wet and ready for me, princess. Your cunt knows exactly who she belongs to.”
I thrust a finger inside her and she bucks against me and moans in my mouth. I rub her clit with my thumb, getting her ready and close but not to the point where she’ll release.
She’ll get off with me inside her and not a moment earlier.
Jaclyn’s moans echo in the air as I press my lips all over her neck and the cabin moves around but it’s hard to pay attention where we are when I have her in my arms. “Hay-Hayden.” I suck on her neck and thrust my finger inside her faster as my thumb gives attention to her clit and rubs it side to side. Jaclyn’s legs tense around me and she grinds against my fingers. I lean back and watch as her face fills with ecstasy and her eyes fill with euphoria. “Oh my God.”
I take my fingers out and move my hips to get out of my jeans. They feel so tight and I just need a release.
“Spread your legs and lift your dress to your chest. I want to see how your pussy welcomes me home.” Jaclyn does as I say and holds her dress to her chest with one hand while the other rests on my thigh behind her. My pants and boxers are at my feet and I stroke my cock a few times before pushing inside her. Jaclyn moans and squeezes her eyes shut and her lips open wide. “That’s it princess. Scream so loud so everyone can hear who owns you.”
Jaclyn’s face is red and flushes as she grinds against me. She moans, all while still holding the dress to the top of her chest.
I thrust in and out of her, moving her up and down as she clenches and unclenches around my cock. I know she’s close by the way she tenses around me as I hit that sweet spot inside her.
“I’m-I’m close, Hayden. Please.”
“Eyes on me. I want to see how you come for me,” I demand. She shakes her head and suddenly releases the dress before holding onto my shoulder. I grab her by the throat making her eyes open wide. She tenses around me and opens her mouth wide. I press my lips against her as she screams in my mouth. Her whole body tenses against mine as she comes with me inside her. “Good girl, look at you. You feel how much your body craved me? You feel like mine.”
I thrust inside her a few more times before I feel my balls tighten and I release inside her. Ecstasy runs through my veins and I can’t control my heaving breathing in Jaclyn’s mouth. She holds me against her as my cum floods inside her.
“I wish we were at the hotel,” she whispers in my ear.
Same, so I could show her just how much I missed her in the last five years.
I smile and press my lips to her cheek and then her jaw. “You have no clue.”