Chapter 5
Five
Fuck. What am I doing? Spider will kill me if I touch her. I”ll die anyway if I can”t touch her. I slowly close the door and turn to her. Her breathing is deep and I watch her chest rising and falling. I lock the door so that no one can come in. This is a moment that we need together to sort out how we feel.
”I”m not going to fuck you right now, Lys. I really want to and it goes against everything in me not to take you as I want, but I think that we need to talk about this. I need to explain some things to you and only then can we do something about whatever is going on here.”
”Are you serious? You”ve got me so wound up that I’m ready to jump on your cock and you”re turning me down.” She turns away.
I reach out and grab her shoulder and turn her to me. I see tears in her eyes. I need to rectify that immediately. I pull her against my body and I kiss her. She doesn”t react at first, clearly annoyed at me, but then she responds and fuck me it”s the best kiss I”ve ever had in my life. She wraps her hands behind my head and I lift her so that her legs are around my waist. I turn and push her against the wall to hold her while my hand skims her body and reaches between her legs. I can feel the heat and I rub the outside of her jeans. She moans and I feel the same way she does. I feel like I”m going to come in my pants like a fifteen-year-old kid. But I don”t care. This is about her and not me.
I pull away slightly and lean my forehead on hers. ”Lys, can you feel how much I want you. I don”t want to treat you like the other women in my life up to now. They were nothing to me. You, you are everything to me.” I kiss her again to save her from saying anything.
”Tank. I need you to move your hand faster. I need to come.” She looks at me and there”s a sparkle in her eyes. She is horny, and she needs a release.
I move my hand and undo her jeans, putting my hand back in the same position but under her jeans. ”You”re bare?”
She nods, looking up at me from her under her lashes and it”s the hottest thing I”ve ever seen. I want to remember this look and I want to savor it so bad. I rub my fingers between her lips and rub her clit.
She moans and pushes herself against my hand. I kiss her again and my hand moves faster as she gyrates against me. I can feel her body tightening as she screams out my name. I take her mouth before anyone hears her. Fuck me, but that was beautiful.
I rub gently before pulling my hand away, and while she watches me I suck my fingers. ”You taste like honey, Lys. So much better than I imagined it would be.”
”You”ve imagined this?”
I smile. ”Hell yeah I have. Did you not realize that when you were eighteen you were the hottest chick around. Spider had trouble keeping us away from you. The thought of him cutting off my balls, which we threatened me with once, did the trick though. But now? Now we are old enough to know what we want, right?”
”We are?” She looks at me. ”I know what I want, but do you, Tank? Do you want more with me or do you want to just piss Brady off?”
I laugh. ”Lys baby, I want you more than you”ll ever know. I”m protective over you. I don”t want anything bad to happen to you. Ever. But, there”s some stuff we need to talk about.” I slowly let her down from the wall and guide her over to the bed.
”What”s going on, Tank?” She is twirling her hair around her fingers, something I know she does when she”s anxious.
”The Rebel Hearts MC is a brotherhood. We would do anything for one of our brothers, even die for them if we have to. What we do can be dangerous and you need to know that before we get into anything between us. There are some days that I might go out and not come back alive. Are you able to deal with that? Do you want to deal with that?” I look at her and she smiles.
”Tank,” she puts her hand on my cheek and I lean into it. ”I could get run over by a bus tomorrow, are you prepared to deal with that?”
”That”s not going to fucking happen,” I growl.
She laughs. ”Okay, what else do I need to know?” She removes her hand and I take hers in mine.
”Spider is going to lose his shit if he knows that we are ”together” and he will probably beat my ass and I”ll let him. That”s what we do as brothers. But you can”t hate on him for that. Right?”
”Brady is my brother. I”ll hate on him for lots of things, that”s what we do as brother and sister.” She laughs. ”But if he hurts you, then I can”t be held responsible for my actions.” She smiles and leans forward. ”No one hurts what”s mine, Tank.”
”Oh, I”m yours am I?”
She’s pushing me so that I am laying on the bed, then she sits on top of me and straddles me. We hold hands and she leans forward. My eyes are watching her every move. My cock is hard and just wants to be released, but she”s different to other women, she”s not just a fuck. She”s more than that.
”I think you are, Tank. I think you”re worth the hassle my brother is going to give both of us. But you need to prove it to me. I”ve just been taken advantage of by a man, not that we were in a romantic relationship, but by a man and an organization that hoodwinked me into thinking I was earning a lot of money. My trust issues are huge right now, but I want to try. I want you, Tank.”
I grab her and kiss her, just holding her tight. We lay next to each other, smiling. She jumps up and off the bed. ”So, what happens now?”
I laugh at her and jump off the bed too. ”Now, we need some coffee.” I look down at my cock. ”I think I need to adjust myself first though.” I laugh.
She moves closer and puts her hand inside my jeans, grabbing my cock.
”That”s not going to help, Lys.” I close my eyes as her small hand wraps around my hard cock.
”I know, but I thought I would help you adjust.” She moves my cock so that it”s pointing straight up under my zipper. I laugh.
It”s fucking harder now, but I don”t want her to take her hand out of my jeans.
”Tank, we can”t go downstairs like this, I need my hand back.” I didn”t realize I had my hand wrapped around her wrist holding in her place. I let go.
”Sorry,” I say as I let her wrist go. ”Okay, you go first I need a couple of minutes.”
”See you in the kitchen.” I watch as she unlocks the door and leaves. I go into the bathroom and splash water on my face. Taking a few deep breaths I wait for my cock to go soft and then I leave the room.
Everyone”s in the kitchen when I get there. Lys is sitting with the old ladies and us brothers are sitting at the table next to them. I look over at her and she smiles at me. I grab a coffee for me and one for her, putting it in front of her without saying anything and moving to the table to sit next to Spider.
”So what happened this morning, Tank?” Spider looks at me. Is he asking about what happened earlier with me and Lys, surely not. ”When you went for a ride. Did you see the Vasquez compound?”
”Oh yeah. I sat in the coffee shop near their compound. They have a lot of comings and goings, but they definitely seemed rattled by something. I asked the coffee shop owner if they were always that busy and she told me they weren”t. She had overheard them talking about a washer woman.”
”Do you trust her?” Prez asks.
”She”s an old sort, and I don”t think she would take any shit off them or us for that matter.”
”Do you think the washer woman she”s talking about is Lyssa?” Spider looks over to Lyssa and she smiles at him. When he turns back to the table, she smiles at me and then takes a sip of her coffee while she looks up at me under her lashes again. Thoughts of her looking at me like that when she has my cock in her mouth, cause my cock to harden, I need to keep my mind on the game here. I clear my throat.
”Yes, I do. They were clearly talking about laundering the money and I”m sure they would have called her the washer woman. These men are dangerous, the old lady told me that they are always trying to get her to pay money, threatening damage to her shop. But she told me that they don”t know who they are dealing with and she has ignored their threats.”
”So they must be looking for Lyssa, but I”m sure at this stage they are not intending to let her launder money for them anymore.” Prez looks at both me and Spider.
Spider shakes his head. ”There”s no fucking way they are touching a hair on her head. If they want her, they have to come through us. Right? Family first?”
”Absolutely, Spider.” Prez looks at me. ”Tank?
”Yeah,” I grunt.
Prez looks between us. ”You need to make sure she has someone with her whenever she leaves the compound.”
”She”s not going anywhere,” Spider says at the same time that I say, ”Absolutely.”
We both look at each other. Spider wants to say something, but he doesn”t.
”We need to have a plan. We need to act first, we don”t want them surprising us. Who do we know in the sheriff”s department who is not in with the Vasquez’s?” Prez looks around.
”We”ve got Foster. He always tips us off and makes sure we get out of jail quickly. I”m sure he”s not in with Vasquez family.” Razor says. He”s our enforcer so he”s had a few run ins, but Foster nearly always lets him go free quickly.
”Razor, you talk to Foster and see what information you can get from him. We need to know if someone from the police or FBI are going to be trying to find Lyssa.” Prez looks away from Razor. ”We don”t want them putting a price on her head. It will be harder to keep her safe. If that”s the case then she needs to be locked down.”
”Okay Prez,” Spider says, nodding his head at me.
Fuck, is that going to happen? Mind you, if she gets locked down then we will have time to get to know each other better. My mind rushes back to earlier when she came on my hand and called out my name. Fuck, my cock is hardening again. I can”t even think about her without getting hard. What is she doing to me?
Is any relationship with Lys gonna piss off my brother, Spider? Is she worth the trouble that it will bring?
I know wholeheartedly that yes she is worth it.